ギラギラ輝く　銀色の希望
赤く染まる池に　浮かぶ死んだ蛙
真面目に生きてりゃ良いことある？
馬鹿にされ笑われるだけ？

泥臭くしがみつく
それでもいいそれでも生きていたい
差し込んだ光　舞い込んだ未来
登れど登れど手は届かない

何処まで行ける？
何処まで跳べる？
こびりつく血に気付かない
真面目に生きてりゃ良いことある？
分かってるそんなもんないってこと

泥臭くしがみつく
それでもいいそれでも生きていたい
差し込んだ光　舞い込んだ未来
ギラギラ輝く　銀色の希望

作詞/作曲 wakken
※芥川龍之介の「蜘蛛の糸」の世界観を曲にしてみました

蜘蛛

FLYING TURTLE

YouTube video: https://youtu.be/U3a6rcGJ4jI

Instrumental and SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1y5LPQLOXud7fdl5bYm4XrSpI27TKf5AU?usp=share_link

Lyrics:
Restless eyes
Troubled lights
Bloody fights
Passionless nights
Dreamer's blight
Holy knight
Warm and tight
Twist, twitch and turn
From the knife in our backs,
As the sickles and axes are swung
And we all run away-way-way-way

Lies, only she is true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
In this hell, nothing grows anew
In this hell, only she is true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
Through the all-seeing light of the Moon,
Change your heart and forgive me soon

My life is not mine to live it for

The Blood Moon is calling,
A mother is growling,
Her child has to go out and
pray-pray-pray-pray

Lies, only I am true
Shame on you, shame on you, shame on you
Just like God, please forgive me too
Yet again, black is all that I can see
Shame on me, shame on me, shame on me
Taint our blood, and you've broken our creed
One day, like all of you, I'll be free

(Kevin) Tainted [Synthesizer V Original]

Lyrics ; BLUE TARO-P
Music ; BLUE TARO-P
Arrangement : JW Music Society
a person who sings temporary lyrics : JW Music Society

The new mixdown!! Enjoy it please!!

Even in a world that will break tomorrow

明日壊れてしまう世界だとしても
僕は一分一秒を全力で大切にしたいから

Ah 誰もが大切なものを守るために
Ah 奪って傷つけて悲しみの連鎖を生んでいる

明日壊れてしまう世界だとしても
今は幸せな日常を抱きしめ
明日へと立ち向かう


Ah 今日の日が最後とわかっていたのなら
Ah 苦しむ人のため命を差し出せるだろうか？

明日壊れてしまう世界だとしても
僕は待っているだけでいたくはない
結末が同じでも


明日壊れてしまう世界だとしても
僕は一分一秒を全力で大切にしたいから

明日壊れてしまう世界だとしても
僕は待っているだけでいたくはない
明日を変えるために

Even in a world that will break tomorrow -NEW MIX DOWN- Temporary songs 03/25/2024

YOU NEED SOMEBODY

dead. From old age, specifically

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Lyrics:
In the time that it takes, for a human life
All I'm scared that I won't be, I won't be
All the things that I've seen, for a man to die
Cause as far as I know, I might be -

You know how it goes, and so do I
Born a hero and die as the villain
In the time that it takes, for a loss of life
I am scared, that I'll end up becoming -

If I'm a pre-cursor of everything that I could be
These bones I step on, just a fragment of what we can see
The past is hidden between lines of what the victors wrote
There is no history book, written by "failures"

And if the good die young, and I am bound to grow old
I am scared of the things, that I'm becoming
Growing up is scary - I can tell you that
But there is courage somewhere, in surviving this

A generational cog, in a system we wrought
Just another body, ready for the meat grinder
If every story I hear, glorifies someone younger
There's no wonder why I feel like I am running out of time

And there are people I've seen - those I'd fear I'd become
There are people out there, who I pity
Despite my judgements, people live their lives the best they really can
And all these futures I'm scared of - don't have to be mine

The fact is rather simple - I will always have a choice
And by my hand alone, I'll forge my destiny
Questions can end in questions, and I may never have answers
But the truth might be simpler, than I make it seem

If the good die young, and I am bound to grow old
I am scared of the fate that awaits me
But the things that I've seen, for one to grow and thrive
There is strength in persisting, to stay alive!

Despite all of the age, despite deterioration
Through the wrinkles and aches in my lower spine
A survivor through and through, I fought to earn this life
The most metal thing I can do, is grow old!

