believe in yourself

new jumpman sweats (prod. bleed)

Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick
Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick

In this room, nobody knew
Everybody is now here
In a room with many chairs
Friends and family all around
“I’m sorry for your loss”, he said
The pain inside of many eyes
Somebody pinch me, I must be dreaming
I’m begging you, this can’t be real!

Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick
Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick

nightmares in spider silk [+ dercept]

starbound w/ bigwappa (underrated club)

prod. fotia x ssoon

lyrics:
i thawed too soon
what did i fall into?
tried to invoke the words
how do you coax a curse?
i found a clue
i promised you
i'll find the rest, so i won't
stop till i'm finished
with this quest i'm on
i dont wanna weight it down
when i'm feeling burned i know i'm shadebound
but i wanna be warm
all this running got me sore
i'm not prepared for this
i don't think that i ever been
i don't think i was built for this
the filter fall
whatever that means, i don't know
but i know i'll be down
how do you climb
when you got both your hands full?
i'm so over this petty bullshit
i'm judgmental and i'm not proud of it
i hold people to standards that i can't even meet myself
you could say i'm full of it
i think that would be fair enough
sometimes i hate what I've become
but at the same time I've been loving every second of it
i don't mean to flex up on it
i just spit the microphonic
i feel like a waste of space
i just wanna return
i got so much that i probably need to relearn
again

quest (fotia x ssoon)

produced by mix
happy new years everyone!

enjoy <3

lyrics:
take a look into my eyes
if you saw you might just cry
i'm a piece of everything before me
just wait and you will see

been awhile since you saw me
now my hair is different
gained a couple new scars
i just gotta live it
and i lost my best friend
yea i buried her
lost of blisters on my hands
i just miss her fur

and everything, how could you just let it be?
and im stuck back in the past and all that happened to me, ohh
you were so sweet, you were so sweet
those hours just now hurt

won't pick up the phone, come talk to me
i think i gotta new baby

it was wrong of you, but is this wrong me?

and ill never know if you cheated on me
but how you left it was awfully breeze

i'd sing this song for you but this ones just for me

and i wish you hope and the best in life
i couldn't never hate you even if i tried

i waited long for you, i don't regret a thing
now im moving on in life, never thought id say that i 
(and i thought that i was gone)

BUT YOU SHOWED ME I WAS WRONG

fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
in the sky, i can fly
fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
IN THE SKY, I CAN- I CAN FLY

i lost so many friends, bear and pine
my tears and burnt up ends
wished for a better time
those stones that were built for two
i wished but i never knew
now those scars begin to fade
im not mad i trusted you

FOUND A LOVE I NEVER KNEW
INSIDE MYSELF, IM OUTSIDE NEW
THOSE STONES THAT WERE BUILT FOR TWO
NOW IT'S CRACKED NOW, HOLLOWED THROUGH
A LITTLE CYAN IN YOUR EYE
I WIPED IT OFF, THOSE TEARS FROM YOU
A LITTLE BRUSTLE IN YOUR HEART
THATS LIFE, THATS LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU

because of you
that's life because of you

a little brustle inside your heart
i lost my friends and it all fell apart 
but now its over now, yea i found someone new
i love you, love you, love you, love you, love you too

and i'm happy i met you, i'm not mad at you ever
i hope you live a good life, i'm glad we could end this fight
<3

brustle

Lyrics:

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Wanna feel little more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

Don't you know about it all
I've been waiting for so long
For this plot to soon begin
If it meant a corpse or two
Desperate measures for idiots
Think there's endings with a twist
I'm a coward through and through
Understand, it's a life reset

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Woah, wanna feel more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

more than life [+ asperr]

anywhere.

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
i keep slipping
behind
where i thought i'd be right now
you'd think that i'd learn
the relativity
it's pinning me down
all that to appease a crowd
they're cheering me on
in my head
is it living time yet?
i regret not a thing
maybe that's my pitfall
i'm caught, my web
i confess through the strings
it's a lot of bugs
chirping and it's such an earful
i've been so
low on gas
idk why i treat my body like trash
if it's a temple to me then it's covered in moss
digging up valuables out of the mess
why do you see it like anything less?
every time that you spilt like a stab
not to play victim but you left a gash
i suppose i left a couple as well
i never would have guessed
it would amount to this stress
really it's shitty to everyone else
you can't expect them to fall for your spell
it's hard to believe but the confidence helps
easy to feel you're on top of the world
when it's all about diamonds and pearls
i guess i'm walking it back
go till i'm numb, epidural
go get a better referral
i know
the feeling all too well
i did it once before
another cry for help
i felt so expelled
i
was thinking of myself
when i just needed warmth
and i chose hell
i chose hell

bugs (oliver01)

prod acey
@wyfydisconnected

lyrics:
(shine)
cus you
ran circles inside my head
i caught your virus, sickness starts to spread
hazy thoughts of bad times
countless hours of bad nights
my body’s not the way it used to be
mistaking solitude for inner peace
and people told me i would be okay

(wyfy)
but i feel its getting worse by each day
oh, oh, oh, oh
and you could tell from the grey in my eyes
it seems im runnin' out of time
stuck in a state of ambivalence
its contradicting all i ever did
and as im watching those rose petals fall
im seeing through, i see it all
you promised me you'd never leave
and now you're far from being within my reach

virus (ft. wyfy)

Your future will never be what it's meant to be.
So move on to the Happy moments in your life leave the bad memories aside.
God has something better for you.
Our life was planned from birth when were just a seed and as you grow up lots of weeds grow up next to you to try to slow your growth. Sometimes you just have to pull them all up and throw them away and never think about it again.
It's one of the hardest things that we have to do.
Tring to living Our Lives trying to move on trying to leave past relationships where they're supposed to be but sometimes.
God puts the right people in your path but, if all you're doing is dwelling on your past you might lose out on your future

For those who have a past

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

nightmares in spider silk [+ dercept]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)

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