A song inspired by the character of Stavrogin from Dostoevsky's Demons. I finished the book recently and haven't been able to get it out of my head so this is an attempt at channeling it lol

I know I've been unforgivable 
I know I'll never feel that good again
I thought you could be
the shame that I needed
but they don't hate me 
like I thought they would
to be so beautiful,
it's no good
I'd follow where you lead,
if I could

Waiting for my Hell
Waiting for my Hell
Waiting for my Hell
Waiting for my Hell

Geraniums 
left out for God
im so cold
and then too hot
I killed him,
to be nasty
and it drove me
into the sea

Waiting for my Hell
Waiting for my Hell
Ready for my Hell
(I'll only do it if it feels good)
Ready for my Hell 
(And it felt so good)

Geraniums demo

chỉ là một bông hoa dại trong một vườn bông hồng của anh

Geraniums demo

Coretta