kaleidoscope.

lyrics:

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Take it slowly, drugs don’t hold me
Life is broken, i don’t love this
This is hopeless, why am i standing
Let me fall, yeah i want this
Gotta take my life, gotta take it now
I don’t wanna live, when the weight is high
Suffering deep, with the ocean tides
Closing walls, from the varied sides
I don’t wanna wake up, from a daydream
Let my nightmares, come and take me
Break me apart, see what’s in me
If you let go, i won’t feel safe
Don’t come near me, never love me
Love is breaking, my soul is shaking
Life is hazy, just cut me so deep
Come see me bleed, it’s what you need

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Anti-Love

i know where this is going. [xmichaelwarren]

lyrics:
Thoughts are in all my head
You were all in my head
Lost in what i would say
You were all in my head

Broken within dismay
You were all in my head
Emptiness in me
You were all in my head

Thoughts are in all my head
You were all in my head
Lost in what i would say
You were all in my head

objects in the mirror, are closer than they appear

you were all in my head. [+ guda]

[conituation of the song: "you were all in my head"]

lyrics:
Story of my life
And now you’re in my head
I know you play pretend
It’s funny that you lie

Don’t try and run away
You had me like a gun
Spider from a web
You tangle me with lies

Russian roulette, with my mind and soul
Never letting go, i’m feeling cold
Without a heart, i cannot move on
And with a thorn, picking on my side
Throw me off course, like a glider
I don’t wanna live beside her
Rip me apart like paper
Long as i never see her

Story of my life
And now you’re in my head
I know you play pretend
It’s funny that you lie

Don’t try and run away
You had me like a gun
Spider from a web
You tangle me with lies

Devil in details, paved in gold
Long lost story never told
You were never that much bold
With that much more you’re so cold
Melodrama in the heart
Longing for a restart
Just to rip me apart
Over nothing as its part

Story of my life
And now you’re in my head
I know you play pretend
It’s funny that you lie

Don’t try and run away
You had me like a gun
Spider from a web
You tangle me with lies

Objects in the Mirror, Are Closer Than They Appear

spider. [+ guda x happytears]

lyrics:
She’s a diva, she’s a bombshell
Lifting everyone from their feet
She’s an angel, she’s a keeper
But she wants to run away

You turn it all around
My love is now profound
You’ll never come around
I’m spinning round and round

Only you would be there
Giving a smile to my face
Plastic hearts in a ziploc bag
Wait a minute, was that mine?
I can never have much hope
Only for things to turn around
And my obstacles are thinning
Each and every day i close my eyes

She’s a diva, she’s a bombshell
Lifting everyone from their feet
She’s an angel, she’s a keeper
But she wants to run away

You turn it all around
My love is now profound
You’ll never come around
I’m spinning round and round

And for what are my reasons
For keeping me alive and well
When i’m hanging on a thread
Like waiting in a longest line
Don’t know what i’d do for you
If everything i touch is overdue
Breaking within all that’s fault
No matter how much i suffer

She’s a diva, she’s a bombshell
Lifting everyone from their feet
She’s an angel, she’s a keeper
But she wants to run away

You turn it all around
My love is now profound
You’ll never come around
I’m spinning round and round

See You When the Sky Falls

bombshell. [+ Immortal]

[Forever Means Forever] | 00:00-01:27
[Until the Day I Die] | 01:28-02:48

Forever means forever
If that was the case
Then why’d you leave me
I really need you
So cut up in two
Entrapped in silence
The feeling’s weeping
In deepened solitude

Forever means forever
If that was the case
Then why’d you leave me
I really need you
So cut up in two
Entrapped in silence
The feeling’s weeping
In deepened solitude

forever means forever/until the day i die. [+02ashes x weikoo]

title track off a super long project i'm making currently

Lyrics:
One more day I should see
All the things we went through
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I don’t wanna be that guy now
I just don’t like the man i am
So poisoned with the lies
Gathered by the words I hate
It’s so obvious to me
That life is going backwards
Which I have a chance to live
And do so without you

One more day I should see
All the things we went through (without you)
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

kaleidoscope. [+ yungspoiler]

[Est. 2018]

Projects:
Kid Skully [2018-2020, 2024-Now]
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Founder of:
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Associating with:
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