maddie @page-fortysix made the instrumental long ago, https://soundcloud.com/page-fortysix/you-can-rest-now-mood; i made this back in 2018 when i was working more on my singing skills and the lyrics just kinda came to me as soon as i heard the song.

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you could run forever to this land,
but we'd never live together,
and i could string across the lines
i have so much inside

and when i think of all the things we may never share,
it breaks apart the futures never beared
and i'll wait for touch, and i'll wait to feel your loving lust,
i'll wait for you

but i hope it ends soon, i can't take this monsoon
it makes me drown myself daily
i would want too much and you would give too long
i could not bear it forever

string (instrumental by @page-fortysix) (2018)

i don't really like soundcloud that much just follow me on twitter or look at bandcamp or something smh

string (instrumental by @page-fortysix) (2018)

somasis