prod. wyfy

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/64kM5mF6kzVBsiaNPVZcwc
all plats: https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-proud

anytime i say it now
it never really reaches out
ill try my best to say it loud
i just really hope you're proud
anytime i say it now
it never really reaches out
ill try my best to say it loud
i just really hope you're proud

(one, two, three aaaand)

(anytime i say it now)
(it never really reaches out)
(ill try my best to say it loud)
(i just really hope you're proud)
(anytime i say it now)
(it never really reaches out)
(ill try my best to say it loud)
(i just really hope you're proud)

im choking up cause the dust hasn't settled
caught time in a picture
but the frames made from metal
so cold to the touch
and its all taped together
someones not ready to let
go of it yet
(go of it yet)
(go of it yet)

i've been torn and attached
im scared you'll attack
when i open up
its just way too much
i cant put that pressure
on someone who matters
i dont wanna listen like i always do

don't you ever feel the urge?
or the shame?
its buried so far beneath
i can barely make it work
it leaves a pain
shoots out my hand and runs down my cheek
and im trying my best
oh, can't you see?
i'm not asking for much
are you proud of me?

oh are you proud?
oh, oh, are you proud of me?
oh, oh, are you proud of me?
of what i've done?
of what i've tried to build?
i know its not much
but its a start
please don't let me feel
like i aint
worth it at all
i am doing my best
trying to break my fall
im keeping both legs stood on the floor
even when it feels like i cant take it no more

i cant take it no more
take it no more
i cant take it no more

proud

prod. wyfy

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Ijg1T8VYir8cooJ4MfjBi

(oh)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(oh, could you, could you back off?)
(i'm getting hesitant, getting hesitant)
could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense, oh

you tell me you need me
you tell me you hate me
i try to say something but all comes out as fronting
how can i be honest
when you're so prone to close off and all that im left with is nothing at all

im doing what i can but you're bruising up my hands
got me hammering on my desk
with this sinking feeling in my chest, oh

could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance

pick up the phone
tell em it's all okay
i just need another day
i just need another day

limerence

prod. wyfy

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6tYRmlF6XXZGJo03zal1BC

i knew it wouldnt last for long
but god i am trying so hard
cant act like im someone im not
it just feels like im reaching too far
(too far)
(it just feels like im reaching too far)
(too far)

its hurting
so softly
so ill carry the weight
you can take
your hands off me
i think i'll be okay

i know it wont last for long
but god i am trying so hard
cant act like im someone im not
it just feels like im reaching too far

its so ephemeral
but so everlasting
i dont mean to harm you
it seems so contradicting
it was only a minute
but even then it still made all the difference
i know that you're aching
i'm sorry sweetie that i'm taking away
away
the only thing that made you stay
you stay
the only thing that made you stay
stay
i would beg you to stay
stay

ephemeral

the first and only song my grandmother has heard of mine. i love you gramma, it's okay to let go.

(sol)
and i know we'll both go where we don't wanna go
we could take our time, we'll take the longer road
you're all i need, you'll be my only home
closer to me, i'll never let you go

(daywatch)
i held those papers and lit them up
just to show you i'm not one to hide it
who told you, told you i'm like this
i swear to god that they're all wrong
by chance, by chance do you happen to know
when you lost your glow
the weeks fade and change on their own
ain't it fun to count as they go

(siah)
got your name on my arm
can you hear me now
when the lights go dark
every word that you muttered
to me my god
yeah the stars came out
still cant believe the way
that you peaked my interest
do you know how you make me feel
(ah)
when im with you my girl
theres no better feeling
so i know that this is for real
(ah)
(ah)
(mmm)

(daywatch)
this is for real, i feel it deep in my core
this is for real, my skin gets soft when there's love
this is for real, i don't get out less there's reason too
spend all my time loving you, one day we'll be apart
and everything you say will blow up on me
whether i should do it right or like me
i only get one shot at you

(sol)
and i'm scared that i might mess it up
i've given you my heart so can i get your love?
has my chance run out?
am i hung to dry?
i've stayed devout
can i be yours tonight?
can't go without
someone with those eyes
oh beautiful thing, will you be mine?

