(Soph)

‘Bout two years ago, I wanted to kill myself
20/20 for I wanna be myself
Suicidal panics, yeah I needed help
Then I called that number and I crashed out

Listen to me now, I’m really speaking 
I was passed out, I was sleeping
I’ve been having dreams ‘bout my friends, they’re all leaving

Rest in peace my dog, I heard she died but I ain’t seen it 
I should’ve taken care of you when I was back in school
I was a fool

Playing that guitar like it was just a tool
Messing in that DAW like it was just a tool
Didn’t go outside ‘cause it became a rule

I was shifting, I was cold
That sixty dollar coat wasn’t enough
Every time I panicked, I was stuck
I used to think that was enough 

‘Cause tension
Tension is building in me now
I need to let it out
Pause, cherry picking at my flaws 
Had to hang it up against the wall-
Beware my-

Yeah, it’s scary how I can easily compete
Left that music scene, it bounded me
And then I saw mid… all around me

All around me
Angels, they were all around me
So God give me strength now
Show me how I can prove that I’m the best one now

MID (prod. soph)

Now I’m pissed off
Used to be in class, teacher was mad
Wasn’t paying attention 
I was acting pretentious all that time I spent was reading her message
She had my stick in her hand, talking no gun 
She got me feeling special

Baby, I’m way too young for you 
And ah, just to be stressed?
We can’t get married, oh it’s too late
Curly haired bitch, look like Glaive
She said touché
You wanna talk to me? 
But you fake, potted like clay 

Put me on a feature, keep me hidden like I’m CIA
Imma take it over, it’s a warning like a PSA
You don’t gotta put that shit out, don’t release it like an OVA
I can kill your tracks, see my KDA
Bad bitch on me, I ain’t want it
Public affection, ain’t no PDA
She gonna hit me up for an ETA
She gonna keep it lush
Imma keep it hush like an NDA

Imma be the one that’s going to take over this rap shit
Be the new thing like debit cards when they-

LOOK LIKE GLAIVE (prod. zannn + gotchigo)

Too many friends, they won’t get it
I feel like Brakence, copacetic 
Argyle, I got new flows for a while
Got some new flows, making it work
Got that new swag from the dirt 
Bad bitch yeah tryna lurk 
Twitter feed going crazy, I’m not going on there to get hurt

Wonder how I do it?
Bad songs, I shoo it 
I ain’t even tryna make sense right now but Imma still go through it 
Had to put my ego down, my heart yeah I knew it
I tried so hard to act like I’m grown but I’m clueless

Do it! Do it!
Record like I’m foolish, yuh 
Platinum, gon’ hold it yuh 
One day Imma get it yuh 
I won’t be on billboards, fuck about some discourse
I’ll do it all when you bitches go waste time on discord

I don’t give a fuck about it
Too many things to remember
I might go around it
Baby when you say my name, yeah it keeps me grounded
One day I’ll make so much cash, yeah I’ll need an accountant 

Right now I’ll go count it 
Right now I’ll allow it
Take that joke and gouge it
Your shows still be crowd-less
If I’m a king then I’d rather be fucking crown-less
Bunch of crows and dogs hang around my township
Yeah they know about it

(Do what someone asks of you-)

That bitch blowing up my phone like Oppenheimer!
I forgot about that bitch like I had Alzheimer’s!
My girl look like a man, she might be trans
She mj, she wanna dance
She a skeleton…. Sans

OPPENHEIMER (prod. scenX4)

(Don’t fall in love with me)

If you’re waiting on me
If you wanna hold someone close
Stop thinking of me
‘Cause I can’t give you that
I’m still searching for myself and
Working on my health and
I’ll wish you well when you find that guy

So girl, when you find love
Let me know so I can shake his hand 
And I can give him all your secrets, all the things that you could be
It’s something to see, yeah

‘Cause the world is in my hands tonight
I don’t have any plans 
But to waste my time on the finer things of this lovely life
And you won’t have me right by your side

It don’t even make no sense
You’ve been around my head
I don’t wanna clean your mess
Are we coming to an end?

Can you push yourself up off me?
I don’t wanna say sorry
Moving on ain’t easy 

And I ain’t mesmerized 
The thought of her hurts your eyes 
You want me to grip your sides
And make you forget the night

When it’s just you and me, we were friends
Does that mean you’ll be fine when you find someone? 
And I’ll be lonely when it’s time?

If you’re waiting on me
If you wanna hold someone close, stop thinking of me
‘Cause I can’t give you that
I’m still searching for myself and
Working on my health and
I’ll wish you well when you find that guy

So girl, when you find love
Let me know so I can shake his hand (let me know yeah)
And I can give him all your secrets, all the things that you could be
It’s something to see, yeah

‘Cause the world is in my hands tonight
I don’t have any plans but to waste my time on the-
Finer things of this lovely life
And you won’t have me right by your side

(Don’t fall in love with me)

WHEN YOU FIND LOVE (prod. rxi)

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LOOK LIKE GLAIVE (prod. zannn + gotchigo)

soph

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