@xnvyyyy
- my verse -
eyes glistening with the cover of ur poors
you lookin at me, as if i cannot afford
knockin at your door, wanna hear from u some more
you told me to leave you lone
and my heart is getting cold
i still love you 
but you are not worth that
gave you nother chance
broke my heart
yeah u did that
i was always feelin u
you were never feelin it
wish it was just me and u
but you are so heaven sent
can we mend
i need friends
its us till the end

still lovin u til this day ヅ

@akayaiog
@chrxmey
I wanna be in her life
but i know i'm gonna die
i can't look in your eyes
i don't wanna say goodbye
i can feel my wings grow its time to fly
i'll heal your pain just please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry

i keep a hole in my chest and i can't keep it out
i put a pillow over my face and then i scream out loud
scream out loud
scream out loud
scream out loud
its like even if i try
i fuck it up
i know i mess it up
so i'm gonna hang it up

I wanna be in her life
but i know i'm gonna die
i can't look in your eyes
i don't wanna say goodbye
i can feel my wings grow its time to fly
i'll heal your pain just please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry x2

heavenly goodbyes

akayai - heavenly goodbyes (chromey)

produced by syrxp
chromatic echoes : track 6/8
https://tinyurl.com/chromaticechoes

school didn't teach me how to feel
now i'm staring at the ceiling
no idea how to look at you

now i'm watching all them reels
all my friends are popping pills
where i'm going i don't even know

wanna spend some time with someone
feeling lonely i got noone
wanna feel love but i feel nun
i'm stupid i can't fix it
i guess i'm not convincing
guess i'm a boring person
can't talk cause i can't listen

looking through the window
wonder how you've been
cuz you know that i have been low
wonder how you've been
cuz i'm too afraid to ask
memories of you get to me sometimes like a flash
memories of me don't know how long they're gonna last
life is pointless now i wanna go back to the past
wonder how you've been cuz i've been too afraid to ask
maybe you don't really like me wanna hide behind a mask

school didn't teach me how to feel

nightiger - school didn't teach me how to feel

a ##winter's confession.｡*･ﾟ✧*

sometimes at 3am I think about how I suck and should quit everything

prod @prodarisu tysm for listening <33

lyrics:

sit right next to me
i dont want to breathe
when ur not next to me
holding on to a memory
hold me tight i dont want to lose it all
i dont want to fall please dont let me down
i cant breathe now please dont let me drown
i cant see now i cant look around

i just need you, need you right now

i cant hear a thing
deaf to it all but you
i left it all for you
can you see what ive been through?

if i fall apart, pick me back up
take my heart and patch it up
back to the start before i messed up
pick up my parts before i give up

before i give up
before i give up
so steer me now
before i give up

lets slow down and talk
ive been overthinking too much
i just keep on thinking of your touch

thinking of your touch
thinking of your touch

take a second to blink
can you see me now?
i dont want anything
other than you now
i wouldnt have it another way
sit right next to me and stay
i guess this sounds a bit cliche
but i want you here right now to stay

heartache

heartache (arisu)

@xokragz + @kujareign
@nxahj11

notes:
pic by me

[nvr]
sry 4 breaking ur cadence
hav smthn 2 say? jus say it to me
problems in my brain;; jus face it
knew from the start that U werent 4 me;;
i still wna stay n face it..
i wna make it ,, so u dont hate me >.<
and ik tht ive been kinda faithless.. </33
and thats why i will #never #break #free

[kragz]
i can never break free
you hav left me,, tasteless 
bby give me faith >.<
feel the sunshine,, 4 the last time
1 more chance 2 stay
ik youd never rly sway my way
cant u see the fate within
cuz thats where i will be

[kuja]
dnt u wry abt me when i go
dont wry at all
i dont wanna stay with u no more
u always found my flaws >.<
i kno tht it hurts
in u rn
bb i promise ull feel grey
i jus suffer
dont reach
hours :3
remember wht i said abt u calling
hear it when u say tht u want me
i nvr heard u say u loved me

it hurts when it gets lonely

insta

it hurts when it gets lonely +kragz, kuja [noah]

[DZO DIGITAL]
When I hold you close feel the tension soar
I try to touch you but you’re out of range
I’ve been feeling low need an extension cord
You’re the only thing in my life I wouldn’t change

I begin to come to life
I try to touch you but you’re out of range
Pull me in and close your eyes 
You’re the only thing in my life I wouldn’t change
Try to tell me I’m enough
Always end up tryna call your bluff
Try to tell me im ok
But it’s hard to believe what you say


