guess i shoulda known,,, but oh well live with yourself.

@lostallhope201082
im sorry it didnt turn out how i wanted
i know when i die that ill be forgotten
but you, youll be out somewhere getting gnarly
im already too loaded up to be cautious
i just reupped on xans and then i dropped it
took some horse tranq it hit me like a drop kick
im trynna take so many drugs that i just drop dead
i can rack like 3 more baby just watch me

@lastcigarettebeforebed
fuck out im so done in this bitch
i got molly i got shrooms i got ket in this bitch
and im bumping rude scars while im fucking up my wrist
i say fuck a hobby i do not like anything
as im writing this shit
drugs fucking hit
if lifes a game then i just wanna quit
how did i lose all my youth to the wind
my morning routine i just wake up and seethe

and for my final act,,, suicide!!! w/ exxtape prod fkwt

lyrics:
bae u dont smile when we talk
bae im swinging while i walk
all these pills right to my brain
backwoods and a bit of scotch
bae thats all i really want
just call my phone up
bae just call my phone up tonight
im alone all the time
i atoned for my lies
so forgive what i said
or put that steel to my head 
and let my brain matter spread

@celai ₘₐₜₜₑᵣ {cᵣₑₑₚₛₜₐᵣ}

f**k all my friends (w/ #36#)

bleed w/changed by tomorrow

i plan on killing myself by dawn and this is a suicide note no one will hear by the time i go through with it

prod aphex twin

i dont wanna get paid to lose
i wanna win

ill make u cry if u dont have my love 
i get so high i dont know how to function
these niggas lame im ballin for myself
its like my lifes not mine and i cant help it
i dont wanna be trapped for 3 more years
bitch shut that shit ur torturing my ears
torturing my ears 
that loud had me finding my swag
those people had me facin my fears
i know what its like to be hurt but son u gon have to wipe yo tears
no u cant be done yet 
this is nothing like the rest
id rather die with my satisfaction than have to live with regret
ill make u cry if u dont have my love 
i get so high i dont know how to function
these niggas lame im ballin for myself
its like my lifes not mine and i cant help it

eggshells on the ground in my house

pure emotions 2umylove 4umylove see you another time

oxy vent 2 prod casey

surrender

get ready for the album


now i’ll wipe up my tears, now i’ll wipe up my blood,
now im drinking again because it’s never enough

i’ll carve your name in my skin so you lay next to my bones
you know i still hate my mind because im never alone

i still can’t see my friends, i can’t connect with my mom
i still fuck with my dad but my dad ain’t even home

my ex girl still texting me, she saying that she concerned
my classmates tell me i changed, they think it was for the worse


oh, girl, i think we all kinda suck, i got like 15 different thoughts and they’re all kinda fucked
i got a desolate mind, i think of desolate things, i think in desolate ways, i cut my thighs till they sting

oh, girl, and then i wrap myself up, put the bottle to my lips, supplement for your touch
you know i’m living a lie, you know i still wanna die, you know i hate my body and you know i hate my mind

desolate mind

oooo he’s coming back for you
you can’t explain over the phone the things he made you do
oooo he’s coming back for me
i can’t express on just paper the things he made me see
oooo i’m tired all the time
i’m tired of shutting my mouth when someone asks me why
oooo there’s cuts inside my eyes
i’m driven to insanity so i just wanna die

bleed w/changed by tomorrow

sonar