bear with me I still don’t have my drums so I had to use the MIDI 


I don’t miss you anymore. 

lyrics:

I wish you were here
I really do
I really miss you,
dear Barbara Blue

learned a few lessons
at birth I was marked
a beast in the ether
a god in the stars

damned to be damned
damned straight to hell
the karmic dance rang the liberty bells
I live with my head down
my mouth sewn shut
No way around it
but to you I am a mutt.

A genocide was placed 
on my humanity
a relic on display
for all these losers to see

you close your eyes
easy for you
I burn alive
you buy new shoes
ugh

I needed you so bad
you're a cog in the wheel
your heart is walled
you don't care how i feel.

my inner child
a burning star
and it knocked on your door
to remind you who you are

you shut me out.
your flame was dim.
through me your spark flickered
you still chose him
(his $)

feeling alive, it doeesn't matter to you
when you are as afraid as my dear Barbara Blue 
but I tried to tell her that I had felt that way too
I showed her my heart but she hated the truth
Derealized me by shutting me out
I gave her the power and all of the clout

But in history we have seen greedy men
who let people die and
dehumanize them
I hate this game.
you let me down.
Barbara, I wanted to
keep you around

Learn how to love
learn how to see
you blind me further
to my humanity

Yet my flame's stilll there
always burns for you
if you don't take it then
just as well, too

But Barbara, I needed
you to cradle me
my inner child really, really
wanted to be free

Loved you in a myriad of ways
thought that we would figure it out someday
To you I'm not real, 
just another pawn.
you started the campaign to prove that I was wrong
but lies don't prove nothin' dear Barbara Blue
except that you're running from...
yourself, too!

She Played Us Both

LMAO POKÉMON???? Not what I meant by GHASTLY





Song from September. I stopped caring how I sound & now creating is way more fun. This was just a demo, messed up a few times but someone said to make my mistakes loud & proud. My inner child wanted to be heard. Don’t you accept ppl who make mistakes?

Enlightened By Love (demo)

the only man to ever influence my etheric self... alchemical husband 4ever
poetry/lyrics:

blessed lover
i need the romance
i am a vessel of passion
die hard passion
hollywood fashion
if you see beauty 
you are refusing
to kiss reality
i need medicine (you're my medicine)
I need medicine
 
i would go back in time to be with you 
i would suffer over and over
i'd split from the tree
i'd split from heaven and climb back up
to be held by you
don't pass me by
i'm your starchild
your divine wife
diamond baby
under your knife

you're in the mirror
dressed in drag
divine dad
we're all fags
i need a man like you
to raise me from the dead
to rearrange my head

you're the one
my burning sun
my hearts on fire
YOU are the one

you brought me to my darkest pain
and it is you who paved the way
back up toward light and down to hell
you know me well
you know me well

my other half
that's what this is
an act of love
the rain in gris
skylines darker in dubuque
i drove through there,
I thought of you

this overwhelming feeling that is pulsing in my chest
you unlocked my heart, it was you who loved me best
through your torture tactics only love was born
i held out the pearl to you, but your heart was torn

sparing me, you did that ...
and now you get a gift
the bestest thing you ever did
i knew your heart had love in it
so gentle and compassionate
and yet i've seen the polar...
i spent a moment in your head
the static wasn't solar

your wires are crossed
your wires are broke
no wonder you've been doing coke
no wonder you've been so sadisitic
lord i'm sure it helps you cope
almost masochistic though
to refuse love 
but take the dope 

anyone would run 
had they felt the searing of your sun
but me? i found it fun,
you brought my restitution

anyone would scream
had they spent time in your dream
but i liked your mask, pristine
underneath it, you're so mean

dear god my broken man
let me hold your fucking hand
i can handle all your dark
my heart your sun
we are the ark

every man has got his demons
that was written in the stars
but in death i saw it all
and loved humans just how they are.

wailing cuz i saw the monsters
crying cuz i saw the pain
amongst all eternal lovers
You were the one who called my name.

Did you dream of me that night?
When I was dead?

You are so multidimensional
Cats out of the bag
I love you on every plane
the darkest, at that

I love you in Heaven you're the hierophant holding the keys
I love you in hell where they crowned you Lord of Fleas
I love you in the duality between
when they say "marriage"
I think that is what they mean

its easy to love you when you just show me what I like
but to love you as you are is your sacred divine right.

And though I thank you,
 please don't spare me
the pearl is truly yours 

I do not want to live
or be washed up on local shores

I've paid my dues down here in hell
so if life brings you so much fruit
then you can have the pearl,
I would not want to be here without you

"Who will cry when old .... dies?"
I will.
Cry my tears of blood
Rip my heart out of my chest
Yes it is that deep,
you're the one who sees me best.
I am safe inside your torture chamber
safer in your labyrinth
if there really is a pearl...
why shouldn't you have it? 

PLEASE let me go and you stay here
that would be most noble
living was not meant for me
fear renders me immobile.

