https://youtu.be/qK62up6otZU

ofc if she wants me to take it down i will duh.

Kevin / Uncanny by GHOST

its the song

inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

You're An Awful Person (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower (VOCALOID Original Song)

music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

Cong Zheng / Lamentations - Vane Lily, GHOST, Carbon Monoxide

he

yt: https://youtu.be/OXbn6kVS4C0
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Aza14Rxc4faHB6TXckNJh6XJGfUuunpW?usp=share_link
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rW4mVb_2PeFLJdJH1wi4VXgvODldFcC_Nzvjl2NN-OI/edit?usp=sharing

CHRONIC WASTING DISEASE ft. ASTERIAN (SynthV Original Song)

not mine!! original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOyGcHZdG0c
lyrics:
Hundreds of years searching for a reason
As the time passes by in a lonely cry
Signs of a child lost to rusted seasons
Can you find glowing eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Decorate winter days in a godless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
Yet I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your twisted face
A sacrificial want, a carnal rage
Awaken everything I learned to annihilate

And as your body hits the flame
You ask a silent god if it's to late
When they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Thousands of years slipping through my fingers
Imitate futile waves in a gentle blaze
Heaven exists for the lost and fearful
Can you find faithful eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Recreate winter days in a soulless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
So I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And even through the night
It seems I've come to find
You'll never face the light
The generational curse of our kind

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your melted face
Hey ain't that funny, you can't bear the same
Sort of agony you forced me to emulate

And as your body hits the flame
You meet the burning of a child's rage
And when they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Matches and rust, oh

Picking at flowers by the footsteps of your grave
Eating the thorns trapped in a monochromatic daze
They say it’s nature
No, I can't just run away

Wait, don’t go,
Won’t you help me dissect my brain?

Of Matches and Rust by Vane and Apollo Kepler

The H.A.G. / Apollo Kepler

Drop That

Music by Meta (me!)
Tuning by IrisFlower
Main Vocals: Vocaloid Dex
Some BG Vocals: Alter/Ego Daisy

Professor Genki/Saints Row (C) Volition

Download MP3/instrumental/VSQx: http://www.mediafire.com/file/2cz3z9h5e894s31/Professor_Genki%27s_Spooky_Game_of_Super_Ethical_Fun_and_Murder.zip

Lyrics:

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Welcome to my realm,
You belong to me little mouse just like
All the rest
A stupid guest
Now shall we play a game?

So you think you're tough
Let's put it to the test, pathetic mouse
Now prepare for a pain like
You've never felt before

I'm not even started
I've got so many tricks up my sleeve
How are you holding up, pest?
You're not ready to leave

You thought you were close before
But very soon you'll see just that
Not matter how far you crawl
I'll always be top cat

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

(Chorus)
On the floor in pain
A lovely struggle for money in such vain ~
I'm the king of fun!
How are you liking my silly little spooky game?
You can keep what you find if you can make it out of here alive ~
How's your confidence holding out, my friend?
You'd be the first one to survive ~

Who cares what color you wear
Because here in my dark abyss
In my bloody lair your colors
Fade to black and grey

Don't you worry my little friend
No matter how hard you pray
Run and cower, little mouse
And you will not be missed

(Chorus) x2

【DEX】Professor Genki's Spooky Game of Super Ethical Fun and Murder【VOCALOID Original】

first vocaloid song oop
(TW MENTION OF SELF HARM)
LYRICS:

Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
All the things I shouldn't do my impulses are shining through 
You're alone, nobody's there
Social conscience truly rare 
I can't push away the thought of people lying that they care 
Dizzying, it's like I'm falling 
Look away it's really nothing
Artificial colors flavors, faking authenticity 
It's so good so sweet and tasty 
Melting mouths you're going crazy 
I can't help it reasons gone, and everybody's falling down 

Psychedelic lucid dreams 
Candy made with LSD 
I know they will never see my twisted spin on sanity 
Everybody's asking why 
Don't ya know it's time to die 
Fracturing the human mind with all the pieces strewn around!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

You refuse to say you've lost
Tangled up in candy floss
Running out of lies to make, next thing ya know you'll pay the cost
Fake the smiles that we wear
Your facade is quite impaired!
Lying your way through life's not gonna get ya anywhere

Everyone is outta luck
Everybody's time is up 
You and I are quite alike but that means I have gone corrupt 
Why is no one asking why don't ya know it's time to die 
Shattering the minds of many, all the pieces strewn about!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me I'm a foul mess
I can't help it longer
Go away just leave me be
Everybody shall rot away so
One two three, and we'll snap our necks!
Don't you get we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look again, I'm a foul mess!
Everything is melting away
Go away, this is truly me!
Everybody should rot away

Logically I shouldn't be so mad about the things that people do, but clearly, it's because of you
Don't you know I really do not care if no one's really even there, but really, it's because of you
Candy-coated broken dreams. your minds your souls not truly free. Everything is breaking down, because of you
Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
Everything you know is gone, because of you

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/file/aaisdta7726om5v/Candyman.mp3
Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/file/e4dysxoadhusgkd/Candyman_INST.wav
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 128

My social media:
https://twitter.com/le_RIP_
https://ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
https://the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
https://drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
https://t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)