prod. sorrow bringer Pt. II

SPOTIFY, APPLE & STREAMING (AVAILABLE everywhere on June 30th, at midnight):
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/im-happy
Production and guitar mainly by @sorrow_bringer - all vocals, additional production, and final mix/master by me.
LYRICS:
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me oh no
I’ve accepted that this life’s a virus
Weigh me you down to by the eyelids 
My mood is so cyclic 
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me
All of the times you lifted up my broken heart
Wish you were there from the start
Because I'm falling apart
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Every single fucking day I wake up 
Wishing I could change this shit
Find a way not to slip
I'm so problematic
Within my heart sounds static
I can say I love you but I can't even love myself
No friends no meds it's my hell
And I fear I will destroy you
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy

I'm happy? - single

i'm happy?

SPOTIFY + STREAMING

I'm happy?

Lyrics
You're breaking my back you're letting me down I told you it all you fuckin left town 
I don't want to know you're causing me pain you told me it all and that's ok
You're holding me up and ill break you I ill break it off and ill take you
well this aint shit I'm on my own and I'm coming back yeah fuck you
You said you feel better every time that you're wearing my sweater  
you said shit gets better every time that i write you letters
You can not come over I can not stay sober  
you said ill be sorry go on tell your story
SEEJAYXO:
Yeah tell me a story i been thinking bout you in the morning
i aint even on no Xanax i been clean i been trying to take new steps
i been clean i been tryin to quit you next
tell me a story i been thinking bout you in the morning
and I don't want to leave this bed cause when I going to see you again
I aint even on no Xanax I been clean I been tryin to 
take new steps how we gonna mess this up I don't think that I'm ever enough

Mixed & mastered by NESTOR HERERRA
(I do not own or lease the beat produced by sorrow bringer)

Not Enough

Ever Enough (Ft. SEEJAYXO, prod. sorrow bringer)

pleased 2 meet u! + sadghost (prod. sorrow bringer)

airplane modeΣ(-᷅_-᷄๑)(prod. sorrow bringer)

worst days (prod. sorrow bringer & born hero)

bitt3rsw33t (prod. sorrow bringer)

different by “teoxp” prod. sorrow bringer

Different

Stick To Me (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

(Chorus) 
Feeling anxious 
Overdramatic 
When it comes to feeling shitty, I’m an addict

I think too much
Bout the past and  
All the shit that I wish had never happened 
(I wish it never happened)

(Verse)
Oh, happiness  comes at a cost 
It’s not worth it, all the pain 
It’s not worth feeling this lost  
Patience 
Practice into that I trust
I can only help myself
But I just want to give up. 

Oh I’m so fucking sick of hurting loved ones 
I would slit my wrists for my day ones 
Heard you kissed my girl, that shit is A1 
I can’t show no love to the fake ones  

(Bridge)  
*Yeah, like seriously if you’re listening to this, you should know that I want to spill your fucking blood but it’s whatever. It’s fucking cool. I can’t afford to care right now, I got my own shit to deal with so, fuck you.*   

(Chorus)

anxious//overdramatic (prod. sorrow bringer)

