shoutout to the house from the "a brief yet unforgettable encounter" cover art

SHOUTOUT TO THE MINECRAFT SOFTHEART COMMUNITY!!!!

grown up listening to you idk what I'd be without your music

thank you so much to everyone that still fucks w me and supports my stuff
....prod by me 
samples/beats(pitched&warped) used are by killedmyself on tracks 1,3, and 7
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parts of myself in sonic format.. i dont know i feel like this room isnt the same... its a lot colder in here than normal
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scary games with the lights off

mindless little conversations
i can see you hiding what youre thinking about 
im sick of you staring at me
like youre tryna figure something out 
i fucking hate grocery shopping
sometimes i cant tell if they wanna kill or fuck me
i left my keys at your apartment
and i think i forgot to pay for the parking
i feel so much its impossible
cant describe without sounding obnoxious 

but the world looks different from outside of the love
outside its rough
all scars and flaws
my heart shaped glasses they distract enough 
i saw the glow the light shines in dark 

they said someones gonna rip ur heart out if ur not careful
either if its someone else or it just gets dull
never cared that much about all of that pessimism
rather get the flood now then see how long the dam holds
lets go make ourselves whole
see how long we can hold
lets make something special 
keep it just for us two
i hate people so much
but i fuckin love u
because i just do

porcelain mask

Outside like the plants and trees
I'm outside with the steel in links
I'm outside walking by myself
Like there's nobody out for me
Looking in the endless foggy water finding things
Tossed the piece and parts into the cauldron and the steam
It doesn't eat in objects more-so small internal things
Most delicious parts of it are parts you cannot see

I stay up
It's such a late hour when i stay up
Until I hear the birds chirping and I get all depressed
Then I guilt myself about it
Then rush myself to bed
Think I missed you once again
And I heard the callin I just hope that I can find it
In the faint and silent signals of the universe
And i dont wanna act so ignorant and come off callous
So I ask for nothing in return

Outside like the plants and trees
I'm outside with the steel in links
I'm outside walking by myself
Like there's nobody out for me
Looking in the endless foggy water finding things
Tossed the piece and parts into the cauldron and the steam
It doesn't eat in objects more-so small internal things
Most delicious parts of it are parts you cannot see

Yeah, i tripped on myself oh jeez
I hope i know you when im 70
I just get scared when everythings ok
I don't mean to attention seek

it went over me and stuck to my heart like a curse

....
I sit still in the tall grass
I breathe in as much as I can hold inside my chest
I trust in the sun to beam and lungs to catch my breath
Sometimes it gets hard for me but I still try my best
I'm stuck in the yard right by the broken water fountain
I just saw somebody in the window of that house
I gathered my courage and walked in to check it out
I went to the master bedroom and I looked around
I saw the closet open slightly towards where I was standing
I think I hear someone inside it and it's very scary
I gather all these skeletons up like a cemetery
I swear I didn't wanna lie but it was necessary
I wake up from a bad dream and I go to start the day
I forget about what exactly, just that there was pain
I act like nothing even happened and I'm all okay
I see a new horrible image and I look away
I'm inside the woods way out 
I'm swinging my head, jack-o'-lantern around
October in this ******** town 
Got big leaves lit, I let the rest fall down
And the pines, only thing that survives
Once this winter arrives
And this cold season start up
... ur only sorta right
You make me mortified
And I don't wanna fight
And I'm still someone's daughter
.
.
Like some bands i count the spirits in this monster house
I ain't slowin down im on the highway to hell 
Fuck my opposition smile like I wish you well
I got information that I won't ever tell
I take up to 2 but any more would put me out
I won't face it now, in the morning put me down
Stuck all by myself-

Don't know how it happened, it's a force in this house
Don't know how I keep a forest in this mason jar
I'm so lucky that I told her meet me in the car
Could've turned out so bad, thank god
4 AM in Boston walking with this magic wand
It's cool, you'd think that i was totally cool
With thinking bout bad things 
I'm thinkin bout bad things 
Unwillingly

monster house - Copy

I've been meeting myself every day
Now I'm seeing all these new shapes
I've been finding all these loose tapes
Building up a whole story to say
Build a little world and escape
We can take our time in a new game
New shape
Filled a little bit out of the outline
I don't have much stuff to say
Woke up in a new place less grey 
With a new face and a new name
Yeah but I'm so not two-faced
Tremor made me feel goosebumps
I've been playing waiting room games

