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It's the third wood today
Ya it's getting hard to sing
I mean the green getting loud ya it's getting hard to think oh
(oh it just been getting hard to think ya)
Pour another glass i think i need a drink
Thought i knew you better than you knew yourself, no way girl
Ur the one that's holding all the strings
Shawty wanna give it to me oh ya
Lust fades fast and it's gone in a blink

(chorus)
Gone again
Creepin hard at the thought of it
I was yo main thing now i'm on the side like some condiments
Money coming fluid ya thats all day
Gucci ashtray and margielas on the ottoman
I mean i fuck a hunnid hoes ya im wilin in the paint
Laying in they bed looking at my phone for your name
Trynna ration why u moving like that
Like the silence is ur way of saying thanks

i got some good loud ya we lost in Toronto
New man pushin p, im pushin like pablo
Ya the foot on the throttle wearing new Ferragamo
I got way too wavy ya im sippin on a moscato
Shi i got like 5 hoes in my phone like right now
Praying you won't find out like you even care
I could do you slimy and you won't even stare
But if i see you with one man my lungs losing air

I'm off the backwoods damn this shit is backwards
Rebound, backboard, like can we run it back first?
Phone locked, reset all of your passwords
Wanna take the action baby i think that we passed words
Passport stamped on a flight im thinkin past words
Heart between wanting smth new and wishing that i had hers
Ya come back when you learn your manners
After you baby ima raise my standards oh
Why you always raise your hand first?
Knowing damn well you ain't got the answers
Fuck up, i guess im

(chorus)
Gone again
Creepin hard at the thought of it
I was yo main thing now i'm on the side like some condiments
Money coming fluid ya thats all day
Gucci ashtray and margielas on the ottoman
I mean i fuck a hunnid hoes ya im wilin in the paint
Laying in they bed looking at my phone for your name
Trynna ration why u moving like that
Like the silence is ur way of saying thanks

Gone Again

thank you in advance

no hard feelings

[ghøst]
3, 4, 5 blunts yea that oughta do it
she know i been really goin thru it
its a switch in my mind & when it flip im makin movement
dumb bitch tellin lies she dont know that im not stupid
i guess she can fantasize 
she’ll adjust & get used to it
i cant stand for you to die
i been fucked up since last friday
you rlly wonder why? can u get the fuck out my face

i just wanna go
can you leave me lone
aint pickin up the phone 
i been on the road
baby i been busy
& they can talk but when im gone, they gon miss me

spent a while in the cold
thats why my teeth on froze
spent a while at my low’s 
but u aint even notice
but u seen i packed a bowl
of course u had to hold it
wtw just lmk
i think i need a moment
hol on lemme roll

i think im still in search for dem feelings i cant show
i just need some answers but i think i already know

[Luvparaphernalia]
where’s my real friends at?
i know im a wreck
i aint worried about a thing unless its goin down
i got some people on my team that im cuttin out
they say i do fent, they dumb as shit
bitch i got no problem tellin you how im livin
i been doin scripts thats where i got the fuckin drip
talkin on my name 
i got dat glock up on my hip
i ride for my bros
& they keep talkin shit like i forgot what i was told
i can make you miserable but i wont tell a soul
i switch my lo 
more than i switch up my clothes
she hit my phone
i hadda let it hit the tone

last friday (methboiswag)

a memoir of gratitude

gamble

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produced by heylog

i was looking at her eyes
i could tell she wanna die
wait, don't
i will be alone no
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go)
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go) (please don't go)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)
i was looking in her soul, she remind me of a ghoul
i think that she want me gone
come near me i'll bash your skull (bask your skull)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)

it's time to speed up
i am fed up with these people
go home
the world is falling off
i wanna go home
this ain't us
rewind
i wanna rewind back to you
beside
i wanna be beside close to you (close to you) (close to you)

heylog - how it ends

produced by xona

1/11

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

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produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

shoot

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

Gone Again

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