It’s Official

It’s official that’s all I really know
Over the initial devastating blow
Yet I’m so so so fixated
Uh oh oh oh you’re dating

It’s official I saw the photo
No superficial smiles on show
And to top top top it off
You’re right there in our spot

But have you started a box set
Have you held her while she wept
Have you brought her flowers yet?

Have you told her bout your debt
Made her breakfast while she slept 
Have you brought her flowers yet?

Its official, all I’ll ever really know
I gotta stop these late night scrolls
You’re move move moving on
I tried to but it just felt wrong 

Have you started a box set
Have you held her while she wept
Have you brought her flowers yet?

Have you told her bout your debt
Made her breakfast while she slept 
Have you brought her flowers yet?

Uh oh uh oh what have you done? x 3 
All I could say, what have you done?

Have you started a box set
Taken her home yet
Have you stormed off out the door
Made up on the kitchen floor
Have you looked up her star sign
Is it more compatible than mine
Have you brought her flowers?

Have you started a box set
Secretly skipped ahead 
Have you told her bout your debt
Made her breakfast while she slept 
Have you brought her flowers yet?

It's Official Demo

TONIGHT I CAUGHT THE LAST TRAIN HOME
NOT ONCE DID I CHECK MY PHONE
AND NOW I KNOW
THIS DOESN’T COME, THIS DOESN’T COME AND GO

I’VE GOTTA CRUSH
I’M HUNG UP
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SHAKE YOU
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SEE
I THINK YOU’RE VERY SPECIAL
OH WHY CAN’T I JUST ASK
DO YOU WANNA HAVE A DRINK WITH ME

TONIGHT I CAUGHT THE LAST TRAIN HOME
BUT WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO ROME
AND NOW I’M SURE
THERE IS NO CURE, OH THERE IS NO CURE

I’VE GOTTA CRUSH
I’M HUNG UP
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SHAKE YOU
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SEE
I THINK YOU’RE VERY SPECIAL
OH WHY CAN’T I JUST ASK
DO YOU WANNA HAVE A DRINK WITH ME

BUT WHAT, WHAT IF YOU’RE TAKEN (TAKEN)
OR WORSE, WHAT IF YOU MAKE UP AN EXCUSE
WHAT IF WE DO FALL HARD
AND THEN YOU BREAK MY HEART
WHAT, WHAT IF YOU’RE TAKEN (TAKEN)
OR WORSE, WHAT IF YOU LAUGH ME OUT OF THE ROOM
WHAT IF WE DO FALL HARD AND THEN
I BREAK A HEART AGAIN

CRUSH
I’M HUNG UP
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SHAKE YOU
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SEE
I THINK YOU’RE VERY SPECIAL
OH WHY CAN’T I JUST ASK
DO YOU WANNA HAVE A DRINK SOMETIME WITH ME

Last Train Home

All eyes on the screen  
We’re into act three
But your hands on my knee and my  
heads in the clouds, no action sequence will bring it down 


The lights they come on  
It’s on the tip of your tongue  
All I can think of is run cos my  
heads in a spin, no confessing to where it’s been  
 
No I don’t know what I think about the movie,
and I don’t know whether she’s Oscar worthy,
no I don’t know what I think about the movie  
Cos you darling, you darling, you consume me 
 
Two lagers please 
We nab the corner seat  
I’m glad I didn’t flee  
Cos the night is young 
I’m excited for what’s to come 
 
A tap on the back 
Long time no see and all that 
He asks how’s your night 
And you turn to me, wide grin, expectant eyes
 
But I don’t know what I think about the movie 
And I don’t know whether she was Oscar worthy 
No I don’t know what I think about the night 
All my head and my heart know they want you to be mine 

Oh I hate being this swept up
If i had just kept up 
In time
This might all make sense
Please don’t run when I deflect 

Cos I don’t know what I think about the movie,
and I don’t know whether she’s Oscar worthy,
no I don’t know what I think about the movie  
Cos you darling, you darling, you consume me

I'm Convinced

Sophie Lewis