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say what ive done (molly) (prod lo jettra)

[verse]
baby i ain’t coming i won’t pick up the phone
imma let that shit ring until you leave me alone
baby i don’t wanna talk baby i don’t wanna make up
tear streaks running down ya face and ruining your make up
i don’t wanna talk nah i don’t wanna conversate
all these petty arguments you making just to compensate
you tryna waste my body yeah you breaking down my mental frame
you left me to rot inside, this shit’ll never be same

[bridge]
hate you
hate you
girl i fucking hate you
don’t tell me you want me
cause ill fucking break you
hate you 
hate you
baby girl i hate you
i’m not coming back nah
i won’t fucking chase you

[chorus]
ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
baby i ain’t coming over i won’t pick up the phone
imma let that shit ring until you leave me alone
i don’t wanna talk bitch please just leave me alone

ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
i don’t wanna see your face, i don’t want you in my home
you just keep breaking my heart, i can feel you in my bones
rest assured that my old body will be resting in the tomb

ugh // hate you pt. 2 (prod. unlucky)

Noise (CapsCtrl)

Just know that nothing works out....

prod. CBeats 
Mix/Master Brody

Spinning Around (prod. CBeats)

a heart's still a heavy burden.

prod. @blvnkface

lyrics:

[chorus]
i don’t really care if she shut me out
bind my hands and seal the tape on my mouth
i could tell that all of shit was going south
tried to show you but you were just filled with doubt
8 months since the fourth of december
i don’t need my heart cause my brain would just remember 
faded lines of stab wounds and bodies wrought dismembered
i’m drowning with the bottles i left by the river

[verse]
catching up yeah we reconnected
i bound my soul to the scars abandoned
still drowning sorrows through these empty bottles
i will not love because that shits just futile

[pre-chorus]
i’ll rip my heart out
i won’t accept it
i hate these damn sounds
that’s filling up end

[chorus]
i don’t really care if she shut me out
bind my hands and seal the tape on my mouth
i could tell that all of shit was going south
tried to show you but you were just filled with doubt
8 months since the fourth of december
i don’t need my heart cause my brain would just remember 
faded lines of stab wounds and bodies wrought dismembered
i’m drowning with the bottles i left by the river

[verse]
i won’t suffocate
blacked out lungs
i will resuscitate
what’s the out come?
and when it’s over
i will still love her
i just can’t help it
she’s got my soul held

[pre-chorus]
i’ll rip my heart out
i won’t accept it
i hate these damn sounds
that’s filling up end

[chorus]
i don’t really care if she shut me out
bind my hands and seal the tape on my mouth
i could tell that all of shit was going south
tried to show you but you were just filled with doubt
8 months since the fourth of december
i don’t need my heart cause my brain would just remember 
faded lines of stab wounds and bodies wrought dismembered
i’m drowning with the bottles i left by the river

stream!

broken bottles pt. 2 (prod. blvnkface)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

spotify!

black docs and fishnets on
they'd kill to look like u and
i'm not so self-assured
i just wanna go home
ur set to stun
and every mfer finna try it on
ur set in stone
and i look like trash when i'm standing next to you

you command the room just like you do
you command the room just like i don't

now it's makin me nauseous
why u wanna b here
with a jaded bastard?
click click boom
chka-chk-boom
if looks could kill
then you'd do better than a shotgun shell
kill kill, kill kill me now
you'd do better than a shotgun

it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise, you'll realise it
it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise i'm trash compared to you

buckshot boy [prod. yungspoiler]

you did this [prod. pekarot]

[chorus]
take me to the place you sleep
i wanna be the one inside your dream
inside of your heart is where i’ll be
so guide me to that sacred place
don’t let all these moments go to waste
just stay me with me inside this warm embrace

[verse]
i can’t take it when you go away
they tell me they can see it on my face
got bags under my eyes and skins turned grey
i hope all of this pain just fades away
she takes away my breath now i can’t breathe 
i’ll hold onto these cards and memories
just lay your head to rest among the sleep
cause inside all your dreams is where i’ll be

[chorus]
take me to the place you sleep
i wanna be the one inside your dream
inside of your heart is where i’ll be
so guide me to that sacred place
don’t let all these moments go to waste
just stay me with me inside this warm embrace

take me to the place you sleep (prod. taymxru)

i ask of u to just preeeeteeeeeeeeeeeeendddddd

(lyrics)
she said "baby r u sad again"
idk,  i just feel mad again but its ok
idrc im just brittle idrc its so small i feel little

all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u

my life is a losing battle
and i scream all the things i cant handle
i cant handle much i cant take it
and im sorry for this i wont make it

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

(all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u)

i hate the way u make me feel
im never right its always u
i can never relax, whats ur deal?
and i can never do much without u

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

pretender

pretender (dead yami)

prod @jolst + @sprr00w
lyrics:
called ur phone last night didnt pick up
and im not surprised but i miss us
so much didnt think it would hit hard
but it did now i think i got withdrawals from u
clueless to what im gonna do
think i need to find sumn new
always fucking crawling back to u
and i cant stand it
my heart took some damage
know its getting better but i still can feel the panic
heal the wound. bandage
still feels like u planned this
wait
didnt think that u would vanish
out my life
and what u told me ill never forget
constant reminders of u in my head
but it all got better the day that u left
never mind
ill be fine
and what u told me ill never forget
constant reminders of u in my head
but it all got better the day that u left
never mind
ill be fine

nevermind (prod jolst + sp00)

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
amount to nothing amount to nothing
i was too distracted doing shit to make u melt
cry in the back of the whip i need help
reach for my pants and i tug on my belt
i see the fire i think i'm in hell
i was never doing well

i can not trust em all
they wanna see me losing
u prayed on my downfall once i done rubbed all my doubts off
i take out a crossbow got some range
bust through ur skull and i'm popping ur veins
leave that boy tongue tied he's thinking i'm deranged

thinking i'm deranged x4

i'm wasting all my time
on people i don't even like
when did all my nightmares come to life
since when did i need u to kiss me goodnight
that's alright
is it alright if i die?
at least i can say that i tried

u don't ever gotta tell me twice if i fuck it up again i'll cut out both my eyes
and i'll sell em on the internet for a pretty good price
cuz they just sit there and watch it all collapse

i'm wasting all my time
on people i don't even like
when did all my nightmares come to life
since when did i need u to kiss me goodnight
that's alright
is it alright if i die?
at least i can say that i tried

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