i had a dream you released new music so i checked

Weather Patterns (prod. notmorgn)

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prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

follow spotify!

sludge (clear purple)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

maybe ill leave, take a trip out of state for a while

willow

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

prod. by leeway, 1ndarkn7ss, im1ky

mixed, mastered & performed by CrutchB!te

sing/song-writing by CrutchB!te

graphic design by CrutchB!te

lyrics:
you take
take me
for all i'm worth
I can't seem
to dig myself
out of this earth

got me terrified
shawty got me terrified
I might make it through the night
but i'll be hanging on to survive
(I- I-)
yeah no word of a lie
I've been combing through your secrets
and the way you feel inside
oh I
she done turn me into a gh-ost
and I'm hating the way I froze
you be doing the most
you be doing the most
you be doing the most

I fall down
I hate the way my heart drowns
and if I could I'd take it all back

got me terrified
shawty got me terrified
I might make it through the night
but i'll be hanging on to survive
(I- I-)
yeah no word of a lie
I've been combing through your secrets
and the way you feel inside
oh I
she done turn me into a gh-ost
and I'm hating the way I froze
you be doing the most
you be doing the most
you be doing the most

I might try to hide this
and I know i'm not that slick
you keep tearing me down
just to keep me under the ground

got me terrified
shawty got me terrified
I might make it through the night
but i'll be hanging on to survive
(I- I-)
yeah no word of a lie
I've been combing through your secrets
and the way you feel inside
oh I
she done turn me into a gh-ost
and I'm hating the way I froze
you be doing the most
you be doing the most
you be doing the most
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TERRIFIED

gotham

Timeout

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just happy to be here

willow

Softheart

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