Never tapped follow so fast while listening a song 

you inspire me but I'm just not on your level. immaculate conception 

crazy how I listen to your songs everyday and it still feels like the very first time. your music means so much to me.

how could I forget!**********3333333

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

extra stems came from an interpolated sorrow bringer beat! go give him a follow :) @sorrow_bringer

Sonder

Feels the same

Lyrics:
i ion even wanna pickup my phone, cause i been grindin for a minute but im lost and alone
but i be gettin all this bank i pile it up on my throne, but i ion even know its worth it when i be on my own

i got some checks they comin in they pullin up with the assist ay
puma on my feet i got some ice up on my wrist ay
baby see me ballin cause you know thats how i live ay
keep me in the running cause you know thats how it is

ooh, i know that yall can be feel it, i got a flow you could steal it, send me a beat i could kill it, my verse so cold it be chillin, should be illegal its villain, im on my grind bitch i live it, you ask for guap now i give it, listen

i think i found the one she said we 4lifers, i wanna stay until the morning even after i pipe her, i wanna show her better days and keep her safe from the vipers, she say im skilled with all my words im takin aim im a sniper

ima keep it going and now yall be actin shook
didnt know i had it in me cause you only hear my hooks
im like, i aint ever gettin money by the book
i aint follow all the rules im in the stu so i could cook

i aint got no competition i know yall cant even flow
say its lonely at the top im gettin money on my own
they tell me im your biggest fan and im like i already know
hk, boy, why you gotta be so cold

im gettin better every day, and its all because of you
wouldnt be here where i am, i appreciate you too
i got bars for days and days, got a bedroom with a view
i got bands for all my paper im too fire got the flu

i got these demons in my mind but i aint hearing what they say
i keep on working on my shit im staying busy every day
i got this sadness in my heart but i know we gon be okay
i know that if we give it time i know we'll see some better days

heart break now you sippin on a bud light
come thru promise we gon have a fun night
vampires so we cant be in the sun light
lets dip 'fore you get into a club fight

wrist cold cause you know how i do it, yuh
big crush but you know that i blew it, yuh

4lifers

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Ghosts

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

pretty lies (prod. by @wolfgang pander)

On My Own

Fabvl - On My Own (feat. DizzyEight)

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

Stay Away

produced by imalmostjoey
completely non profit

lyrics

u gotta listen
i got an ear for the music
i got some thoughts for u to listen to 
cus lately im winning
like half the lyrics are stupid
u aint got shit that u proving
least when i run my mouth 
i ditch the couch and get up n prove it

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn life

thats how i know u aint about it like i am
i know a lot of fuckin artists who are honestly just fans
it aint about what u accomplish but the texture of ur hands
cus if u had a spine at all u'd plant ur feet n take a damn stand

damn tramp
u aint ever caught a damn hand
trust a good knock to ur head will shake ur brain n all that damp sand 
wam bam
love to see ur back bend
how u getting pressed about a fight u fuckin started man
shady plans 
why u throwin shade out on ur twitter fam
make amends
never gonna happen if u play pretend
i just had to say my piece 
oh who knows if it was a waste of breath 
its sad i hit the scene nd had to ask 
like where the music at

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn lie

nevermind

sleep talking (imalmostjoey)

Download: www.facebook.com/ATOxEDEN/app_208195102528120

/\\

Space

Lyrics:

enough with character development
done with the lessons
i learned to just parry her
i'm growing up she abandoned her courier
of all types of pain
i think i am a carrier

you ripped the value right out of my soul
my sprite mourns its flesh and bone
in the corner of your room hangs what's left of my ghost
of a final hour i think it holds hope
you're gonna reap what you sow
you'll next wrap my carcass in rope
if you want to be gone so bad then just go
if lust is love to you, love's your subterfuge

but i deserve to know

sayonara
send me a postcard
cuz life's feeling different
and i need assistance
i need a friend who would travel the distance
she's not ever coming back
we're not ever coming back

postcard (hateful)

your teddy bear

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

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just happy to be here

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

Softheart

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