(siah)
without you i feel soulless
heartbroken
the days go slow when your not here
then the pain it grows more in your absence
cause your not home
let me bring you home
bring you home

home

Prod. me

I ain't know better than this been cold since December
Ice in my veins, feel it shiftin’ my ways, turn a saint to a sinner
Heart in the past so the future looks thinner
Don’t know if it’s love or a wound I must reconsider


Chorus:
Baby I like you but I know you're just as bad for me
Feelin' something real but my past still got a grab on me
You’re the right kind of wrong when my mind ain’t where it has to be
You're a fragile bloom, hidden secrets in your canopy
Caught between your vices, and you stay a casualty
And I’m lost between wanting you and knowing I should leave 
(I think you could never love me, I think you would never want me)
And I wonder if your heart even knows what it needs 
(I think you would always haunt me, I don't know what I need) 
All the love I feel gets tangled up in what it seems

Verse I:
Running from myself but I circle back
Every time I change, I still fall off track
My heart gone black, don't ask my bout my past
Don't put me to the test, tho I could not be mad
Same face, same story, I repeat it
Still chasing after ghosts that won’t stop chasing me repeatingly
Oh all I ask for is a little decency
Why can’t our feelings line up evenly?
Every time it slips right through me easily
Eventually you'll be gone, wonder why people leave
I pause, think of what the reasons be

Chorus:
Baby I like you but I know you're just as bad for me
Feelin' something real but my past still got a grab on me
You’re the right kind of wrong when my mind ain’t where it has to be
You're a fragile bloom, hidden secrets in your canopy
Caught between your vices, and you stay a casualty
And I’m lost between wanting you and knowing I should leave 
(I think you could never love me, I think you would never want me)
And I wonder if your heart even knows what it needs 
(I think you would always haunt me, I don't know what I need) 
All the love I feel gets tangled up in what it seems


Verse II:
I keep on choosing poison (And the poison chooses me) 
Thinking maybe it’ll heal me (But the poison damage me)
Maybe you would change for my sake (But you're never doing so)
But I don't think it gets real, yeah 
Once again I question healing
Why I fall for troubled hearts that leave me barely breathing
Devil what's the deal, yeah?
Told my hearts now made of steel and stone
Now I can't let anybody close
Still I’m checking every second hoping maybe she’ll reach my phone
My fault, my fault, to fall for you x2

Just As Bad For Me

https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-pretty

https://open.spotify.com/track/32gxb5V1DxVLOQLu8qa5oE?referral=labelaffiliate&utm_source=1100lBKBVTD6&utm_medium=Indie_Amuse&utm_campaign=labelaffiliate

hold me down like an anchor
you're just prettier on paper
hold me down like an anchor
you're just prettier on paper

keep it up
what you did to me
dont try to run
it wont set you free
thats all you do
and thats all youve done
you shouldve known
you'd never be the one
keep it up
what you did to me
dont try to run
it wont set you free
thats all you do
and thats all youve done
you shouldve known
you'd never be the one

so many bodies
all flexed up online
its just so odd to me
looks like a waste of time

quick fit pic
posted up w my chick
even when the bars so high
just cant seem to quit

was torn to shreds
exposed for the masses
ive been through things
you couldnt even imagine
i still aint make it
but i feel it close
gotta drop my past
i gotta let it go

just be honest
do you think im worth it?
you move so gracious
dont think i deserve this
i just wanna be
like the people i see
but they'll take your legs out
so keep your eyes on me

just be honest
do you think im worth it?
you move so gracious
dont think i deserve this
i just wanna be
like the people i see
but they'll take your legs out
so keep your eyes on me
keep your eyes,
keep your eyes on me
keep your eyes,
keep your eyes on me
pretty
so pretty
pretty,
you're so pretty

prod. fiftyzeros & vvspipe

pretty

Vocals, Mix & Master by @solrisyours
Produced by JessieRosse
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlet & @solrisyours
YouTube Video: https://youtu.be/7RR6RP0Fw_o?si=YuJpsl9vgR6pY8WG

