produced by nevermadeithome
 ly bro <3

completely non profit

interpolates 'the weekend' by modern baseball

lyrics

i have nothing to offer u
in truth
because i am too perfectly self aware
to care
about much of anything
i'll take too much of anything
oh dear god, im withering
when she said love
i always win

and she was right i see it now
every night i think about
crooked spines n making out
she's alright, she always was

i don't care too much about anything
ill take too much of anything 
oh dear god, im withering 
when she said love
i always win

put my shit in boxes
im moving to the cottage
in the city, don't work office
in the bar im slicing orange
im here for the sad and the hype shit
like im getting back on the grindset 
if passion was lost imma find it
there's lead in my head still a titan 
tight pack bowl and i pull right thru
gonna work this job gonna write these tunes
gonna take my shit, gonna hide from view
gonna make this work just in spite of u

cus i don't
no i don't
no i don't
no i don't 

care too much about anything
i drink too much, if anything
can't do much but promise me
if u need help my phone will ring 


u've got a smile that could light this town
and we might need it
most of my old friends i can only stand for the weekend




city cottage (nevermadeithome)

prod neverforever

mastered by hauri

lyrics

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk
how to feel anything
brain stalls when i think
the way you flickered the nightlight
shouldve seen it coming in hindsight
i was tryna get my mind right
its like you planned it at the right time
i was tryna get my mind right
you fucked it up at the worst time
cause its taking its toll on me to see you

(brecken)
yea yea i dont like the way that ima think
i cant go to sleep without a drink
every night i think of you and me
wish that i could finish what i wanted
took my heart to flaunt it then you broke it
i cant take this no more i been hopeless
but it dont even matter no more
nah cuz i dont wanna see you like that
i wish i could tell you what you really meant to me when we were close
now its so far away i can’t remember ur face unless both of my eyes been closed
i saw a part of me twisted up in your head
but I couldn’t see whachu did til i got to the end of the roach
kicked to curb pushed to the edge
i didn’t know until you told me so
i hit the road i had nothing to own
all that i wanted is leaving the throne
& i could be honest but you wouldnt know
now you gon know it in hindsight

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk

(brecken & cyzun)
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe

hindsight w/ brecken (neverforever)

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

blame the pavement (mackk)

Beat by - piercdthru
Mix - já

Studená voda kape 
Na skleněnou tvář  
Za kreju se do peřiny 
Křičím pomoc přes polštář 

Je dvacátého září 
Mood je jako první máj
Při nekončícím breku
Sedím na posteli sám 

Zavřu oči potichu
Čas nechám plynout dál
I když tíha na hrudi
Mi nedá vůbec spát

Astmatický záchvat 
Nebo panický atak 
Nevidím už rozdíl 
Někdy to mělo nastat 

Jak jsem se tu kurva ocit
Jak jsem se tu kurva ocit
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Dožít se dvacátého roka 
já jsem se neprosil

Já jsem se o to neprosil

Carry the Torch

I guess it’s been a minute since I’ve seen you. 
I carved the date you left in my desk. 
I remember laughing on the subway. 
I’ve been in a sorry kind of state. 

Memories of the good old days 
When we lived beyond the fray	
Loving life and buying time
We had the rhythm but not the rhyme

Don’t shed a tear
I’m in the laughter
I’m in the fear.
a protector 
I’m always near

Heartbreak ravages those who had known you
An important voice muted too soon
I won’t forget the honesty and the laughter
I’ll carry the torch all by myself

Memories of the good old days 
When we lived beyond the fray	
Loving life and buying time
We had the rhythm but not the rhyme

Don’t shed a tear
I’m in the laughter
I’m in the fear.
a protector 
I’m always near


Carry the Torch

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

burp

friends

internet scum

this little piece of me (drowning)

im not the best person

its fun to forget
✷ 
NOTHING MUCH FOREVER 
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