Happy Halloween w/ Xaxanity [Neio]

disoc8 - pumpedupkicks

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handmade scars, on my veins
i wnna tell u something, i killed my friends
Husk of a deer decaying all the way
i saw the maggots crawl in ur face
My wrist cold, so unfair
shoot me but dont ruin up my hair
tears falling, on my grave
ure still sad, he never came

body was abused
decay in silence
ill never cry 
cuz i love all ur violence
i wnna b loved
i wnna b known
i wnna b buried in the same gravestone

kill me like a rabbit
put me in a cage
watch her smile fade away
no one relates
furr coat in siberia
like to b scary ya
dance 4 the camera
bby im so glamorous
glass stains, when u ran away
feel so fake, no one knows my name
please never fall out of love from me
i always ruin evrything

husk of a deer #handmadescars (lavendr)

slow ballade of broken dolls #freestyle [p. 1stress]

prod @soreu_u

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i cant even find a reason i cant even find myself
holiday is comming but i wnna kms
the feelings, touch everything it just hurts fkn so much
i keep my razors on me in case i wnna give up
I dont wnna lose you, your rotten body on my mind 
jus forget wat i said i was never thinking right 
i think about suicide i can see it in my eyes 
im feeling putrid tonight, im all dolled up to take my life 
baby look at me, how did i end up like dis?
i jus threw up on the sink, you are jus a another bitch
all drugged up to take my life, its alr past my time 
baby be mine ill never feel fine 
love me if u hold me, damn i feel lonely 
baby show me, they already told me 
throwing up on the sink, you keep lying to me 
im the only one u need, youre the only one i need

I feel sick I throw up, on the rug
reform me jesus i just need another chance (need my soul repent)
its getting cold
baby hold me
i keep crying
cus im lonely 


throwing up on the sink *throw up pt.2* #dolledupsuicide (sore)

Im sharpening machetes
pray that im not ready
overdose on me
cuz im on naughty list 2nite
bullets sprayed
on me
u think u can
stop me?
shoot it all on black
cuz dis bitch a fucking fag
clean cuts betadyne
promise me u'll never leave
I'd kill u 4 myself
N I'd kill myself 4 u
make me look so pretty
stitch my pretty face with stitches
blow me pretty kisses
cuz im only fucking pretty bitch

machetes (ldlad)

im not fixed im not better
i still feel like a ghost most days
but i know you saved me
in a hundred small ways
if i make it, it’s cause of you
if i don’t, i hope you knew
that i was thankful, even when i was gone
that you were the only one who kept me strong
you kept me alive when i hated my heart
i don’t got no answers, i don’t got peace, I dont got no nothing
i just got sum scars and broken sleep
but you sat with me when i shook apart
i can’t breathe half of the nights
my chest caves in and i think i’m done
shoutout onyx u were the only one
cuz im not here n ur not fucking far

onyx ashes (ldlad)

needles in my arms ft snuffcide (ldlad)

disoc8 - WALKING LIKE A ZOMBIE (2022) (disoc8)

prod @cholorofilm

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dance alone i cut up
popping tabs i fell in love
cant get out
its my fault
dawn to crawl
youre beautiful
falling down mascara
youre so pretty when youre hurt
i can never, really hope i was enough
break my heart, break again
i dont wanna follow that
need a friend, different
you gonna lose your boyfriend
woke up and i hate it
every light faded
you can never change me
im scared to lose my baby

shes a prtty littl corpse wit da ribbons on her head
black out mess i can do it all again
it feels good to be true
youre still stuck in my heart
i will never love again
i wish u were in my arms
youre so pretty when u cry
wit that makeup on ur face
pretty little bitch my anorexic disgrace

rotting, youll never find my body
im dead and im sorry
ill never be anybody
find me, all i need
find me, the more i bleed
i can feel it, on my skin
you were all, i ever need

i wont ever fcking leave cuz u the one love
puttin molly in my cup so i dont feel alone
bby hold my razor blades i gott cut so fcking deep
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine
scars fulfill my body, cut me in rary
bitch i gotta overdose im walkin like a zombie
ready up my cutlerey, my eyes turn into shadows
bby im a junkie, i dont even make the dose
i dont need ur fcking lies, bby yeah u break my spine
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine 


blackout mess #sorry w/ vampyrska (teeth)

feel like jack skinny model
she was murdered in the hotel
i feel dead i feel so hollow 
need a spare i need to borrow
candy got me fucked up
i dont really gaf
drug me up cut me up
i will never be enough
left me down at the cross
and they love me omg
lights are flashing
i look depressing :(
leave me alone i forgot 
leave me dead like a dog
non stop cut me off
bae i fkn love it all

feel like jack skinny model
she was murdered in the hotel
i feel dead i feel so hollow
need a spare i need to borrow
lights flashing im a model
i dont need ur sorrow
shes dead or shes loyal
theres no hurt tomorrow
feel like dying im sorry
bby cut my body
strangle me i wanna bleed
youre everything i fkn need
i can never fkn change
put a bullet on my brain
feel alone, so fkn done
life seemed so fun

i dont want a fcking bitch, y'all put me in ditch
im tweaking off this pills i jus wanna be rich
meine freundin die kriegt nix, ich will alles für mich
creepin through da forest, meet up w a fcking witch
i dont wanna go, bby give me more
yeah we flip a lot of candy, eyes full of love
i feel so fucked up, let the smoke fulfill my lungs
u abuse amphetamine u're not w us

needles in my arms ft snuffcide (ldlad)

soGory!!