early morning shower

sept 2020

KIKA ft Tory Lanez

STOKELEY

Cat Piss (feat. Lil Yachty)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DBnavN8wezUzjkq86PdqA?si=ZBiaBc9hTxO9y1kwLV--xQ

~ w/ @marcindigo and @chevyha
~ prod. by J Grooves (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCE06w9yzaNPfuXIB9VPjVJg)
~ art and additional vocals by @rosarrie
~ mixed and mastered by @3astman

lyrics:
[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

[verse 1: zamir]
i been on the move
i never saw myself ever coming so far
taking small steps, i was tryina find my groove
yea i know that i was off to a really slow start
but now i’m, running running running 
never looking back i’m going towards where the sun is
even if it blinds me, i’ll find peace inside, 
keep my eyes on the prize till i’m holding it above me, but me 
yea, i’m not sure exactly what the future holds
all i know is mama told me i should always shoot for gold
and every time i’m worried i‘ll start losing hope
i’ll take one step at a time and find my way back to the road

[prechorus: zamir]
and i’ve been on this journey now
for way too long to turn around
the sun is out
so i’ll be on the move

[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

[verse 2: marc indigo]
i’m still chasing the happily ever after 
that’s at the end of my story i’m anxious to turn the chapter 
my yellow brick road is painted with gold (gold)
i’m gon’ have it all but trust I ain’t trading my soul (no)
and if I’m being honest, I was at the bottom took a lot of steps 
had a little trouble with my walking 
now I’m Wally west 
it’s obvious that nothings gonna slow me down 
little introvert but everybody know me now
it’s like, it’s getting kinda crazy how everything’s changing 
I hope I never lose myself 
moving so fast and, tryna maintain it 
hoping I can prove my self 
it’s been an uphill battle on the road less travelled 
but I know I can make it if I try

[prechorus: zamir]
and i’ve been on this journey now
for way too long to turn around
the sun is out
so i’ll be on the move

[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

on the move

spotify

on the move w/ marc indigo, chevy (prod. by J Grooves)

Listen to : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5fQPaqyN4w&list=PLhVOJsBrKOgTS3a57VF9j1SkCFuvptmKK&index=14

Original Song by Michael Carreon - the simple things

The Simple Things

i don't know you at all (voice memo)

rlly proud of this one :)

lyrics:
i couldn't stand in a room with you
and not think about that night
i had to cross the street if we were
walking on the same side
it just hurt too much
too many reminders that i messed things up
but now
we're okay again

i had to block you on instagram
so i wouldn't feel impatient
i had to stop myself at least once a day
from thinking how her haircut makes us look the same and
it hurt a bunch
too many reminders that i messed things up
but now
we're okay again

i've been taking my time not tryna get high with all the wrong people
we've been growing apart but i guess that's what happens to some people
and i know we're not friends but i'll always be here if you need people
i'm just glad that we're okay again

we had a party at our place
and you showed up with your best friends
it wasn't weird it wasn't awkward
it was just like seeing an old friend
after 4 whole months
i don't remember ever seeing you so happy
i guess we knew it wasn't meant to be us

it's been 4 whole months
i don't remember ever being this happy
i guess we knew it wasn't meant to be us

i've been taking my time not tryna get high with all the wrong people
we've been growing apart but i guess that's what happens to some people
and i know we're not friends but i'll always be here if you need people
i'm just glad that we're okay again

okay again (voice memo)

another one! enjoy :')

lyrics:

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel like
i'm finished talking
when we're finished talking?

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel right
to not pick up when you're calling?

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even though we're both different people now

it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

how did we get here?
it makes no sense but it feels like
a sign from god
that i keep ignoring

how did we get to this place we're in?
it makes no sense but it feels right
and maybe that's god
i probably shouldn't ignore him

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even if you don't know i don't believe in god anyhow

but it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

stupid (voice memo)

when the world stopped moving (voice memo)

lyrics:

you got a slurpee for free
i caught you lookin at me
in the 7-11
under fluorescent lights

we walked in comfy silence
footsteps down familiar sidewalks
knowing that we were
here in our dreams last night

all my ghosts are with me
i know you feel them too
riding shotgun next to your free slurpee
they know all of my habits
but they don’t know about you
i hope that’s true

we made sangria and failed
i spilled mac n cheese on my pants
and thought about kissing you
underneath kitchen lights

all my ghosts are with me
i know you feel them too
oh they just stand there while we’re
taking shots of brandy
they know all of my habits
but they don’t know about you
i hope that’s true

i can see it now
the wedding of the year
i can see it now
he stands up there and wipes his tears
i can see it now
when all my ghosts disappear
i can see it crystal clear

you got a slurpee for free
i caught u lookin at me
in the 7-11
under fluorescent lights

and all my ghosts were with me
i know you felt them too
watching as i started to get dizzy
cause i hate all of my habits
but i happen to love you
i know that’s true

all my ghosts (voice memo)

amazing how time can help u forget anything/anyone

LoudTronix

falling x clean mashup - harry styles & taylor swift

i always finish last

every year in gym class always ran the slowest mile
cause i'd have to stop and catch my breath and walk it for a while 
and then i'd go home alone and watch my 60s videos
cause time is like an ice cream it tastes better when it's froze
but then - where does the drip go?

so i tried to take each test and have them done under the hour
but my mind preferred to stare outside and trace each cloud and flower
i'm a space cadet who'll probably be late to her own launch
cause my actions fall from faith but my intention's always staunch

i can't seem to do what i think i want
or at least not til the moment's passed
i always finish last

so i knocked on every door of every bar of every stage
but they said try to come back when i have reached a younger age
all the singers in their squares have got their hits and record deals 
while i run around in circles tryna figure out how to appeal
til i trip on my own heels

everybody's getting kissed and everybody's getting hired
me i sleep til i can't move then drink iced coffee til i'm wired
if the world could press the pause just for a day then i'd be good
then again i'd probably spend it doing every useless thing i could

i can't seem to do what i know i should
or at least not til the moment's passed
i always finish last

why can't i do anything i'm asked?
before the moment's passed
i always finish last

i always finish last (voice memo)

the cherie on top🍒

💌mail me @ songsfromesme@gmail.com

i always finish last (voice memo)

Esmé