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Vocals by the amazing Kim Vallido, srsly, check her out!!
https://soundcloud.com/kim-vallido


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りそうしゅぎ

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Wanna Know

edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

i've been super excited to release this one
hope u all enjoy !
check out maia's other stuff here it's amazing i promise:
https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon
lyrics, so you can sing along :) ~
i was hanging with you
and then i realized
i didn’t think it was true
i was surprised

when i found out i’d fallen for you

i didn’t wanna believe 
my feelings for you
i didn’t wanna believe 
i could lose you

if i told you just how i felt

i can’t help it
i’m falling for you 
and i can’t quit it 
cause i’m stuck on you

it might be pathetic
and you might be skeptic-al
but i just want to be with you

please tell me boy can you
get a clue or come thru
cause i just want to be with you

i’m scared...
of telling you how i feel
maybe
it’s better
if i try to conceal 
the truth
for me
and for you

but i-
i’m still stuck on you   
i-
i’m still falling for you

Falling For U (feat. mxmtoon)

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

this is a song i wrote for my series "i wrote a song for you." I love this one very much. <3

talking to ghosts

thank you so much for 500 followers!! here is a cover of a favourite. 

i don't know how to speak korean so i hope i pronounced everything ok. 

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CM91JhrvbAI

through the night // cover

sad girl hours is every hour rn 

i dont know if i should stay at home today
cant go anywhere without hearing the words you say
its not fair that everyone 
is moving along
i swear one day i will learn 
to be that strong

its not that easy for me

i live off whether you are available
was so dependent but now im unable
is it cause i like to feel safe 
thats why its so hard to move away?
i dont know how ill go on this week
not hearing about your day

its not that easy for me

i cant handle anything
wont you give me something
we're not doing wrong
perhaps ill feel this way for very long



thank you for your love as always

art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

it's not that easy for me

somethin fun i made hehe
now on all music platforms
prod: zeeky beats

1800-FLIP-PHONE

Prod.Masked Man
Lyrics:
I’m done searching
For love
Cause i
Can’t find
No one
Cause i can’t
Find some one
Cause i can’t find someone 

I’m too drunk
To feel my face
And i’m too lost
To find a way 
A way,a way,a way 
Been here before
So many times x3
So many times,so many times

I’m so damn gone
I’m so damn lost x4

UTOPIA  (NOW ON SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC)

just the two of us voice memo

voice recording 079

voice recording 082

voice recording 085

voice recording 093

im just gonna upload low quality recordings and stuff like that on here. pretty much just my voice memos and tests of upcoming songs. follow my main account!!

just the two of us voice memo

sora. 🌧️