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STR Promo - December - 2021

shout out to these mad lads for sure
@user-41826439
@artisanvoid
@heylee-manzeron

“Anime Girls Drawn by: @kuroi🚫 and @Shibe

GOYARD X CRACKERJAX X ARTISAN VOID X HEYLEE MANZERON-KILL THE GASLIGHTER(prod saint urya)

Prod by @siemspark 

Lyrics, mix by IBleedIcare & @luwonderland

Lyrics :

There are these days where I wish I could forget my name
Sometimes I wish that we were the same

I'm not feeling great today
My feelings are running away
Should I feel like we were the same ?
Tell me Who do I really wanna be ?

I'm not feeling great today
My feelings are running away
Should I feel like we were the same ?
You're still on the mind that I can't even tame

I-I don't feel like myself for a while now
I just wanna smoke and feel high now
Been stuck been stuck in my room for days
Wanna breath fresh air like on holidays

But all these days I been inside
I never never felt alright
Started caving in and hidin pain
Lost myself please forget my name

There are these days where I wish 
I wish I could forget my name
Sometimes I wish that we were the same
Sometimes

I'm not feeling great today
My feelings are running away
Should I feel like we were the same ?
Tell me Who do I really wanna be ?

I'm not feeling great today
My feelings are running away
Should I feel like we were the same ?
You're still on the mind that I can't even tame

IBleedIcare - Who Do I Really Wanna Be Ft Lu Wonderland ( Prod. Siem spark )

@ikisoso <33

prod rinne <3

i know i really fucked up, im just so overwhelmed by everything and i just want u back. i will regret all of this forever. 
im so so sorry.
i never missed anyone that much in my entire life.
from the bottom of my heart, i love u.

cover by lvingvibes

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
seems like ur happy without me
even tho u know that im drowning
i thought u hate seeing me frowning
seems like ur happy without me
seems like ur happy without me
even tho u know that im drowning
i thought u hate seeing me frowning
seems like ur happy without me


i dont want to go through this
i dont get why u do this 
baby give me one last kiss
before im cutting on my wrist 
u said ur better on ur own
i guess u wont be coming home
i guess ur heart turned into stone
cus ur always fucking cold

so cold 
the girl i know
is fucking dead now
please just come back now
so cold 
the girl i know
is fucking dead now
please just come back now

--ikiso--
i remember when we were walking
now i'm drowning
my love for you is real
but you don't want to see it
crying
falling
feeling like i would die trying

without me w/ikiso (rinne)

Lyrics:
Oh, can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

If it were about you
Nothing that i can do
Suffocate me dearly
Let me feel the pain now
I don’t wanna win this
I just wanna lose myself
Gimme what i get
This is all that i could get
Tell me why that i must compare
All the thoughts that are in my head
For the days that are lost that year
Can i ask why i have to be this way
This was nothing more than personal
Why’d you make it all so difficult
For me to surpass my daily damage
That is brought within my broken mind

Oh, can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Today, I Meet My Flatline

Let Me Fall (prod. xmichaelwarren)

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

Lyrics:

Venus, i hope you hear me
I'm Sorry, for my existence
No one, no one's around me
Oh venus, can you hear me?

Sorry that i lied
Hang me to dry
No reason why
Don't say goodbye
I hope you know
that it's so low
I'm so cold
Better off a mold

Venus, i hope you hear me
I'm Sorry, for my existence
No one, no one's around me
Oh venus, can you hear me?

Bleeding all alone, can you even help me
Almost fucking dead, will you ever save me
Losing all hope, i cannot take it anymore
Enter suicide, bout to enter death's door
No one cares for me, why even trying
You say you're there for me, why you lying
All my fake friends, they are laughing
Living this lie, is so exhausting

Venus, i hope you hear me
I'm Sorry, for my existence
No one, no one's around me
Oh venus, can you hear me?

I got my fucking demons, they say they love me
Lost all my love, from a day you broke me
This soul is lost, where is my heaven
All i ever see, was for my own hell
No one ever cares, they left me to die
With their heads down, and their fists clenched
Holding back their tears, only just for regret
After all you did to me, all of these years

Venus, i hope you hear me
I'm Sorry, for my existence
No one, no one's around me
Oh venus, can you hear me?

(turnt up collective - 2020)

venus

venus [prod. Gabriel D]

don't try it (ft. STARINTHESKY)

i was down 4 u like the machine at the mcdonald's ;//

full throttle ft. kirill & eli lefty (prod. vaegud & hxrxkiller)

no remorse (prod. LAVENDERTXWN)

pictures (prod. iof)

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

Let Me Fall (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)