[deathright]
Change your mind for me
Can you do that?
It’s real easy to see 
That I miss you baby
All the little things you said were they excuses
Sick of being all alone and feeling useless 
But you’re changing
And I hate it
But it’s nothing new so I’ll face it
What you needed
I can’t be it
Sick of back and forth can’t you see it
For what its worth I’ll let you go again

[DZO DIGITAL]
No time for holdin on let’s be alone again
I know you’re movin on but let’s be known as friends 
All these decisions, make the right one
If we end on this note like a musician, hope a high one
I would’ve changed up 
wish I had another chance, you feel like a stranger
Why did you change up?
Twisted up the circumstance, my heart you endangered

I begin to come to life
I try to touch you but you’re out of range
Pull me in and close your eyes 
You’re the only thing in my life I wouldn’t change
Try to tell me I’m enough
Always end up tryna call your bluff
Try to tell me I'm ok
But it’s hard to believe what you say

grounded

change

change (feat. deathright) [prod. northeast lights & faketalency]

@1giib @caswhale @anti-light <3

prod me :)

Lyrics:
============================================
me:

I don't get what I did to hurt you
Feeding me lies like it's the truth
Please come home, I really miss you
Please give me closure right before you GO!

I trusted you with my heart
All you did was tear me apart
Playing with my feelings like you don't care
Your life is such a despair

You don't gotta keep pretending you like me
Just say it to my face I don't really give a shit
I'm just so sick of apologizing
When you're the one who should be sorry

giib:

(I'm sorry)
You broke me down (I'm sorry)
You left me alone and now
I wish for a better person
I know that nobody's perfect

Ever single time you left me all alone (all alone)
Broken and you hit to my core (to my core)
You're not the same person anymore
And I pray that you leave me alone

(Left me alone)
(Left me all alone)
(And you hurt me to my core)
(Yeah to my core)

caswhale:

I said I missed you but you never said it back
You're so heartless, I can't get that time back
And you know this, I know you noticed
And I don't feel the same about nothing
Remember when you held me down, but now I'm on my own
How could I feel alone I'm rockin' Bape clothes
Fendi crossbag and it's filled with the xan script
I just popped a 1/2 and it's already startin' to kick in
I been layin' low and my friends start to miss me
Like I mismatch I been kickin' it with Hikari
When you been on your ass and down bad,
Only way to go is up up up
So I'm never givin' up up up

anti-light:

I don’t wanna leave 
This cloud of lies that I've been floating on
Can’t find the power to let go
Yea I've been holding on
You made me feel so alive
Now it’s so quiet
Been listening for your voice all night
To fill this silence

Break us apart
What you mean we got issues?
Why don’t we restart
Promise I can fix you
They tell me I should forget
But I don’t miss you
So inconsistent I know
I just can’t stick to

Anything in my life
It’s all so hard for me
Whenever I meet someone like you
I lose the harmony
Every time I open up
They always put my heart to sleep
Clogging my arteries
It’s getting hard to breathe

============================================

tear me apart w/ giib, caswhale & anti-light『 attachxd  』

prod: @erdo
ft: @2xp

**lyrics**

@1blckhrt
all da haters wanna talk
but i dont give a fuck now
made a bag i cant stop
yall pussies on dick now
counting guap guap guap
im counting racks now
all these bitches wanna talk
im just tryna cash out

all the things you said, running thru my head
if he wanna talk ima send his ass to bed
pull up with extensions ima fill him up with lead
im in da back with my thoughts and my bread

@1blckhrt + @2xp
if he pull up rip his guts out
i cant ever slow down
talking on my name you wont ever see the smoke now

bullets in his dome now
bang thats a man down
the day im dead is the day i put the gun down

if he pull up rip his guts out
i cant ever slow down
talking on my name you wont ever see the smoke now

bullets in his dome now
bang thats a man down
smoking pack again no jk smoking loud

@2xp
yeah, yeah, youre with r3, youre with xp
yeah, yeah, youre with r3, youre with xp
if you talking shit go ahead and check my ring
she think im a rapper i know she aint hear me sing
i be talking real while you talking bout your bling
let me change my verse up, i switch it in a blink

pinpoint on his head like im sewing
switch the flow you aint know where im goin
zero grav in the whip got me floatin
fuck the drip i done bought the whole ocean
dont need bullets, all these lyrics are loaded
twoxp, favorite song yeah i own it
they hang wit my ghost now cause i wrote it
cause i wrote it

smoke w/ twoxp (erdo)

"please wake up" produced by @gaxillic_beats

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @kirenoomstar

akayai - heavenly goodbyes (chromey)

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