lyrics:
i'll hide my face if you'd look at me the same
and i can't picture a day where you don't fit in my space
ruin me more, oh i can take you say
you gave it away, when you were crying today
i hate what i told you, i know that you have a brain
and i can't stand to see you in pain
so don't you step foot my way
i promise i'm just your plague
i promise i'm just your plague
i promise i'm just a plague

solr - plague (JessieRosse)

prod. wyfy

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all plats: https://share.amuse.io/album/wyfy-what-im-best-at

i'll keep the peace and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
i'll keep the peace and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at

i'll just talk too much and i know it
my insecurities showing
every chance im given
i just blow it
its so hard not to feel so useless
any time i open my mouth
feels like im just being too loud
if i get excited ill shut up
always know that im just doing too much

(oh, im just doing too much)
(get excited, ill shut up)
(doin too much)
(don't worry i'll shut up)

i crave the validation
the laughter, applause
the standing ovation
all i get is
that silent acceptance
that no one really feels
and it leaves me embarrassed

like glass
ill crack and ill shatter
the pieces are sharp
and the crashing is louder
and my god
its noisy and you're bleeding
its getting attention
for all the wrong reasons

there's more than a million like me
i feel so unworthy
i feel so unworthy
i feel so unworthy

being an artist is all that's for me
it's all that's for me
it's all that's for me
i feel that its all that for me

i'll just leave and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at

what i'm best at

prod. wyfy

drums by @1m1x

https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-9

https://open.spotify.com/track/6pjFmuCVesd3D25WYqFCyW

you
you
you, you
you
you
you, you
oh

you hurt
you hurt
you hurt
you hurt
you hurt
you hurt
you hurt

dont let me go
im not ready to yet
i detest my soul
as i take my final breath

ill scrape my bones
and break my throne
oh and this body
from head to toe
it aches but it goes
in ways that are beyond me

im scratching at the door
but god it feels so far away
the waters pouring out over the glass
god i know i gotta make my way
dont tell me that you notice now
cause you still dont get that im afraid
i am 19 but im barely a man
i really hope that i'll just get me there one day

you know
you know
you know
you know
you know

echo chamber
can you say my name out loud?
i want to know you're here
feel i can make this work out
(out, out)
its a race, see the finish
im running out of time
tip the scales in my favor
out of 10, im at 9

fatigues kicking in
the sweat falls off my chin
they keep saying i got potential
but my legs are just begging to give in
dont tell me that you notice now
cause you still dont get that im afraid
i am 19 but im barely a man
i really hope that i'll just get me there one day


ah, ah (fatigues kicking in)
ah, ah (the sweat falls off my chin)
ah, ah (they keep saying i got potential)
ah, ah (but my legs are just begging to give in)
ah, ah (dont tell me that you notice now)
ah, ah (cause you still dont get that im afraid)
ah, ah (i am 19 but im barely a man)
ah, ah (i really hope that i'll just get me there one day)

(see the finish)
(im running out of time)
(tip the scales)
(out of 10, im at 9)
(see the finish)
(im running out of time)
(tip the scales)
(out of 10, im at 9)

prod me, shorter song

lyrics (not many)

did i love her?
i mean, yeah
but
i cant stop what the future has in store for me, so
if she's gonna be a snake, then she can be a snake
not like i can do anything about it
so when you ask me if i loved her
the real question is
did i trust her?
yeah.
a lot.

I BUILT THIS TRUST ALL ON A 

LIE

I BUILT THIS TRUST ALL ON A

trust

(solr)
no, i don't know what to say
don't let me go

(solr & wyfy)
i can't look you in your pretty face
intoxicated text saying you miss me at your place
do you mind if i stay away?

(wyfy)
cause i've been taken meds
just to feel 
okay
don't need another hit
i just need some space
some space

(solr & wyfy)
i can't look you in your pretty face
intoxicated text saying you miss me at your place
do you mind if i stay away?

our place

i hope you're reunited with the one you cherish.

18, they/she
banner by my amazing partner tori <33

our place

solr

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