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[verse]
baby i ain’t coming i won’t pick up the phone
imma let that shit ring until you leave me alone
baby i don’t wanna talk baby i don’t wanna make up
tear streaks running down ya face and ruining your make up
i don’t wanna talk nah i don’t wanna conversate
all these petty arguments you making just to compensate
you tryna waste my body yeah you breaking down my mental frame
you left me to rot inside, this shit’ll never be same

[bridge]
hate you
hate you
girl i fucking hate you
don’t tell me you want me
cause ill fucking break you
hate you 
hate you
baby girl i hate you
i’m not coming back nah
i won’t fucking chase you

[chorus]
ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
baby i ain’t coming over i won’t pick up the phone
imma let that shit ring until you leave me alone
i don’t wanna talk bitch please just leave me alone

ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
i don’t wanna see your face, i don’t want you in my home
you just keep breaking my heart, i can feel you in my bones
rest assured that my old body will be resting in the tomb

ugh // hate you pt. 2 (prod. unlucky)

Noise (CapsCtrl)

slumber

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

Clueless w/ Yung Krypto

happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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black docs and fishnets on
they'd kill to look like u and
i'm not so self-assured
i just wanna go home
ur set to stun
and every mfer finna try it on
ur set in stone
and i look like trash when i'm standing next to you

you command the room just like you do
you command the room just like i don't

now it's makin me nauseous
why u wanna b here
with a jaded bastard?
click click boom
chka-chk-boom
if looks could kill
then you'd do better than a shotgun shell
kill kill, kill kill me now
you'd do better than a shotgun

it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise, you'll realise it
it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise i'm trash compared to you

buckshot boy [prod. yungspoiler]

i know it hurts (reesoo+remghost)

authentic bed squeaks 👍
mix n master: Feelnum

lyrics:
numbers in my head got me feeling numb
lose myself in another one
i dont wanna be alone
i cant stand up on my own

numbers in my head got me feeling numb
i might take another pill to feel some
i dont wanna let you know
im not gonna come back home

Numbers +Feelnum (Frevel & Pekarot)

Yeah I was the one you chose
Deep down I'll always know
You were the one that chose
Just how far we'd go

Lately I been up late thinkin bout those days
Thought I wouldn't be seeing face to face
And no I needed you, yeah I needed you
No I needed you, yeah I needed you
What do I have to do to get it fully through
Fully through, to get it fully through
Cause the time spent with her cannot be priced no
Times I don't wanna forget put in the phone notes

When It's dark out read off the lines I wrote
Got a bad memory sometimes can't forget those
Time spent with her cannot be priced no
Times I don't wanna forget put in the phone notes

Now I'm sitting on the driveway back against the wall
Starting to feel I wasn't there at all
But you know me enough and I'll answer your call
I'll be there soon yeah that's the protocol

I'll pay attention, I'll wait and listen
With my discretion, making decisions
I'll pay attention, I'll wait and listen
With my discretion, making decisions

time spent with her cannot be priced no (dercept)

-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
@dream-tales did everything for his part too
prod. pekarot -+-
(bizzies)
you were the one then,
that gave me feeling
and i cant let go
tearing my mind apart
with every tear shed
i fucking hate this
it breaks my heart
seeing you stand there
want to be alone
starving every day
you wont eat a thing
all cause these feelings
they wont go away
make you think the worst
one day you'll be okay

one day you'll be okay again
you'll never look back
you got me here, like all your friends
so wipe those tears from your eyes

(dream tales)
and i had to let you go
i had to watch you leaving
i wonder how you been doing
i wonder if you think about me too
everynight i spent awake
every message that i sent to you
i wonder if u think about it
cause baby i could not forget about you no

and if u ever need somebody i'll be here
i could listen to ur problems, i'm not judging u
talk to me in private girl i'm here for u
noww wipe the tears from those eyes

standing there w/dream tales (pekarot)

Two lights met beneath the water—briefly, brilliantly, and sincerely.

ELON-VEN-0469 - Model 3 Launch Day

What if every version of you—the brave one, the lost one, the angry one, the lonely one—were given a microphone?

A Monster of Me is a concept album disguised as a confession booth.
Across eleven tracks, Quantum me invites you into a hall of mirrors where each reflection talks back: the shameless self, the coward, the bureaucrat, the purist, the adolescent, the technodeterminist, the extremist, the nostalgist, the nihilist, the ironist… every mask you’ve worn to survive, every voice you’ve buried to stay sane.

Each song is a portrait of a “monster” that isn’t supernatural at all—
just painfully human.
These monsters whisper, argue, seduce, joke, deflect, confess.
Sometimes you root for them;
sometimes you recognise them;
sometimes you realise they’ve been running the show longer than you knew.

But the story doesn’t stay dark.
Woven through glitch-folk, indie-trap, electro-soul, and cinematic pop, the album traces a quiet rebellion: the moment the self stops fracturing and starts forming.
A journey from fragmentation to embodiment.
From masks to skin.

By the time the final track hits, one truth rises above the noise:

We’re all carrying monsters.
But none of them get the last word.

Listen from the beginning, or drop in anywhere—
every track is its own mirror,
and every mirror shows something worth looking at.

THE TECHNO-DETERMINIST

Voicemail Prayer

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ugh // hate you pt. 2 (prod. unlucky)

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