I've thought it through a hundred times
so if both lives were on the line
I'd hand my life to a stranger,
and you would be the one.

and yet a stranger you are not...
but the other half of my burning sun

Bad World (Isolated Strings) + A Poem (In Description)

Know You Ft. Lil NA$IO$

BIG TULSA
LYRICS:

Dead spot, terrified
This shit could make-
Nun’s cry

Five four, drivin’ by
Better think’
‘bout ride or die

Three two, refuse to die
Label it a homicide

One, zero
Sleepy time
Label it-
A homicide
-
How you feeling off that Gosha? 
Bad bitch, Oklahoma
Why ya running with these vultures?
Laying wire like a soldier

Know you looking for a shoulder 
Bad bitch, Oklahoma
Bank account, I shouldn’t told ya 
40 acres, up in Tulsa
-
For my severance, I got little leverage
I won’t meet your parents, cause they hella selfish

They breeding beauty, now she serving duty, cause her figures missing, no support for dreamin’

Sorry children, this ain’t wicked fiction, cannot look at these bitches, I wish they we’re thinkin’

Hailing down, just like a rainy evening, I got more in me, pour forty four for da drinkin’
-
Blood on my lips, it’s turning toxic, fallin’
Call what it is, I’m really sorry, call it
Lesson learnin’ from the preacher, facetious
It's kinda ironic, that Adderal that need us

Mask up my neck, they can’t see us
Move in silence, ninjas, came to healin'
Angel, even if I knew your demons-
Couldn’t help, my aura only fleeting...

Chap up my lips, we can make out what love is-
Wrap up this shit, cause I’m hurting and hugging
Fucking’ concussion, Im straight to the cutting, white
Lie after line, and these bottles be thumpin’

Rolling on floors, cause da lower the better, it-
make me forget that my lovers in my sweaters
After all the dust and debris has settled-
I’m the one that had to pick up the rubble.
-
Dead spot, terrified
This shit could make-
Nun’s cry

Five four, drivin’ by
Better think’
‘bout ride or die

Three two, refuse to die
Label it a homicide

One, zero
Sleepy time
Label it-
A homicide
-
How you feeling off that Gosha? 
Bad bitch, Oklahoma
Why ya running with these vultures?
Laying wire like a soldier

Know you looking for a shoulder 
Bad bitch, Oklahoma
Bank account, I shouldn’t told ya 
40 acres, up in Tulsa

TULSA

🅂🄿🄾🅃🄸🄵🅈

𝐓𝐔𝐋𝐒𝐀

VOODOOOOOO

Produced by Nodslie & Greco
Written By Greco & SIIYA

LYRICS:

How ya been?
How ya been?
I’m alright
That's alright

I know you just missed your flight but
I see voodoo in your eyes

In my sin-
I might sin
I just slid in
For the night

I know you just missed your flight 
So I’ma stay here for that

-

Chanel con Voodoo 
How my wrist catch evil spirits?
When that bitch Givenchy fitted-
See that Devil wearing Prada
Make them-

Broads gone cuckoo
I’m both Dolce and Gabbana
Know she really found a victim
Feeling potent, met my limits-
For the year

-

Uh, know voodoo hurt
Bad Juju in the dirt
Greco hardly need to flirt

Name drop on my shirt-
She started lowerin' her skirt-
Like she just broke the curse, these-
Voodoo women could be worse

We in a spare bedroom, with the nightlight
Because we had to break away from limelights
But in hindsight, I hold the Mai Thais
Cause I’m trailing off, I needa FindMy

Internet, oxygen, wifi-
I'm mistaking these bitches for my type
And even if I have a hard time-
I’ma go find mine

How ya been?
How ya been?
I’m alright
That's alright

I know you just missed your flight but
I see voodoo in your eyes

In my sin-
I might sin
I just slid in
For the night

I know you just missed your flight 
So I’ma stay here for that

-

Chanel con Voodoo 
How my wrist catch evil spirits?
When that bitch- Givenchy fitted-
See that Devil wearing Prada
Make them-

Broads gone cuckoo
I’m both Dolce and Gabbana
Know she really found a victim
Feeling potent, met my limits-
For the year

-

We living highlights
She live by co-sign
Catch me in showtime
War on the front line
I miss the front line
Troopers in love like-
Army this amarda
She cutting all lines

She give me a hard time
Voodoo this Juju, might takeover
Mob ties
I gotta co sign
Hold me like co-lead
Sick off that codeine
I’ve had enough of the old me

How ya been?
How ya been?
I’m alright
That's alright

I know you just missed your flight but
I see voodoo in your eyes

In my sin-
I might sin
I just slid in
For the night

I know you just missed your flight 
So I’ma stay here for that

-

Chanel con Voodoo 
How my wrist catch evil spirits?
When that bitch Givenchy fitted-
See that Devil wearing Prada
Make them-

Broads gone cuckoo
I’m both Dolce and Gabbana
Know she really found a victim
Feeling potent, met my limits-
For the year

VOODOO

𝐕𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐎

1. Ruby
2. Doubt Myself
3. Dream Up
4. Ride with Me
5. Yoodle
6. Redrum
7. Let it Go
8. Clinically Insane
9. Addict
10. Burr//The Art of Overthinkin'

Ride With Me

Harvest

Heart of Gold (2009 Remaster)

FOR MY FANS SORRY FOR THE WAIT SEASON 2 IS OTW <3

Sorry 4 Da Wait S2

Son & Po, not your average Indie band. 

Watch Jacob lead to new directions:
Rap, R&B, Disco, EDM, Folk, Country, Jazz…

Different characters and new perspectives. 
Serious and silly, song for song.

We can brag all day, but just click on one of these tracks.