The footsteps over madison
The names im left to guess inside the woods like we’re there yet I know now
Ghosts in the cottage that cling to your body
When everythings changing and im busy watching

The footsteps in the Midwest 
I heard he overdosed over killed himself but they don’t know yet
Its so strange 
Im just waiting to wake up
In the back of the old bus
And I hate it so much
But I miss it so much

Don’t sleep im waiting
Don’t keep it here
It’s all been changing 
Its all so real

Amazing what your thoughts say
I smoke so much inside my room til I cant feel my hands shake
Im too soft
I know that we said that
But im in the same place
So we could forget that

Memories of the last time that you went home cause you cant stay
Im just fucked up and its bad luck that you picked up in the first place
Shapes im contorting, a voice in the basement
It says im important but I couldn’t take it

Put it in a place where it stays I don’t want to feel the kick back
And why you gotta hit so hard if youre never gonna hit back
With dinny in the stu all day and he gonna make the shit slap
Putting words to the verse and murder it, a minute before we did that

Sit back, roll a couple and we hit that
Late night, playtime, hit a triple when we play nice
My reflection in a black mirror
Hard to get there when im not here
Tied together but I don’t care
Kinda special yeah this shit rare

November

i can recover
the things that i wonder
are driving me insane

the stars always hover
are we there for each other
stop pretending its all a game

hatred (she called me)
i'm bleeding
i cant discover the reason

when will she want me? (she's leaving)
she wonders
why i am bleeding

fucked up off some drugs
in a blank white tee
i can never find love
i find melodies

it doesn't matter where im from
bitch id cross the sea for you
pop a tab
and ill pop a bean or two

i can recover
the things that i wonder
are driving me insane

the stars always hover
are we there for each other
stop pretending its all a game

hatred (she called me)
i'm bleeding
i cant discover the reason

when will she want me? (she's leaving)
she wonders
why i am bleeding

wonder

CASTLE CRASHERS! ft. KINGDØM & MERLOT (+9anyal)

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

landmine w/ casperrr (king theta)

hope eternal (intro)

if i didn’t care
whys it hurt so much 
is it really fair
am i worth that much
give yourself a chance
to retain my love
give myself a chance
to drain my blood
i rot in my room
am i ok with dying young
its too hot in my room
it’s straight boiling like my blood
i cant talk
who are you
why u care about my luck
when i walk
next to u
i dont feel an ounce of trust

i recall these places that i been in
i hear by word of mouth but they just know how to spin it right
im past this boring life
im past my fragile mind
im past my breaking point but i think that its ending right now 

its been coming back but i try to fight it down
life is going to fast can sumbody slow it down
i see thru a lot but not what u type down
really i feel like a couple embers died out

breaking point

produced by dazed?!

cover art: @kamzze <3

lyrics:
what u say to me
u talk too much
i could bring u to safety
but i dont know who u r
now tell me what was this all for
but u left me dead on the floor
i think i saw a poltergeist
i know that you don't think im right
but i dont wanna fight
just tell me it'll be alright
but i cant fucking lie
u waste my life a hundred times
but i'll say that i'm fine
because i'll take whats mine
(1,2,3-)

NOW IM IN THE PAVEMENT
LEAVE MY BODY IN THE BASEMENT
BITCH I'LL LEAVE YOU FACELESS
TELL ME ITS ALRIGHT
I DONT WANNA FIGHT
CAUSE NOW IM GONNA DIE
IT DOESNT MEAN IM FINE
I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
I SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK
I WRITE VERSES I AINT GOOD WITH NO HOOK
IM DOING WELL AND NOW I SEE THAT YOURE SHOOK
I COULDN'T CARE IM TRYNA FUCKING-

(don't go.)

i'll see myself out cuz u never want me here
its such a shame cuz i hold u so fucking dear
u wonder why u never get past the talking stage
and u keep asking why
and its so obvious
like please get out of sight
i want u out my mind
i never tried to fight
but ur always picking sides
i never wanna tell u the truth
because u lied
how the fuck am i the problem
when ur still in sight

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
INSTEAD OF SETTING ME FREE
INSTEAD OF LETTING ME LEAVE
INSTEAD OF LETTING ME GRIEVE
ITS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU
I KNOW IM NOTHING LIKE YOU
YOU LET ME SLIP AWAY
THERES NOTHING I COULDNT TAKE
THERES ONLY ONE DAY AWAY
UNTIL IM FINALLY GONE
UNTIL IM FINALLY GONE
I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOURE FUCKING WRONG

TAKE IT ALL AWAY
I COULDNT CARE LESS
TAKE IT ALL AWAY
SHOOT ME IN THE FUCKING CHEST
IF ITS ALL A WASTE
TAKE IT OFF YOUR CHEST
ARE YOU REALLY OKAY
IF SO JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
HEAD HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
SO JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
HEAD HEAD HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
HEAD
SO JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD

poltergeist

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

The Best Thing (prod. The Sound Clown)

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

lyrics:

calm it down like to move in silence
too loud in the room could you keep it quiet
i'll leave a girl after a week love is unrequited
smokin newports
pull up in a new porsche
two short bitches in a room
one missing 
playing clue no 
pockets full of blue notes
who knows
two tone
same beat with two flows
champagne bankroll work till my neck froze
iphone rose gold

hope eternal (intro)

solace void