debut single predating atlas / white silas / ethel cain, released around september 2018

Witchcest - Just Snorted a Pill

Powerline Valley (Early Demo)

I like to listen to sad music
‘cause I like to think that at least I’m happier
than the voice coming through my headphones
I wonder what makes her feel so alone
‘cause the way she sings, I know she can’t be happy

now I just cry and write sad music
wondering if I’ll ever be happy, or
if I’ll just be a voice in someone’s headphones
wondering why we all feel so alone
‘cause the way I feel is so far from happy

white silas - s•m•f•s•p

Ethel Cain - theres something wrong with me

prepare to meet thy god
for he regrets giving you up
you have evaded her thus far
for 20 long years
but she has put the poison in your cup
your mother cries for you
she lies awake at night in tears
your father left a week right after you did
he still doesn’t know why you disappeared
i ran away into the woods to find you
and in the mouths of vultures I
found where you had been
i ran into the woods to find
a man who never loved me
and I came out a woman born again
i found you in the mouth of vultures
and I found you in the grip of cain
a found you in the mouth of vultures
and I found you in the grip of cain

vultures | ethel cain

A Lullaby for Judas - White Silas

Achyls - White Silas

Hitch Party (with Little Triste) - White Silas

six weeks since we last ate
six weeks we’ve been taught
six weeks the phone’s been ringing
and now the sheriff’s at the door

at two weeks my insides screamed
i was coughing up blood by three
by four my father couldn’t take it
and hung himself in the yard from the oak tree

my mother said be patient
it’s what god said to her
get down on your knees and pray with me
you won’t get blessings you don’t deserve

see how far
see how long
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know

the bedsheets stained with my sister’s waste
my brother’s eyes crusted shut
the dogs stopped crying weeks ago
with my hands digging deep inside their guts

i ache all over
i can’t get clean
my bones start to bend inside of me
but god forbid i question what he asks me to do
i just hope he gets here soon

see how far
see how long
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know

i hold my mother, she won’t hold me back
they cut down my father and his broken neck
they found the baby in a dirty cloth upstairs
while my brother and my sister just rot
one takes me in his arms and then he runs outside
but they are too late now, i'm already in the light
i'm the only one jesus comes to take
as he takes my hand and i waste away

starvation - ethel cain

White Van - White Silas

Ethel Cain - Churchyard

white silas 
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ethel cain unreleased on 2nd account

Hitch Party (with Little Triste) - White Silas

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