unfinished demo

Take a minute to catch my breath and swallow all that pride 
Give the finger to that other life that you have left behind 
I know it’s nothing that I can escape it’s with me til the grave 
Staring at me like a big ol scar that’s planted on my face 

—

Did everything that I shouldn’t do
No i can’t even look at you 
He’s everything that I couldn’t be
No you don’t want to look at me 

—

Get me out of this doghouse, take the choke chain of my neck
Get my mitts on the biggest brush and I’ll paint this whole town red 
The likes of which they’ve never seen before, it’ll be one for the books 
I swear to god they’re gunna rue the day they ever let drew off the hook

I Can't Even Look At You

take out all of your loose ends
tie them up, throw them away
i never wanna see them again 
and put on that face that i know you wear so well
and you fake that smile even tho its so easy to tell

yeah well all kno 
that things
havent been so kind to you 
yeah we all know that things
hadn't been so kind to you

Loose ends

I’ll take that drink now
I’ll take up all the time you got
Hate it when I act out
Think I become something that I’m not

Take a look at your
The one that’s right there in your face 
Don’t even like it
No I can’t even stand it in this place 

I promise I’m good boy
If you let me I could show you
I’ll say sorry when I fuck up 
But is sorry ever even enough?

good boy

Makeout Videotape's second album 'Ying Yang'. Great album and a really raw high school band feel to it. Defiantly should check it out!

Makeout Videotape - Island Groovies

if you ain't a playland fan...
you ain't shit...

Welcome

Some of mac demarco's older stuff. Classic song though.

Makeout Videotape - Heat Wave

I do not own this all credit goes to Mac Demarco, Harry Nilsson and Sirius XMU
Original video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQ0qwUa5ia4

Mac Demarco - I Guess The Lord Must Be In New York City (Harry Nilsson Cover)

EATING LIKE A KID - Makeout Videotape

Sometime (On My Own)

happy new year, love u :)

when it snowed
we used to make angels in the ground
we were nowhere to be found
til the midst of the night
when it rained
we used to walk into the cold
wishing we'd be here til we're old
you used to say i'd be alright

your lips on mine
feeling fine
promise you i'd never let you go
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are

when you cried
i told you i was here
and prayed that i was near you
til the dawn of day
when you left
i cried myself to bed
you echoed through my head
i beg for you to stay

from love to hate
there's no such thing as fate
my emptiness is more than words
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are 

that's just one reason why i miss ur face.

written + recorded by alfie templeman

ersatz music

a list of reasons why i miss your face

Featuring Nico Segal aka Donnie Trumpet
Art by @jessioart
Produced by Ben Carr

Thank you for listening

Sometime (On My Own)

Soft Loft