'Cause all the age on my body, and the many faded scars
Show me someone that I'm rather proud of, for becoming
I never thought I'd grow old - never dared to even dream
That one day I'd see a future where I'm happy

And there are bones on this path, there are bodies of the past
There are things I regret - but don't define me
There is courage in surviving what I thought wouldn't change
And there is hope in the reality, I choose to create

If the good die young, and I am bound to grow old
I am scared of the fate that awaits me
But the things that I've seen, for one to grow and thrive
There is strength in persisting, to stay alive!

Cause despite all the anger, all the loss we've experienced
Through the grief we marched on, and made our future
Survivors through and through, we have fought our way here
The most metal thing we can do, is grow old!

In a world where youth's glorified - death, another cliche
I think there's something to say, about us aging
Survivors through and through, I give these words to you
"The most metal thing you can do, is grow old"

【Original Song】The Most Metal Thing You Can Do Is Grow Old

needed to relax a bit so i made this

song: ATWA by System of a Down

kevin atwa

cover of ESPER from LOUDNESS album DISILLUSION.
Synthesizer V Ninzero for VOCAL
BFD3 for DRUMS
Neural DSP NTS suite for GUITAR
Neural DSP Pallarax for BASS

LOUDNESS / ESPER cover feat.Ninezero

"I have a question, for God. WHY" - Filthy Frank, Circa 2016

anyway have a song about me almost dying. Again. :)

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Lyrics:
There are
No last words for the damned, I never thought I would die here
My heartbeat slows to a crawl, on this hospital bed

How many times am I going to die?
How many times do I have to suffer, in this life?

Still the pain I feel, it would be easier to
Just fall asleep and give up, to never feel again
Yet as I glare at the ceiling, I know that I do not want this
I made that bet long ago - I don't intend to lose

I have struggled before, and I will struggle again
Lived through worse, I won't die while I'm on the mend
Through the pain I see
My life belongs to me!

On borrowed time, I have to try
To make a life, I won't regret
Despite the pain, I will survive
I will not die - won't let you take me now!

There is pain in trauma - they say the body keeps the score
If that is so, it makes me wonder if I'll ever heal
But I am lucky I'm alive, statistical analogies
Mean that I should be dead - and not surviving like I am

'Cause for the most of my life, I have been chasing after hope
Some distant light at the end, of the tunnel that forged me
But now that I have reached it - the sunlight sears my skin
And had I not been this stubborn, I probably would've turned back

And there's a comfort in ignorance, of a better life
There is comfort in the shadows that light casts on the wall
But they are all illusions, and I can see that now
I got out of the dark - but still I fight for my life

I have struggled before, and I will struggle again
Lived through worse, I won't die while I'm on the mend
Through the pain I see
My life belongs to me!

On borrowed time, I have to try
To make a life, I won't regret
Despite the pain, I will survive
I will not die - won't let you take me now!

My eyelids are heavy
And my hands are so cold

I remember a time, when my heart stopped beating
I remember the days, that I wanted to die

Would it be easier? Yes, to fall asleep for the last time
'Cause I am so fucking tired, I feel so goddamn cold
There might be no happy ending - I'm well aware of that
But I did not come this far, just to succumb like this

In defiance of death - in defiance of fate
In defiance of a God that I know doesn't know me
I stay awake, even as the world is fading away
Through the pain I hold on - I refuse to die!

I have struggled before, and I will struggle again
Lived through worse, I won't die while I'm on the mend
Through the pain I see
My life belongs to me!

On borrowed time, I have to try
To make a life, I won't regret
Despite the pain, I will survive
I will not die - won't let you take me now!

Still my heart beats
By the skin of my teeth - I am still alive

【Original Song】Lived Through Worse (I Am Dying)

She sees　はなされた
She sees　風合いの部屋で

渡し忘れた
記憶を割いていたい

She sees

ふさいだ穴が見えて
逸らす前から知っていた

何か言えばいいのに
気づいたらお仕舞い
居ないふりした

She sees　押し込める
She sees　隣の部屋で

遠くの部屋で

She sees (demo)

LOUDNESS / MILKY WAY cover feat.Ninezero

This is a place to store my favorite things I've made. I'm a beginner at composing music, and I'll be posting songs I've made with the Logic Pro.
(DTM初心者がLogic Proで作成した曲を載せていきます)

蜘蛛

wakken

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