I Wanna Know

messages r open, will respond, and before you ask, yes I miss them, I miss them so much it hurts, I just want to go back, change time, change everything to have them back, I'd do anything, I would risk everything to have it back, its worth it, EVRY bit and peice, I just want to tell them one more time that I am so thankful for the time that we spent together. Thank you for being my fortnite duo, thank you for being my best friend, thank you for being my favorite rapper, thank you for making me happy, thank you for making me laugh, thank you for being yourself, thank you for coming into my life, thank you for responding to my first message, thank you for not giving up on me like I gave up on you when life was at its hardest, thank you for still caring for me after I hurt you so badly, thank you for understanding me, thank you for being my reason I was happy all that time. "you'll find better" they say but I promise their was nothing better than having someone you trusted with your whole heart and soul and  without being judged once ever. I swear I could never find anyone better than them. No matter who comes into my life, nobody ever hits the way they did  the way they talked to me, understood me, and made everything feel softer just by being there for me, even tho they may have not been there physically. I don’t think anyone else could ever match the way they made my heart feel seen, real, and safe. And honestly, even if I tried, I don’t think I’d ever find another soul that fits me the way they did.  I would do anything to go back.

“I’m empty, I feel so goddamn empty.”- Juice WRLD, Empty
“I’m drowning in my sorrow.”- Juice WRLD, Legends
"We’re perfectly imperfect.”- Juice WRLD, All Girls Are the Same
“If you ever need a friend, you got me.” Juice WRLD, Life’s a Mess
“This is the part where I tell you I’m fine, but I’m lying.” Juice WRLD, Righteous
“I’d do anything in my power to see you just smile.” Juice WRLD, Come & Go
“I want you to be happy, even if it ain’t with me.” Juice WRLD, Life’s a Mess

I Wanna Know

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