// sleepstate //
~~~~~~~~~~~~
producers involved - 
Averse - https://www.instagram.com/prod.averse/
cxld blxxd - https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/
Sorrow Bringer - https://www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Featuring - 
Young Gonzo - https://soundcloud.com/gonzoraps
Jackintheway - https://www.instagram.com/jackintheway/
escape parkside

every word feat. Jackintheway x escape parkside (prod. sorrow bringer)

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYm…EN0zb5pfK3g&nd=1
Instagram: www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @sorrow_bringer
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ
Traktrain: traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
Beatstars: www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer
Instagram: www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
Twitter: twitter.com/sorrow_bringer

Lyrics
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And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

And I could tell you I'm pathetic
But you already knew that when we broke up I'm the one who said it
Mrs. Leave it and forget it
Maybe if you bring up all my fuck ups I'll regret it
Blacked out on my terrace
Wondering if maybe I could be more than my merit
But don't you tell me that I meant it
I know what I meant and if you ask me Imma tell it

Oh motherfucker I don't need this
I've been dealing with my problems how I see fit
Yeah it hurts when I breathe in
Anything that escapes me from a feeling
And I pretend I've been dreaming
But I can always feel the nightmare seeping
Or maybe I'm the villain
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing

And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

I thought it was you in the headlights

I Thought It Was You In The Headlights [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

5 there (prod sorrow bringer)

i would have done anything for you, but you didn't want me 😔

anything

anything(prod. sorrow bringer)

A collection of songs made over the last 9 months or so. A look inside my head. Hope you enjoy. 

~<3

3. Hit The Brakes (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Did you miss me? (prod. sorrow bringer)

I'm yours - single

I'm yours (ft. odarka)

SPOTIFY/APPLE

i'm yours | я твой (ft. odarka)

produced and guitar by @sorrow-bringer / final
mix, master and vocals by me.

SPOTIFY, APPLE, ETC:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/lost-in-decay

LYRICS:
Never quite knew where I was headed
I’ve never felt like I’m part of this planet 
My medication proves that I’m so damaged 
Don’t give a fuck about what you've been handed 
Since seventeen I’ve seen these streets 
Still haven’t found my inner peace 
I'm poplin pills cause I never sleep 
Imagine that this my every week
 I can’t bear to live like this anymore 
I drink until the floor cause anxiety’s a whore 
But I’m finna' let my bands show
 20k on the studio
Did you really think that I was broke?
Cause bitch i'm on my come up
28 but so what
Half of you I'll show up 
Ya take it from a grown up
I just wanna get top
Spark my blunts and preach thoughts
Make my music start my movement
I'm exclusive get lost
Get lost
Never quite knew where I was headed
I’ve never felt like I’m part of this planet 
My medication proves that I’m so damaged 
Don’t give a fuck about what you've been handed 
Since seventeen I’ve seen these streets 
Still haven’t found my inner peace 
I'm poplin pills cause I never sleep 
Imagine that this my every week
 I can’t bear to live like this anymore 
I drink until the floor cause anxiety’s a whore

lost in decay - EP

get lost

SPOTIFY + APPLE

get lost (prod. sorrow bringer)

all vocals and final mix/master by me. beat production & guitar by @sorrow_bringer
SPOTIFY + APPLE,etc.:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/night-after-night
LYRICS:
Why would I think I could trust what I’m feeling?
Year after year there’s still no meaning
Living out of bags I feel so useless
Moving yet again I hope to god she helps me thru this
God just help me do this
 I can’t seem to do it no no
On and on I’m told to push thru the bad parts
Pick up when it gets hard
Bitch I think I’m too scarred
Night after night I’m fighting just to sleep well 
Took benzos but I can’t tell 
My life I made my own hell
Symptoms I can’t describe
Can I resurrect my life?
Underneath this monster 
I know that I’m something stronger
So I'll strive to change my ways
If I fall again i'll break
On and on I’m told to push thru the bad parts
Pick up when it gets hard
Bitch I think I’m too scarred
Night after night I’m fighting just to sleep well 
Took benzos but I can’t tell 
My life I made my own hell
On the surface i guess I’m holding it together 
Look closer and you’ll I’ve been better
 ￼￼I know who I am but that’s the problem
 If I’m in your life I’ll bring you to the bottom
On and on I’m told to push thru the bad parts
Pick up when it gets hard
Bitch I think I’m too scarred
Night after night I’m fighting just to sleep well 
Took benzos but I can’t tell 
My life I made my own hell
Why would I think I could trust what I'm feeling?
Year after year there's still no meaning

night after night - single

night after night

night after night w/ sorrow bringer

All vocals and final mix/master, and coproduction by me.
SPOTIFY / STREAMING:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/my-level
(Main beat production guitar by @sorrow_bringer)
Hope you enjoy!
LYRICS:
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go
Rolling up loud music loud on your street
Every single fucking day I steady on my feet 
Steady making beats 
Bout to hit a peak
Mutha fuckas best believe you ain't fucking with my team no
I don’t even think you can get on my level now
3 xans deep and I still make your door fall down 
I don’t even fuck with people cause they snitch in the end 
Stay locked up in my room cause I ain’t got no friends
All of the time I wasted fucking with some fakes
Knife tucked in my bag bout to cut out all the snakes oh woah oh woah
I don’t even think you can get on my level now
3 xans deep and I still make your door fall down 
I don’t even fuck with people cause they snitch in the end 
Stay locked up in my room cause I ain’t got no friends
People always looking at me like a liability
I hate explaining why I consume things that are killing me 
  Until the fucking grave Imma make my tracks yo
 Feed what’s in my soul while the cash stacks up tho
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go

my level - single

my level

SPOTIFY, APPLE, ETC.

@imodarka - my gf singing
@how-does-it-feel - the gang
@cragpolustemple - the gang

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prod. sorrow bringer Pt. II

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