Bells Of Resurrection

I live in the Dystopia Midwest USA. I am a student at Berklee School of Music for Electronic Music Production and Sound Design. I love to create Synthwave, Cyberwave, Darksynth and Space Ambient music. Bandcamp link: https://mysterien.bandcamp.com/  Email: Mysterien18@proton.me

Infant home-Undeservedly lost entire lifetime work plus 125k€.
The long-term effect of 2 hours of sleep a day from medication is slowly killing me.
Am I allowed to have had the childhood I really suffered ? Some of my friends died when I was a little kid, nobody there, when I asked to speak about. So sad - nobody knows - And then that : Emergency call of disabled victim refused by "Paul" of Kapovaz in Bremerhaven. Born disabled by clubfeet, root of nose torn off by massive header on behalf of "Paul" by a hired thug as "Paul" told me later, 1996, when I was asking him in his "live music pub" Kapovaz.
My stepparents then also sent me away lifelong.
They got my stepparents conspired against me, saying I'd changed and that I'd never get better.
People in northern Germany talk badly about others and don't want anything to become better. Around millenium time I began to nearly complete quit smoking weed for five years. Then I rarely tried sometimes again, noticing that it immediately made me psychologically dependent again. So I quitted again forever in late 2009. I began to do a job then for two years which I wouldn't could do with that very good employment reference, if I still would have smoked weed then. From late 2009 til today I did not consume just a nanogram of it.
During my time at the Technical college in Southern Germany in the evening classes in 2012/13, they said that they used to have problems with drug addicts there and I often cleaned the schoolyard of cigarette butts.
The employees of a job center there often accused me, completely untrue, of "taking drugs."
In 2015, I was forcibly treated and placed under compulsory care due to a false drug analysis without a signature, which I could only found out in 2014. Evidence must be presented. There is overarching evidence that I did not consume any drugs.
My stepparents died and I found out thereafter, that I (only child) had previously been expressly confirmed by the court as the sole heir before I was then disinherited. That meant a sum of approximately 170.000€.

Bells Of Resurrection

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