Whatever (changed the title after 5 years lol)

all nighters

cait

Cait😤😤

This one is already out on my Spotify with some fixes and shit.
Lyrics:

I'm standing in the rain, soaking to the bone,
I'm feeling so much pain, I can't do this alone.
I'm feeling lost in this world.
Sometimes I think, I don't belong here.

I'm drowning, in my sorrow,
Feeling hollow, can't face tomorrow.
Tears flow down my face.
And I want to sleep, for ever and ever.
For ever and ever. (x5)

Outro:
For ever and ever (x4)

For Ever And Ever

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

I still save a seat for you
it’s just out of habit
I can’t remembered what happened

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

there’s this void inside my chest
inside my head, I can’t fill it
don’t know the last thing I said,
the last thing we did
why couldn’t I cry that day?
no tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye- bye- bye 
would I feel the same?
or would I get peace of mind? - mind - mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away
one more time

but we don’t get what we ask for

why am I breaking down
I’m feeling it now
there’s no use in hiding when no one's around
I’ll figure it out
I won’t make a sound
I’ll keep it to myself like it’s all I’m allowed
I still save a seat for you
Only if I knew 
We’d be stuck like glue
Til the end

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

still save a seat for you

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

cait - dead (yvngonce)

3rd time

ktK (snorkatje)

prod snorkatje

https://open.spotify.com/album/63LPHF5mATRCPTbqgK9oxg?si=GzTo84NtQriKsjtpAasO4A

chrome

myself (yvngonce)

with my brother nok

twirl

I guess I'll bask you in blood
Well was I asking too much
Why are you playing these games
Are you not happy enough
Is this sh*t tragic enough
You wait for me to give up
I threw her name into blame
Why isn't it adding up
I won't be running back
My mind has gone off of track
I'll just be wondering on
Until the screen turns black
Why can't you aim for my heart
Instead of stabbing my back
I'll put my face in a mask
I don't want you to come back
I put my skin in a cover
I guess my words were a blunder
You put your lies undercover
We said we needed eachother
I don't want you 

(Ahhh)

You'll lie to me again
I want your love right to the end
You said we're better as friends
Oh , no , no
I don't wanna see you go
End again , end again
Baby please don't go.


I guess I'll bask you in blood
Well was I asking too much
Why are you playing these games
Are you not happy enough
Is this sh*t tragic enough
You wait for me to give up
I threw her name into blame
Why isn't it adding up
I won't be running back
My mind has gone off of track
I'll just be wondering on
Until the screen turns black
Why can't you aim for my heart
Instead of stabbing my back
I'll put my face in a mask
I don't want you to come back
I put my skin in a cover
I guess my words were a blunder
You put your lies undercover
We said we needed eachother
I don't want you 

(Ahhh)

You'll lie to me again
I want your love right to the end
You said we're better as friends
Oh , no , no
I don't wanna see you go
End again , end again
Baby please don't go.

im sorry for everything,
its not your fault
i just cant accept how certain things are,
im selfish and i cant control my emotions,
i really hope you understand
that you will always be my world
and every moment with you stands above everything
else ive ever experienced and will experience,
ill never forget the first time you wrote
me a paragraph and i thought
it was the most beautiful thing ever

prod . (kuhwahme)

body (prod . kuhwahme)

Wasting all my time while I think about it
I think im surrounded 
I think I've been drowning
Tell me that you love me but I doubt it
And you know I search for love but you know that I've never found it
Texting you all the time
Why, why
Tell me why
Why I spend my time on these lies
Putting all these scars in my life
Tell me why
Just tell me why
Can you tell me why?
Tell me why.

I think I'm obsessed
I make all these songs hoping you're impressed
Lately I've just been a mess
In my mind you're in my head
I'm laying ontop of the cement
I'm losing all of my sentiment
This shit gon hit like center fan
This shit gon rush through my head
And I'm gon cope through my bed
I gotta get this off my chest
You're tryna play me im like
(Why, why, why?)
Can you just tell me what it meant?
It's like my heart hangs from a vine
And you can see it through my eyes
It's all messed up tell me why
Tell me why
Why you do that shit
Tell me why you do that shit
Like tell me why you move like this
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Why, Why, Why.

Wasting all my time while I think about it
I think im surrounded 
I think I've been drowning
Tell me that you love me but I doubt it
And you know I search for love but you know that I've never found it
Texting you all the time
Why, why
Tell me why
Why I spend my time on these lies
Putting all these scars in my life
Tell me why
Just tell me why
Can you tell me why?
Tell me why.

I think I'm obsessed
I make all these songs hoping you're impressed
Lately I've just been a mess
In my mind you're in my head
I'm laying ontop of the cement
I'm losing all of my sentiment
This shit gon hit like center fan
This shit gon rush through my head
And I'm gon cope through my bed
I gotta get this off my chest
You're tryna play me im like
(Why, why, why?)
Can you just tell me what it meant?
It's like my heart hangs from a vine
And you can see it through my eyes
It's all messed up tell me why
Tell me why
Why you do that shit
Tell me why you do that shit
Like tell me why you move like this
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Why, Why, Why.

prod. jorko

face

something sweet

Atlas - The Locket (prod Nohidea.)

Lilium elfen lied

Koosen - Bonetrousle
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