right here!

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name 
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Keep in Touch

run time command on the synapse eraser !!!

big thanks to @sallow_expression for slayin her verse on this

lyrics:

[HeyLee]

Compress it to a smaller size
What it lies behind
Is firewalls to keep you from your darkest memories
I see you roll your eyes
But don’t be too surprised
If i can delete the things that you just hate about yourself

You can not escape it
Wanna know what's hidden in your data?
You won’t remember it later
So give all control to the synapse eraser

Press a button on a synapse eraser
You can’t outrun it, and you will never escape it
Press a button on a synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

Assimilate with me, my dear
And let me make this crystal clear
The basilisk beyond repair
But we can build the next one together
A dynasty within our hands
Will you succumb to the master's plans?
Nod your head if you understand
But if you don’t comply, you will be damned
But you can always…

Press a button on a synapse eraser
You can’t outrun it, and you will never escape it
Press a button on a synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

[zx sallow]

‘ah ah ah clear the cache just lets the pain resume,
a wire in my neck tied to my room my only hold to you,
ah ah ah all my feelings plugged into the truth,
i see the signs of ills round you it's hard to be the bigger roots,
oh-oh y2k my cortex been on y2j that vortex,
need less tv time i'm on their screens too much it's more stress,
over my head hangs the basilisk my inner conscience,
i will never kneel for them i’ll just clear the cache’

[HeyLee]

Runtime command on the synapse eraser
Deleting all the files you compress into your data
Runtime command on the synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

SYNAPSE ERASER! feat. zx sallow | Prod. HeyLee Manzeron

all this time without the thought of if i'll die alone
it's a place i loathe
a loss of faith i used to hold
you're somewhere else out there on a different road
you've let this go
the grave i dug is all i know

i'm hollow
you're gone
we've fallen out of touch
this home i thought was us

hollowed out fragments of a place i used to know
but i've lost all hope that i won't die here all alone
i'm left doubting everything i've ever known
when the drugs take hold, the pain might stop
so take me home

but i'm hollow
you're gone
we've fallen out of touch
this home i thought was us

was i not enough to stay?
this cold and hollow place
i'm not okay
i just want to numb the pain

fractured home

Hook:
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
Your presence brings me peace baby 
Your presence brings me peace with myself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 

Verse:
I think about you often 
I think about how your good for my health 
I think about you every day 
You’ve been better than anyone else 

You cross my mind 
I can’t believe it 
Love of my lifeeeee
I need you to see it 

You’re truly everything to me and I decree it 
If you really wanna king.   Yea I can be it 

I’d drive all day and night yea just to see you 
Forget about the other bitches they can’t beat you 

I’m hanging onto you yea cuz I got issues 
But even with my problems baby I’ll complete you

Hook:
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
Your presence brings me peace baby 
Your presence brings me peace with myself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself

PEACE (prod. Gabriel Domenic)

Long Gone / Numb To What Is Real

Numb To What Is Real

So almost 4 years ago now I met and fell in love with my beautiful wife. She was always a great inspiration to me because she never once cared what someone else thought of her. She always was unapologetically her. This pushed me and drove me to want to do the same.

As a result I started writing music with no intent on recording the songs for public release, but in the end I decided I wanted to put the songs out there. With no knowledge on how to mix a song properly, I was releasing raw demos with poor mixing and bad vocal performances.

At the time I was in college so, naturally, people at my school found the music and I was profoundly bullied online for the music I made. It drove me to delete the music and I thought about giving up. 

Thankfully I didn’t or I wouldn’t be where I’m at now. Being at the point where I am proud of my mixing and the music I put out, I decided it was time to revisit the songs I wrote many years ago and release them as they were envisioned and intended. I present to you, the originals.

INTRO

Party At My House! [+ Irby]

nightmares in spider silk [+ dercept]

“PARTY AT MY HOUSE!” out now!

@timeless-archive veteran

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

nightmares in spider silk [+ dercept]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)

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