sadzzz.mannns banger #9

Headlights (prod. sxilence)

rainmaker (prod. sorrow bringer)

dont you think its passionate the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity 
the buildings down and in ruble among ashes and the long deceased
the smashed together metal beams all torn to shreds like pedals of a flower   

when ur in my bed
and its not right
cause its not me
and this love brings dread 
on this tripwire
in this lust finds
something in myself 
you said you saved me but i dont think i agree
i couldnt tell who my friends were cause i wasnt me 
i kept that dress in my backpack for years and years
i think theres something about that but idk

dont you think its passionate the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity 
the buildings down and in ruble among ashes and the long deceased
the smashed together metal beams all torn to shreds like pages on the ground 
with bolts and wires  
dress floats by
white silk and laced chiffon 
spotless and dry

the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity the buildings down and in rubble

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

💧︎♋︎●︎♏︎❍︎☺︎□︎◆︎❒︎■︎●︎ 📫︎ ●︎♓︎●︎ ♍︎♒︎♓︎●︎●︎ ❍︎♓︎⌧︎

Focused by 2Real2x

Close Your Eyes

A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar

Hands Down

standing at your doormat pt.2 (ft. yung axstn) (prod. irby)

I Hate Highways

odium

Sleepyhead (with waitingoncisco)

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

Yesterday I left her cigarettes, I haven't seen her since.
And she's here on her way from Boston, I'm still just a wreck.
And I thought that I'd be happy, but I've just been sadder now,
cos I can't seem to please here, and I'm gonna let her down.

And we've come so far, It's too late to give up now.
We'll fight for what's ours, this is not what we wanted.

And I'm losing hope, this is not what I wanted. At all.

Losing Hope (prod. Irby)

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

LYRICS : 
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
this been my dream for a long time
ya'll are out partying I've been on my grind
everyday with this shit
kill every track
I'm jack of all trades
jack the ripper how I'm spitting these flames
buddy buildier getting lifted no weights
grippable waist uhh
~
hoe gimme face then I spark up that joint watch smoke float away
shout out hieloways
~
I'm a bedroom engineer 
a pioneer I got my own sound
mix them vocals clear 
so you can hear the pain from my mouth
always perserve cause Imma kill all in the way
Imma hit ya'll wit the fade
~
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
Jump in the crowd I the crown
pop out ,the venue we busting it down
late nights spend bussing for dough
promotional show
afterwards drown in merlot
~SLOWED
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~SLOWEDx2
i'll show how you fall down
I'm lost within the snow grounds
the forest rains
my thoughts have changed
I lost that face
alone now

Equalizer [prod. Hieloways]

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just happy to be here

odium

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