crashin out [og]

ruin myself in the process

i was high asf when i made ts lmao

smoke in my lungs sky in my eyes
waiting outside while the world just flies
cold on my hands numb in my chest
try to feel calm but im still a mess

smoking outside nothing feels right
watching the day turn into the night
try to move on but i cant leave
all of my thoughts just make me grieve

ash on the ground flick it away
i say im fine but im not okay
laughter inside im stuck out here
fading in smoke fading in fear

one more drag, one more sigh
look at the sky i don’t know why
i keep coming back cant let it go
guess its the only place I know

smoking outside the clinic

high meditation

mix by https://soundcloud.com/justnopoint 

lyrics
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ash on the table pills by the sink
mixin up the poison i dont even think

mirror shows cracks my reflection wont stay
hate in my chest i just push it away

numb in my veins let the static take hold
cold in my skin i wont ever grow old

drugs in my lungs all the pain i inhale
Hating myself is a story i tell

eyes roll back when the needle slides in
every highs hell but ill call it a win

scars on my arms spell a song i cant sing
empty inside i cant feel anything.

engraving sorrow in my skin til i drift away into eternal sleep.

prod korp

all of this pain in my body
i aint ever been invited to a party
when i get scared i say srry
i dont feeel shit when im off the molly
wish i had a life but i lost it
seen a vampire n i got bit
ion wanna hug bitch suck dick
if u talkin shit imma get u cut quick
fucking hate my life n its stupid
always lived my life excluded

crashin out [og]

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