🖤 “End of The Line”
A deathcore requiem for those who scream in silence.

This track is a whispered eulogy from a soul on the edge. Blending atmospheric gloom, spoken word, and emotional breakdowns, this is AXAXC’s most vulnerable piece yet—a lament of mental exhaustion, abandonment, and self-erasure in a world that doesn’t listen.

🎧 Lyrics:

[Slow eerie start – Male Voice]
I am at the end of my rope...
(Full lyrics included above)

🩸 Lyrics that cut deepest:

“I am hated for my gender. I am hated for my skin. Unappreciated because I am nice. Unloved because I am scared.”

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🧠 MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS — IF YOU’RE STRUGGLING, PLEASE REACH OUT:

🇺🇸 USA — National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
📞 988 or 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
🌐 988lifeline.org

🇬🇧 UK — Samaritans
📞 116 123 (Free, 24/7)
🌐 samaritans.org

🇨🇦 Canada — Talk Suicide Canada
📞 1-833-456-4566
🌐 talksuicide.ca

🇦🇺 Australia — Lifeline Australia
📞 13 11 14
🌐 lifeline.org.au

🇩🇪 Germany — Telefonseelsorge
📞 0800 111 0 111 or 0800 111 0 222
🌐 telefonseelsorge.de

🌍 Global — Find a helpline in your country:
🌐 findahelpline.com

You matter. Your voice matters.
Let this track hold space for you, and let the world remember:
Distort. Distrust. Destroy. But never give up.
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Lyrics:

Lyrics:

[Slow eerie start - Male Voice]

I am at the end of my rope
I know I won’t be here soon
This battle is one that I can’t win
It’s been like this for as long as I can remember
This feeling of emptiness in my chest
A void so deep
Hell called, wants me back

I really have nothing left
I don’t think I can keep this up forever
I feel like a powder keg about to go off
I have friends
I have family
But I am a burden
And they will be better off without me
My mind is such a mess
I don’t think I can handle it

I have never been so lost before
Thoughts and dreams of the future
Pass me by

I wish that was me
I wish I could have a happy ending
But some of us are not that blessed

I know this is selfish
But what else do I have
I have not made anyone proud
Not even myself
I have no one I can open up to
The world is a cold place

I am hated for my gender
I am hated for my skin
Unappreciated because I am nice
Unloved because I am scared

I have learnt that I am nothing special
When I found her I thought
She could fix me
Love me
Help me
But she destroyed me and all I am worth
She took my spark and innocence
I would have given her the world
In the end she took the world from me
I am numb
So numb
I couldn’t care if a bomb went off and a million people died

I don’t know what I like or don’t like
What I care for and what I don’t
I cannot be happy
Fake smiles to keep everyone okay
Sometimes I wish you could all
Forget me

So one day if I am not here
Please forget me
Please understand that
It was always going to end this way

This is the End of The Line.

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#SuicideLyrics #Voidcore #EmotionalMetal #DarkMusic #TraumaCore
#MasculinityInCrisis #AXAXCCollective #YouAreNotAlone

End of The Line

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niiden joiden pitäis 
kuunnella onnellista musaa
ei kuuntele 
onnellista musaa

ja elämän pitäis olla
egotonta valaisua
mut se on vaan
levotonta peiliin tuijottelua

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juokse
ennen kuin
sadepilvi saa sut kii

juokse
ennen kuin
katoot

adrenaliiniin

monesko versio
susta on menossa?
kukaan ei tarvii
sun henkilökuvaa
ollakses just sä
ja sun parhaat puolet

mitä meistä tänne jää
vaan energialäjä
portaisiin leijumaan?
jos se on liian raskasta
ilmaan haihtumaan

juokse
ennen kuin
sadepilvi saa sut kii

juokse
ennen kuin
katoot

adrenaliiniin

juokse
ennen kuin
sadepilvi saa sut kii

juokse
ennen kuin
katoot

adrenaliiniin

niin
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those who should listen to happy music
don’t listen to happy music

and life should be continuous enlightening
but it’s just restless mirror gazing

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run
before 
the raincloud catches you

run
before 
you drown

in adrenaline

What version of you 
are we on right now?
no one needs your exact profile
to be exactly you 
and your best qualities

what’s going to be left of us
just a pile of energy
floating in the staircase?
if it’s too heavy
to vanish into the air

run
before 
the raincloud catches you

run
before 
you drown

in adrenaline

run
before 
the raincloud catches you

run
before 
you drown

in adrenaline

so

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Home To My Family

[Verse]
I've been travelin' on this road so long
Now I feel it comin' home so strong
I see the faces in my head
Of all my family and my friends
I can't wait to hold them close again

[Chorus]
Now I'm on my way home to my family
I can't wait to see all the love for me
Now I'm on my way home
Back to my own
I can't wait to feel all their love

[Verse]
And the sunset glows on the street I know
Oh
I'm goin' home
And my heart's in full
Now I'm on my way home
Back to my own
I can't wait to feel all their love

[Chorus]
Now I'm on my way home to my family
I can't wait to see all the love for me
Now I'm on my way home
Back to my own
I can't wait to feel all their love

[Bridge]
All of the pain in my heart is gone
All of the days I spent alone
And I can't wait to feel all their love
Now I'm on my way home
Back to my own

[Chorus]
Now I'm on my way home to my family
I can't wait to see all the love for me
Now I'm on my way home
Back to my own
I can't wait to feel all their love

Composed : March 17, 2025 at 7:24 AM

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Home To My Family

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Force of attraction
Gravitational tides
Cosmic background radiation

My blood, a dark matter

Orbital resonances
Gravitational slingshot
Cosmic expansion

The dark matter that composes me
The dark energy from which I come
The sterile neutrinos surrounding me
The antimatter of my destination

Stellar winds
Relativistic jets
Planetary magnetospheres

My blood, a dark energy

Precession of orbits
Polar auroras
Universal constants

The dark matter that composes me
The dark energy from which I come
The sterile neutrinos surrounding me
The antimatter of my destination

I have a magnetar in my heart
And vampire stars are searching for me
It is the gamma burst too far
I say stop to cosmic inflation

Is it a hypernova that draws me in?
I will follow a cosmic pillar of radiation.

Dark matter
Dark energy
Sterile neutrino
Antimatter
My blood, my blood

The dark matter that composes me
The dark energy from which I come
The sterile neutrinos surrounding me
The antimatter of my destination

Dark Matter (Prog Metal reload)

I've been writing songs since 1993 and since then I've spent short spells in different bands. None of them worked and I couldn't work out why. 

It took me until 2025 to work it out. 

I'm a songwriter first and foremost, I've never been a front man, so I don't think the band formula ever really worked for me.  I also never really had that one "sound" which has become more obvious as the last three decades have come and gone.

The thing is, I don't think I ever knew what sound I wanted, I just enjoyed writing and creating something from nothing.

So, I think "Sons Of Regret" is fluid.  It's what it needs to be when it needs to be it. 

it's genreless.

Hopefully, there is something for most people here.

Thanks for listening.

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