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a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

hell is boring

Your 2020 Playback

Chill

New waves

Selfish

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Real3am- Selfish ~ feat. LocateEmilio (prod. by IamTash + Steezefield)

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
goo.gl/asxd7w

music video

demons in my orbit

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//ごめんなさい//

@tothegood

lacuna

follow tothegood

blue (prod. tothegood)

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Real3am - "Numb" 🍂🖤

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

[PROD. WELLFED]
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
A very important song to me with lullabyboy! Hopefully it can help someone on this very lonely Christmas day. Thank you! I love you all!

Lyics:

  Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

I guess you never really were mine!
I guess that everything you said was a lie!
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only seemed to really care when you’re high!
The pain has killed me about a thousand times!
And all this repetitions eating me inside! 
I wanna die don’t wanna be alive!
And if I had the choice I’d end it tonight!

Spill the pills up on the counter Alright!
Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light!
I'mma make sure I won’t wake up tonight!
So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight!

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

Tear my heart out am I really alive?!
I’ve been dead the old me dying inside!
You wanted him but wanted me tonight?!
What the fuck you must’ve lost your mind!!!
Get a grip and fucking look at your life!
You’ve turned me to this,
You’re a monster inside!
So i'll be damned if I would take my life!
I fell in love BUT I have lost my mind!!!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only really seem to care when you're high.
But I won’t cry or shed tear for your life;
Cus i'mma find the happiness Inside!
And maybe I can find a girl who’s right, or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind!
All I know is i'mma leave you tonight!
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

FOREVER MOONLIGHT - ERISU X LULLABYBOY [PROD. WELLFED]

lyrics:

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

im in the dot im in the six
fashionnova model sending me pics
i call for the reup i buy it in bulk
green in my cup imma turn to the hulk
half of my family is not in my family
buy him a gtr came from a camry
triple my cup and i call it a stanely
half of these artists are tryna can me

imma try to stay strong ya ya ya ya
please dont cry when im gone no no no no
promise imma come home baby dont chu wait on me
dont wait on me
baby please dont wait on me

look at the life that i gave to you
look at the life that i gave to you
i was too busy with feeling you
to see there someone thats stealing you
i had to focus on healing you
now she too busy for seeing me
i just need you to believe in me
i just need you to believe in me
baby i know whatchu need
i know eventually ill make it easily
woke up at 5 and i work till 11 
you cant understand what it mean to me
all of this shit was a dream to me
and all of this shit is a piece of me
you told me it feel like it meant to be
and you do not know what that meant to me

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

overachiever (tommyice x glasear)

LOVEONLINE - HOLD ME FT. OSCA (@WNTR)

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icecaps [prod. nxcturnal]

lyrics
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go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

hey
what something you dream bout?
babe
i've been tryna figure things out
blame
myself when i come down
hate
you more when the suns down 
fake
love is all i see around
lately
you've been tryna scheme around
make
me feel like imma be around
wasted
time is all i'm seeing now
and your freckles make me stare & cry
connect the dots inside your mind
thought we complete each other
why does this shit happen every time
i think you're seeing other guys
cause you don't talk about the lies
with me lately i'm going blind
to what's happened with you & i 

and we probably could've worked out
that's not how it turned out tho
heard you're back with him again
but you say he's just a friend uhm no
lost the love i thought i had back
but it always backtracks so
guess i'm alone in the end
with a bottle and this pencil

go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

follow dj khaled's son

again (prod. dj khaled's son)

Okay. (Prod. Adam Anderson)

you guys wanted this and I made you wait
SO HERE YOU GO YOU FUCKS
1313

lyrics:
yeah no
yeah


Let me take you to the spotlight
I can take you  from this damn life
I can take your pain , pain tonight
Let me take you to the spotlight

I can take you to the spotlight , spotlight
I can get you out of your damn mind, damn mind
I can get you out of this damn life , damn life
Go back to the start where we had it all
Sippin hennessy going through it all

I know you don’t want love
Now i know , now i know you’ve had enough
Heartbroken yeah your strings are sprung
They want you , said they were the one

No 
Let me take you to the spotlight
I can take you to the spotlight
I can take away your damn mind
Let me take you to the spotlight , spotlight
I can get you out of your damn mind, damn mind
I can get you out of this damn life , damn life
Go back to the start where we had it all
Sippin hennessy going through it all

You don’t need no love
No
You don’t need no love
Ye
you just need my heart
Ye ye ye
Guidance purity
You know that the others can’t see what you mean to me
I know that your eyes are open 
Like the ocean you know we’re exploding
Hurricanes are coming in
I don’t know where I’m going
Don’t try and say
That you love me its a different day
Falling so deep i cant escape
Falling so deep might run away

No
Let me take you to the spotlight
I can take you to the spotlight
I can take away your damn mind
I can take you to the spotlight , spotlight
I can get you out of your damn mind, damn mind
I can get you out of this damn life , damn life
Go back to the start where we had it all
Sippin Hennessy  going through it all.

i hate myself when i look in the mirror freestyle

sorrowfate

i hate myself when i look in the mirror *freestyle*

sorrowfate

i hate myself when i look in the mirror freestyle