13.01.25 - M <3
I love you, forever.
mix/master: @prod-itouse

i ain’t eat today, barely stood up
you gone two hours away, and i’m shook up
sink full of dishes, but i just stare
shower feel cold, even with steam in the air
used to wake up with your breath on my skin
now the pillow’s too big and the room too thin
i don’t move right when you ain’t around
like my limbs forgot how to carry my crown
every second drips like slow morphine
tryna stay sane through a cracked phone screen
i ain’t built for the space in between
i need you like lungs need air — unseen


when you’re not here, i don’t know how to be
can’t cook, can’t clean, can’t even breathe
two hours apart feel like oceans wide
i’m half a person when you’re not by my side
you make me whole, without you i break
even brushing my teeth feel like a mistake
it’s not distance, it’s disconnection
loving you is my direction


no dinner plates, no lights on, no sound
i just lay in your hoodie, melt into the ground
even when i know you’re comin’ back soon
it still feels like i’m dyin’ in this empty room
you the home i carry in my chest
without you here, i forget the rest
all i do is wait, and re play your laugh
countin’ the hours ’til i get you back


when you’re gone, i fall through the floor
i forget what my hands and my heart were for
i don’t eat, i don’t speak, i just fade
you’re my balance, my breath, my escape

two hours away feel like ten light-years
your voice in my phone can’t dry these tears
i don’t need the world, just your skin on mine
without you here, i’m outta time

loving you is my direction.

space (prod. solitude)

SOLITUDE is a 24 year old Norwegian rapper and singer-songwriter involved with the groups @4amod, and his joint project @never4evr alongside @vlxofficial, aswell as his side project @is0Iated. 

Growing up SOLITUDE loved music from a young age, listening to Linkin Park, Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, HIM, and has carried his love for the artists genres till today.
A lot of the inspiration SOLITUDE takes from music nowadays is a blend of the aforementioned artists, aswell as other popular and underground artists such as: Bring Me the Horizon, Lil Peep, 2hollis, Clairo, and much more.
Since 2016, SOLITUDE has been making music and is known for songs such as "guide you away (ft. Clairo)", "i want to be urs <3 (ft. vlx)", "broken heart, few xans (ft. vlx) and he is known for his frequent collabrations with vlx, and collaborations with other artists such as "Clairo", "ALIXN", "amenASYLUM", "Lil Liar", "livmid" and many more talented underground artists.

DM for collab prices, if you stand out theres a chance ill do it free 💵