Deleted Kurai Song from 2021
Original Title: heart & mind (4am, kurai)
Original Description: sometimes i wonder why i bother to try cause im right here on my own idk where i reside but i have to decide cause everything taking a toll on my heart & my mind im so hurt healin takes time wish i (incomplete)
Release Date: February 17 2021
Original Cover

Kurai - Heart & Mind (4am & Kurai)

ch2rms - feeling lost w ways prod waifu, 177p

lyrics:

so sick of the lies
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
just close your eyes
(goodbye)
say goodnight
(the light..) [x2]

(bridge)
you only knew the fake me

I was hoping you wouldn't hate me
I feel like a changeling

I was hoping you could change me

(verse)
you never saw what I did for you
every time you'd fall
I would take the pain for you 
what was the purpose of it all
you left me abandoned
you knew I couldn't stand it
demanding
that I let go of your hand and
you always wanted the impossible
and I always wanted to be diabolical 
I
won't answer you're not talking nice
I love your flesh I think I need it by the slice..

im so sick of the lies!
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
these scars are raised
its not a phase
its not a problem to get you erased

eraser (SIF + VI1E)

prod @prod1audii

sneak peek of the sora x nep collab tape 

@nepmir
what you say (what you say) 
100 ways (100 ways) 
i can die (i can die) 
100 ways (100 ways) 


@soraxxel
There’s a 100 ways 
There’s a 100 ways it could end 
And I swear I don’t wanna be friends 
I want you to myself please hold my hand

100 Ways (audii)

prod @idks3lfish

@soraxxel
My personality it push em farther 
Ion think 
I wanna push you farther 
I’m trapped inside my mind I’m falling father 
I’m lost and confused 
I’m so fucked up witchu
Hard to swallow I know.. 

@nepmir 
i be thinking bout you
and you dont even know about me 
im so sick im boutta throw up
swear to god i cant even stand her
but i cant stop thinking about her
im no better 
im no better

@soraxxel
Yeah is it my fault 
Did I make you cry fr ? 
I’m pulling pictures of you down fr 
I put my mind into a spiral for you 
You wanna see me die 
Wanna see me cry 
Yeah I’m so fucked up I’m so sick of your lies 

@nepmir 
you texting you want me, but i think you lied
yeah you want me dead
you want me erased 

@soraxxel 
What’s the point of rest
I’m overreacting
Do you want me dead cuz that’s how it’s feeling I 
I feel like a villain 
And I am no better 

@nepmir 
im no better 
cuts on my- 
im feeling better 
i cant hold you
yeah i cant hold back
damn my back hurts 
you stabbed my back 

@soraxxel
my head hurts so much 
Damn you so much 
Left my soul in the rust 
You left me down in the dust 
But idc cuz I love you so much 
I fucked up tryna be like you.


yeah you stabbed my back

Back you know that shit hurts 

im feeling dead 

I’m feeling special to you 

i feel like im bout to lose you 

And Sometimes I feel like I don’t have a clue

im no better (qweshkka)

tears falling down my chin i see ur face in them 
i cant forget the view of dissapointement on ur face
u took out my heart and you closed it in a cage
in your book i used to be on the last page

and i wish something could change so u see a human in me
i used to have so many friends but now i have more enemies
u did me fucking dirty got me beggin on my knees
just make me feel alive again just do it please

what did i miss out in our love
nobody gave a fuck when i was broke
cant forget how were u smilin when i gave u my cloak
can u remember how much we used to smoke?

did u keep my flowers or did u throw them to the bin
i miss the taste of ur lips and the smell of your skin
i was trynna give u all u wanted and i used to sin
just to make u fucking happy but have u really been?

#tears [prod.evasive]

inspired by @prodblackpoint

have a bunch of unfinished beats but jus been busy or lazy

fear w/overatead [cabber]

april 4