My dad abandoned me because I didn’t love my new mom

I’ve never been abandoned by family, but I’ve lost just about every friend I gained…

this song matches me and no I'm not joking😮‍💨

hi- i grew up in uk and  had to move bc of my dad. my dad was amazing… then my sister got really sick and he started to drink. A LOT. he then abused me. my mum. my sister. anyone he could to feel better abt himself. we then ran away with 2k, we lived on the streets.i worked my ass off! my mum was beaten up on the streets. my sister got worse and worse. after a bit i wasn’t used to not having pain. i was scared. i did self harm. we moved to US. i didn’t make friends. i was quite and closed. one day i went to the store and there was a shooting. i was 11. i came up to the man shooting and i asked him to k1ll me. i never forgot what he said. i would but i would have to kill muself before i kill a kid. he then just ran away. i was confused and not traumatized at all. i came home and found a letter from my dad it said i will find u all. i was scared.. i tried to kms myself. i was then put on suicide watch 4times.

my playlist ✨

barbie&ken

You Might Not Like Her

Fat Funny Friend

Peyton Cardoza - Honey and Glass

Love Me

Hell As Well

A tribute to the unforgettable Fleetwood Mac.  This one is my most requested cover right now.  Hope you enjoy it.

Landslide - Fleetwood Mac Cover

Proud to announce my first headline shows in NYC & LA ... tickets are on-sale now:
8/14 - Baby's All Right (Brooklyn): bit.ly/AB_NY_1
8/23 - The Echo (Los Angeles): bit.ly/AB_LA_1

this is my song, the water fountain

The Water Fountain

Little Girl

"DNA" is available now: https://CapitolRecords.lnk.to/LMJDNASD

LYRICS:
Dark as midnight
Six pack Coors Light
You don’t look the same

Past my bedtime
Blue and red lights
Come take you away

Hate to see you like a monster
So I run and hide
Hate to ask but what’s it like to leave me behind

I won’t be, no I won’t be like you
Fighting back, I’m fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours can’t look away
But you can’t stop DNA
No, you can’t stop DNA

Twice a year, you come in crashing 
Nice to see you too
Johnny Cash and backseat laughing
Always ends too soon

Hate to say hello ‘cause I know that it means goodbye
Hate to ask but what’s it like to leave me behind

I won’t be, no I won’t be like you 
Fighting back, I’m fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours can’t look away
But you can’t stop DNA
No, you can’t stop DNA

All the pieces of you
And the pieces of me 
I’m just so scared 
You’re who I’ll be when I erupt
Just like you do, they look at me
Like I look at you 

I won’t be, no I won’t be like you
Fighting back, I’m fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours can’t look away
But you can’t stop DNA
No, you can’t stop DNA

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Let Me Down Slowly

Expectations

Knees

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If We Have Each Other

hey everyone, "hey little girl" is here... thank you so much for listening. - soph

available everywhere: https://ffm.to/hlgps1
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LYRICS
Verse 1: 
I’m all choked up 
I cannot talk 
I’ve got a fucked up brain, fucked up thoughts 
Thought I was okay 
But then I guess not 
Hope you know that this is your fault 
Want you to feel bad 
When you go to sleep 
Hope you’re sad when you remember me 
Hope you’re feeling bad for all you did to me 
And hope you lie there in your misery 

Chorus: 
Hey little girl 
You never believed there’s a ghost inside of you 
But it’s hidden too deep 
Hey little girl 
You never imagined you’d get a little older 
You’ll get abandoned 
Hey little girl 
You know smoking kills
You don’t really care cause you love how it feels 
Hey little girl 
You’re falling apart 
You don’t really care ‘cause they broke your heart 

Verse 2: 
I’m fighting for all that I have lost 
It’s my time to show who's boss
I’ve waited in the dark too long 
I’ve got this now, so just stay strong 
I know you won’t believe 
Until I’m up on stage 
Make me bleed when you don't get your way 
I hope you're scared when you remember me 
I hope you lie there in your misery 

Chorus: 
Hey little girl 
You never believed there’s a ghost inside of you 
But it’s hidden too deep 
Hey little girl 
You never imagined you’d get a little older 
You’ll get abandoned 
Hey little girl 
You know smoking kills
You don’t really care cause you love how it feels 
Hey little girl 
You’re falling apart 
You don’t really care cause they broke your heart 

Bridge: 
Been in and out of recovery   
Remember when I could hardly breath 
Sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself 
Can't get any clearer, what I’m doing to myself 
Been in and out of recovery 
I remember when I could hardly breath
I sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself 
Can't get any clearer what I’m doing to myself 

Chorus: 
Hey little girl 
You never believed there’s a ghost inside of you 
Hidden too deep 
Hey little girl 
You never imagined you’d get a little older 
You’ll get abandoned 
Hey little girl 
You know smoking kills
You don’t really care cause you love how it feels 
Hey little girl 
You’re falling apart 
You don’t really care cause they broke your heart

Hey Little Girl (live)

Hard Boy

I’d like to thank you all for taking the time to support me & my music. The team & I are so grateful that we’ve been able to connect with so many beautiful souls through music. 
Love you, Jordan :)




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Jordan Suaste - Body

Singer songwriter singing songs I write 
and yes, I wrote "Hey Little Girl"
Love you all too much

Hey Little Girl (live)

Sophiemarie.b

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