I need the lyrics 😭 english isn't my first language and I can't really hear well all of what he's saying. 😭

I keep listening to this♥ I just love this song so much 

Walls around me closing in 
and I try to scream but no one heeds
metal cage surrounding me
and I cannot breath or break out free

oh I fear it's started oh I fear it's started again 
and if it's started I fear I’m pushing out all of friends 
oh I pray it's over oh I pray it's over again 
if it ain’t over then god I plead for the end 

oh my lord I feel it closing
in on me I can't stop loathing 
the ones I love the most I must be mad 
I fear
all of me is decomposing 
breaths I breath they keep on slowing 
hate I feel for my myself is all I have 

when I was young I thought was invincible 
I thought all my ineptitude conditional 
but I fear, I fear I was wrong 
I guess I wasn’t born for any reason at all

oh I fear it's started oh I fear it's started again 
and if it's started I fear I’m pushing out all of friends 
oh I pray it's over oh I pray it's over again 
if it ain’t over then god I plead for the end 

oh my lord I feel it closing
in on me I cant stop loathing 
the ones I love the most I must be mad 
I fear
all of me is decomposing 
breaths I breath they keep on slowing 
hate I feel for my myself is all I have

Decomposing - Single

Secret Garden (IU Cover) *demo*

over again

Let Down (Sonny Zero, Dasu - Cover)

MojoMagik ft. QuieTime - City Lights

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

when i was sixteen thought bout when my life would start yeah
if its already started im goner 
spent all my time and money smoking ganja
i see myself turning into my father

cuz all i know is self control
and i aint real on socials yeah its all show
but how come i get anxious when im on my phone
cuz i been chasing demons i been chasing ghosts

and how can i write love songs when i hate myself this much 
lately i been chasing something yet im not quite sure just what 

i been looking for 
i been looking for
when my heart beats out my chest i just cant endure
and though ive started on this quest i just cant be sure

murderous thoughts in my head
i lived a life under threat then 
my past isnt one to forget 

and im stuck inside a city that i hate 
and all my fucking friends cannot relate to me 
but really im a product of my age 
cuz when they end up dead it barely phases me 

like oh my god who have i become 
i dont wanna be someone who talk too much 
dont talk about myself cuz rlly who gives a fuck 
and im not quite sure just what

Looking For

When You Were Mine

Lullabies (Mystery Of Love)

produced by @hiimdasu @sonny_zero
mixed and mastered by me

talent dont matter 
my dreams they all shatter 
time and again as my blood vessels splatter on the walls 

if i cant gather 
my strength i fall backwards
all into my thoughts and say

so inconsisent 
all imperfection does is drive me insane 
rather submissive 
im pushing back until i finish again 

im desingenuous 
fear of any blemishes 
my ego slowly blending with the me thats been a pessismist
when i made for the heck of it 
pleased with where my effort went 
but now i only listen for flaws a failure fetishist 

lie in my lyrics
i cant believe it no 
i mixed this one for weeks but it still sounds like shit oh no 
and all my friends are better than this oh no 
when did i turn to such a perfectionist oh no

Perfectionism (prod. DASU, Sonny Zero)

photos blurry 
out of focus 
or is it my memory 
tricking my brain 

cuz im stuck inside a silence 
careful steps abiding 
around me 

and my only fear is future 
cuz i never figured out 
how to love with reason 
how to hate when hearts in doubt 
if its simple as excuses 
i dont see it getting better for me 

holding on
what matters in the moment? 
i dont know what 
i do for absolution 
 
it gets cold here
the bottom of an ocean of my fears

Looking For

Sonny Zero

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