A song about feeling like you've hit a standstill in life. When it seems like every path open to you leads to a dead end, it can be easy to lose track of where you want to go – and even of your sense of identity.

Art by me.

Steppin’ up, I’m on top of the world right now
Feelin’ like nothing can bring me down
Starting strong, seems like it’s going well

Slowing down, like I’m losin’ momentum
But still got that voice that tells me to run
I’m still losin’ steam, it’s all gone to hell

Breakdown, hit the ground, you’re always kicked around
Fallin’ back, havin’ a panic attack right now
Stress builds, lost your will, always left behind
Lookin’ like it’s time
To go back and start again

Steppin’ up again, like some déjà vu
Things went wrong, but this is what I need to do
I think this second shot’s all I need

Tunnel vision, I can’t see the signs
The kind of focus that just makes you blind
Just the same as before is all I see

I crash again, just like before
But I try to pick myself up off the ground
Start from zero, but I’ve lost track
Of just which “zero” I am on now

I’ve hit the wall again
How many times has it been
Losing sight of what I want to be
I thought I knew once
But now I’ve lost track
Like I don’t even know who I am anymore

Killin’ time, that’s all I do now
Motivation gone, as I just sit around
Wondering where I went wrong
And what I could have been

Breakdown, hit the ground, you’re always kicked around
Fallin’ back, havin’ a panic attack right now
Stress builds, lost your will, always left behind
Lookin’ like it’s time
To go back and start again

New year, new me? That’s what they always say
But already I can see that there’s no way
Maybe I’ll waste it all like I did the last one

Bit by bit, that’s all I try to do
But it seems like everyone’s able to move
All the time, I’m just being left behind

Starting over, yet again
Like I think that I have found the right path
They try to stop me, but here I go
I’m pushing through, gonna do it right

I crash again, just like before
But I try to pick myself up off the ground
Start from zero, but I’ve lost track
Of just which “zero” I am on now

I’ve hit the wall again
How many times has it been
Losing sight of what I want to be
I thought I knew once
But now I’ve lost track
Like I don’t even know who I am anymore

Killin’ time, that’s all I do now
Motivation gone, as I just sit around
Wondering where I went wrong
And what I could be

Breakdown, hit the ground, you’re always kicked around
Fallin’ back, havin’ a panic attack right now
Stress builds, lost your will, always left behind
Lookin’ like it’s time
To go back and start again

Start Again

I'm a musician, composer and starting Vocaloid producer, working mainly with Megurine Luka.

Start Again

Solbasa