I feel like this song has the most meaning to me

I know for an absolute fact this part sounded different, like more hype and passionate.  Why ya change it brother

the piano in this reminds me of being a kid.. I miss it

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

fucking call me or something

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

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guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-deadbeat-lyrics

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guitar by @noahwalker
lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hell-if-youre-with-me-lyrics

hell if you're with me

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-blindfold-lyrics

additional guitar by @noahwalker
extra sample used by @killedmyself

Blindfold

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

Softheart - smudge (prod. ciscokid)

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Right Back To The Beginning

Softheart

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