TENGO QUE ABRAZARTE - JUANCHO MARQUÉS

Hijos Bastardos - Algo de lo nuestro

J. Marqués - Solo Calma (Prod. Cheb Rubén)

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah...
Baby boy, where you been?
I been lookin’ in the mirror, don’t know who that is
Time flies, but I’m stuck where the pain lives

[Verse 1]
Baby boy, I miss that kid
Used to dream big, now I dream bout the things I did
Cold world made a cold heart, I get it
You built walls, but I still feel what’s in it
Remember nights when you cried in your room
Now I’m numb, but I learned from you
All the scars, all the pills, all the rainy days
You taught me how to feel, even through the pain

[Pre-Chorus]
We could ride around town in that broken whip
Windows cracked, with the smoke and the emptiness
Why’d you fade away, run from me?
You just wanted love, but you bled too deep

[Chorus]
I’d die for you
There’s nothing I won’t do
If I could go back, I’d tell you
Don’t lose the spark inside you, my darling, tonight
Love me the same way
Even when your heart breaks
I promise
You’ll still be the kid I write to, my darling, tonight

[Bridge]
time don’t heal, it hides
pain becomes disguise
Mhm, mhm, I still see your eyes
In every song that I write at night

[Outro]
Baby boy, where you been?
It’s been a while since I felt that grin
When I look in the mirror, it’s like...
You’re still here within
Oh-oh, yeah...
Ah-ah, yeah...
Mhm, mhm, mhm...

baby boy (letter to younger me)

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is Nitro by AGQ. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?




Yo im done with this life sometimes i dont know why, that i hate everybody and just wished they'd all die, i try to connect but im still empty on the inside, id lie to protect my pride and hide behind the ego, a selfish soul transposed out with the c note, im not evil, at least i dont think so, but after all these wasted years what do i know? i cant say a word because my voice been absent of hope. If only once more i could feel the way they do, then again maybe i never felt whole to begin with, can i cope with a heart stretched past its own limits? Who defines what hurts and whats truly livin, whats worth saving when all has failed on ones mission, was the goal to win? survive in the game as a witness, im convinced the earth a penance, they got given change and despised every minute

cell one defined by a new layer, they say to get there, you gotta go bare, not clothed no shield from the ash of hells gates, they pray to heal but still the fire rain, the demons waits, prowling every corner of his dominion, to friend him one would not hold a soul within them, folding they fall down in remembrance, of Rembrandts an life's pictures painted once too vivid, im livid but livins still kickin, bitches come talking, but absent of any sorta vision, im done here, my goal been succeeded by tha demons function, fuck em im busting shots from the mouth as if they came from drum mags, they bum bags, they no real clash, with them ass kissers wearin drag, back the fuck up punk, your approach way too fast, be one of them bodies stashed, known to pull the glass, ill hash out whats the truth if it becomes a problem, if they cant solve it with words well solve it with them coffins. Im joking in a sense, but they refuse to test the option, stakes seem far to heavy, when the knight stabs the goblin they can run fast but not enough to escape the falling columns, remember the facts, but dont bask in the horror of the solemn
I tried to warn them all, but there seems to be no hope left, i watch the meteor fall turning cliffs to tha cleft, nothing here seems to make any sense, lifes turned to a void and the darkness is my death  

It was sung with a lullaby, song from the past times, everybody wana die , nobody wana try, i dont know why im so fucking high, in my mind i dont even think that i can survive, look inside these dark eyes, what in the fuck would you even find, there aint nothing lookin back in the mirror when im steering in my car whishin i had some liquor another day to configure why i even did it, i dont why i decide to fuck the mistress, these days seem so stressful, i just wana sit back with a bowl and blow smoke, i dont know who i have been now, but i know im not a has-been now
im abouta be blastin off somehow
bouta be blastin off somehow 
bouta be blastin off somehow  
bouta be blastin off...... 

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

Wake Up Sule B Suite Soprano

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