i miss things that never were

(way up in the clouds)

(never comin down)

moonlight

on my white skin

in the dead of night

coolin with the stars again

when all of a sudden

i hear the angels singin

lift me up to heaven

someone pinch me if i’m dreamin

then i played a concert in the clouds

all my angels sing along with me

i’m never comin down

they dont focus on the wrong in me

i see demons in the crowd

vibin to the sound

concert in the clouds

all my demons singin loud

i get lonely in my head

i dont feel like i belong

i keep tossin in my bed

i’m still haunted by the monsters

my life has been long search

i dont wanna cause hurt

why do i feel hollow if i’m livin life on gods earth

life is like a cemetary

people waste away at home

no way it’s hereditary 

livin life inside a phone

kids committin suicide

everybody wanna die

prayin for another life

we all need some peace tonight

lonely road to home when ur walkin all alone

prayin for the change in life but never seems to come

i know u loosin hope & i know u feel alone

sing it with me baby, call on all the angels up above

play a concert in the clouds

all my angels sing along with me

i’m never comin down

they dont focus on the wrong in me

i see demons in the crowd

vibin to the sound

concert in the clouds

all my demons singin loud

got these voices in my head

screamin at me loud

its like theyre only gettin louder, more i try to drown em out

all the lyin isnt fair

tryna live my life, aware

just another dreamer boy

existing in a nightmare

yeah.

concert in the clouds

A cinematic track with a dark angle dealing with Trauma using War to set the scene Live Piano and Electric Guitar rolling Break Beats with  steady build dark and brooding cinematic Emotion all about dealing with Trauma

Trauma

here i am standin in the dark and i’m askin

is this where my life ends?

have i amounted to the purpose of the person i’ve been livin to be?

(i feel like im losing myself)

‘cause it all weighs down like an anvil on me

the rain thats pouring keeps on falling down

(will i ever get out?)

more than blessed to have a family
that loves me 

but they wont ever know

just how low i get when the clouds fade gray

how out of control i get when im not okay

how back in the zone i get when it blows up in my face

(right in my face)

still i feel no hate for the world that hurts me

singin bout the life im livin’ even if it irks me

all i do is work, you’d think inside i feel deserving

(as bad as it sound)

baby let me tell ya

i can feel the tears fall down
when ur heart beats true

though i’m stuck inside this labyrinth
at least i’m here with you

im always rooting for ya

in your corner

helping you find truth & baby 

i adore ya

my señora

hope you find whats true for you

in the big cold world

where truth runs thin

you choose to be my girl

even when i’m lost, lookin’ for myself,
girl you make it better

i’ma talk to ya

even if its straight from heaven

i’ll make sure you get the message

‘cause once i go, i dont believe that we’ll get easy check-ins

but i’d apologize for all the times i acted wreckless

i should have never said or mentioned what i did, when i handed you the tinker bell necklace

(i still regret it)


~ soloinforever ~


tell my why

tell me why I wanna stay inside 

I hate the outside

cuz I grew up on my own

yea, but now I’m used to be alone
 
I’ve had enough, so I had to go and find some help

but nothing seems to help

I tried to love myself

but nothing seems to help

yea, I’m writing a letter for myself to get better

but nothing seems to help

but nothing seems to help

———————————————————

i’m afraid i’m lost on the road

and i’m walkin all alone

i miss the way i made you smile when i tease you like the bros

we moved on, we’re doing better than we ever did before

don’t forget i always wanted you most

baby i’m afraid i’m all alone

aint nobody answer the phone

don’t bother callin back

i hope you leave it all at the tone

and if i’m still here

i’ll be livin’ life on my own

maybe you should let me go

far away from home i miss you more than you could ever know

i don’t plan on comin’ back, it’s all too much, thought i should let you know

if i leave im gone for good

colder than a coat of snow

i’ve been prayin for a place that i can call my home

still searching for a feeling that i long for

still bleeding for the people i believe in

cutting ties with my regret

maybe this how it’s supposed to end.

life's end (ft. soloinforever)

A light hearted track about my experience of breaking up with someone an indie pop upbeat fun little track with live Piano synths keys guitar funky breaks and even a bit of Hammond with some dry lyrics lots of fun to make and me singing which is a a rare occurrence but some things just have to be said sometimes..

I'm Leaving

descend

intertwined

illusions in bloom

new post of a (1yrs old classic w austin-reposted up now as many havent heard this one yet<3) #kidsketchyy #lowlife #sketchbook2001 #sadboiclique #sadboys #lowlifeclique #lowliferemedy #ripsquad

Lyrics:

illusions in bloom

solace void