And I still remember how I felt then
It's still in me
If you see something else, well, what does it mean?
I don't need any help anymore
I'm not- not incomplete
Colors are still in me
Happy and interweaved
But you say it 
I don't think that it's much different when I'm not sad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss

u sleep in an antique shop
and i keep losing my thoughts staring at the walls
you put one of your records on 
and i thought it was so cool that we get along
it is a really cool record collection
you told me it was pretty expensive 
not to brag or to sound impressive
but just like, it was really extensive

top floor window

Cover of the song: 9TAILS - Gap Hats
The original beat was by Frander, nevrfall made an exclusive for not home. using the same sample

9TAILS - Gap Hats *cover* (nevrfall)

thanks for listening. i didn't just abandon this page, just have other stuff i enjoy a little more right now. but i appreciate everyone on here <3 love u mfs

nothing i can do

[Intro]
I been—

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (I just wanna feel alive)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine
I won't find another human like you in my life, yeah (In my life)

[Verse 1]
Catching photos, where'd the time go? (Where'd it go?)
Facebook memories from the last snow (Last snow)
Strive for times where I won't answer to employers (No employers)
Work and music keep me busy, I don't know her (I don't know her)
Baby, get to know me, I wish we'd get closer (Get closer)
Gain connection then start breaking down the borders (Breaking down the borders)
Way back, way, way back (Way back)
I forgot the loving and I never got it back (Never got it back)
Playlist, crybaby face tat
Knew that you were something special
When you told me that it slap (R.I.P.)
I keep tasting shit when I breathe (Tasting shit)
Pull it nice with the bong, need it to be clean
Gold ring on my nose, gold ring on my finger (Ring on my finger)
Ballin' up in the Northface, loud hit the coat and it linger (Linger)
She said she wouldn't call me a singer
But all my shit fucking slaps
Baby, call me whatever
Fuck the neutron, I gotta blast

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side (Ayy, woah)
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I won’t find another human like you in my life, yeah

[Verse 2]
What would you call me (What would you call me?)
Smoking on palm tree (Palm tree)
Hair look like shiitake (Mushroom)
Bars icy like hockey

[Open Verse]

9TAILS - connect (prod. yusei)

[Intro]
(Beam me up Scotty)
Beam me up in this bitch
You know what it is
Beam my guy up, boy (Okay)
Beam him

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow (Glare)
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though
(Pretty fucking great though)

[Verse 1]
Clap back when I talk (Talk)
Fried like a walk (Walk)
My life like anti collagens, I just flow not no clots
On the couch smoking pot
Got your girl on my crotch
And we nowhere near the coupe
When she go to drive the top
Fuck a chameleon ass rapper
Relationship ruined [?]
I got a squad full of face smashers
They like the taste of the brain matter (They like the taste)
Bathe in the hate of the trigger minds
Kill you one at a time and they just start with your mind (With your mind)

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though
(I'm fucking great though)

[Verse 2]
(Look at me in the mirror)
Your squads full of squares like roblox
I been playing solo
Lowkey like socom
Lowkey no photos
Run up on the dogs get stitched up like polo
On the come up like Yoyo
Stayin' cold like Froyo
Get the green like Yoda
No pills, no yola
Smoking green, smoking guac
Get the woods like Rona
Change a flow, change form like Fiona
Strap with the zenith blade like Leona

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark (Dark)
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow (Glare)
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though

9TAILS - starbursterrr (prod. scottysplash)

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Time on Mars (Waiting for Elon)

cross my head nd shoulders body ima make it back2u
u kno when i saw girl i made diss track u for u
im so lonely bb dnt u play..
i wuz kinda hopin u cld save..
hand out of the water but i drown
dwn dwn dwn
need..
need a pick me up u put me down
dwn dwn dwn
need..

mirror on my face , would u take it all away
ikno that itz not far from here
so which way do i hav to go (to go)
2 find u ....
if all that is good is over
then y am i ? y am i ?
still here
ik im paranoid ik im scared
i wanna break free but i fear it goes nowhere

put me dwn

I Hate Highways

girl chasing butterfly

Break A Leg Out There

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

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just happy to be here

top floor window

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