Thorn.vii - Payback

30 blunts, 30 cups, 30 fucks
Never luck, always up, keep it tucked
30 drops, 30 shots, 30 blocks
Never duck, always love, God got us
Remember back then, we still popped like a wheely
At 13 it was za, we never smoking reggae, hoe
Exotic bad, my shorty stand on millions
You already know this was my prayer back long ago
Prayed for days like this, I got bitches biting
Still the same homies, I got proof in pocket
Only thing excite me, be the bitch who doubt me
Only thing excite me, be the girl who top me off
She the girl who blick ‘em up and down the block
She the shorty, only shorty I condone
Fill my cup up lil baby, get me drunk
Off your love, can’t no one tell me none
So don’t even try
Like diamond rum, she make me liquify
She lick me up like a lollipop 
She the type to hold it down and do the time
She the type to never leave without the fire
She the type do a drill and leave it all behind
Said meet at quarter five, boy she quarter out
I thank God even when i’m dying
She call me Pippin, never caught me pimping
Ex want more Givenchy, think that make her more special 
Bitch you out mind, you ain’t near her level
3 pills to the brain, 3 eighths to the face, yeah
3 real friends of mine, i’m gon’ show them fame, yeah
3 mils, thank the sky put ‘em to my name, yeah
Give a fuck ‘bout what you think, lil bitch i’m out my brain, yeah
And we sipping on that drank, shit’ll make you sink, yeah
Make ‘em sink, make ‘em sink, make ‘em
Make ‘em sink, make ‘em sink, make ‘em
Make ‘em sink, make ‘em sink, make ‘em
Make ‘em sink, make ‘em sink, make ‘em
Prayed for days like this, I got bitches biting
Still the same homies, I got proof in pocket
Only thing excite me, be the bitch who doubt me
Only thing excite me, be the girl who top me
30 blunts, 30 cups, 30 fucks
Never luck, always up, keep it tucked
30 drops, 30 shots, 30 blocks
Never duck, always love, God got us

30 BLUNTS

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

Lyrics:
Dreams fall, they blur n sway
Lost paths, I cant help but drift away
Open gates,I step through thin quiet worlds
I sink within

Daydream
I'm lost in a daydream
I'm lost in a daydream
I'm stuck in a daydream

Driftin' through the clouds while I'm stuck in this chair
Eyes wide open but I'm not really there
World in my head, got no need for a plan
Buildin' empires in the palm of my hand
Lost in a haze where the minutes all blur
Chasin' ideas that may never occur
Guess I'm caught in a dream

Dreams fall, they blur n sway (I'm lost in a daydream)
Lost paths, I cant help but drift away (I'm lost in a daydream)
Open gates,I step through thin quiet worlds I sink within (I'm stuck in a daydream)

Re:DayDream

It’s three in the morning and I’m still wide awake
Between a hit and a breath flying away with the wind
You promised so much but delivered nothing
And now I don’t give a fuck about any of your thoughts
The world’s a mess, none of us are real
But how can I live when I always have this thought in my head
That every woman I meet infects me with poison
Drugs are just an excuse, they don’t make me any calmer
I gave you the best of me but you never truly understood
Now I take pills just to feel a little calmer
But this isn’t a cure, I feel cursed
After all this you can talk behind my back
But if I did it, I’d really disappear
In an instant
In a penthouse
With a model next to me
The two of us here, holding each other with our broken hearts
Nothing lasts forever, so let’s live these moments
I run without a goal, only my thoughts clinging on
In my head there’s a war between heart and mind
I write lines no one reads but I live them deeply
As if every bar were a bullet to the center
I wake up late but I never really sleep
The dark circles are maps of a trip I never hope for
I walk on the broken glass of my “I could have”s
And every broken dream is just another knot in my scent
I’ve made peace with the idea that peace doesn’t exist
That even when you laugh out loud your soul stays silent
That people only love when they need a pretext
Then they leave you alone while you drown inside your talent
No one gives anything here, I’ve learned it over time
Between broken promises and dreams locked inside a drawer
I clenched my teeth when the world spoke crooked to me
Now I smile little, but every glance weighs heavy
I’ve learned that love is sometimes just a pretext
That those who swear “forever” disappear quickly
I’m sick and tired of hurting so often
I built my own world where it’s just me with myself

I write verses in overdose, it’s my therapy
But every bar I compose is only nostalgia
For the time when I still believed in something real
Now everything’s fake like my sincerest “I’m fine”

lyrics: 

withered into dust
alone, there i was
letting go, trying to adjust
the hope grows numb

feeling helpless when i watched your light fade out
i couldn't stop it, as it constantly would pull you further down
maybe someday i can talk to you somehow?
i hope you know that i'm sorry for the way that all played out
it breaks me down

dreaming of that place i'll always love
a glow that i trust
waking up, i miss you so much
alone, i'm stuck

and i'm trying, but it feels so hollowed out
now you're gone
it's so quiet and you're one with the clouds
every breath i take reminds me of how fragile life is
the time is gone
you're light flickered out without a sound

withered into dust

IMMA EAT DAT PU$$Y IDGAF HOW IT SMELLLLLL

POURING PURPLE

POURING PURPLE - DYLAN FLETCHER (PROD. DYLAN FLETCHER)

Admit 1 (Intro)

Drip in the Atmosphere

Scholars

나무가 된 사랑

https://youtu.be/H9d-mxlnh9A

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破片 / fragment
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うつりゆく　願望 
やりすごす　平穏

つかんでは消える 
ふっと消える

ほどけない　混沌 
つかのまの　空想

吹かれては揺れる 
ふっと揺れる

こころない 
まやかしに 
向きあっている 
笑顔の記憶

なんの破片か 
判らないから 
こんな夜も 踏みつけて 歩く

やるせない 
偽りに 
向きあっている 
笑顔の記憶

なんの破片か 
判らないから 
こんな夜だって　踏みつけて 歩く

なんの破片か 
判らないから 
何の 痛みも おぼえない

withered into dust

solace void