Name: Curious (R.I.P Jeff) by Blair
Duration: 4 min 15 s
Description: One of the most outgoing people in my life, always supportive and down to have a good time. I know if i got the chance to show you this you would either say "bro this is so hard you gotta drop it" or "bro lemme hop on it" and then continuously proceed to rap about cats or something stupid haha. Anyways, this song is for you brother, I know you'll like it.

Everyone comment their favorite/funny memory with jeff. mine was probably watching him throw up out of a 3 story window when he drank too much. then proceeded to drink more lol.

One time me and jeff were pretty sure we got roofied by some moms at a bar and drove home. Jeff proceeded to yell “lets go dakota” cause i drive a dodge dakota i thought he said we are going to canada we proceeded to black out in my driveway

One time Jeff fell 8 ft off my roof straight onto his side 

I can’t pick just one memory me and Jeff had, so many. My favorites are all the times when we would hangout every afternoon or when we were living together. He was always making my day he always could make anyone smile. 

my favorite memory with jeff was him dipping from his own birthday party when the cops showed up 😂 always the life of the party and the sweetest 

When he took us to meet his family in oklahoma and we went down a river he used to go down as a kid. Turns out it was 13 miles long and while me,Kobe, and Dshaun were fighting for our lives, Jeff just sat back and enjoyed it. 

We were over at a friends pool and my boyfriend anthony threw a budlight to him off of the diving board didnt catch it, picked up the budlight and busted the beer on his head and did a flip into the the pool. I love how all he wanted to do was laugh

In The End (Remix)

Save Me

@cloudboy.x  - numb

Lyrics

Look I ain’t gone lie about my situation. 
I ain’t here to be breaking apart yo’ reputation 
But I’m confused what you askin me 
sittin I’m tripping n thinking bout what the past could be

How you say you love me jus to tear me apart 
Say that you want me around to leave me in the dark 
You prolly think that I’m pathetic and speak down on my name 
 I been sending you flowers thinkin reality’d change 

But you ignoring every call and you don’t look what I post 
 And I been lookin for your name in my story but you ghost 
I been drowning  just to speak swear I been doin the most 
But I feel broken cause you stepping on all over my hopes

I think you got it twisted I don’t want you back 
I hope you reminisce and flip when you think bout that 
You been spitting on our grave on some fuck you shit 
Now I’m numb to my world and I can’t feel shit 

So what the fuck do you want could you be honest with me 
I’m feeling dumb as fuck like what the problem could be 
And Now I hate sleeping cause I see yo face 
And I don’t wanna dream now I just wanna escape 

I never hurt you jus to hurt you who you think that I am 
I’m jus growing as a person learnin to be a man 
you got me petty and prayin this all is fictional 
I don’t hate who I am but hate myself for missing you 

All these pretty little fears stuck inside of my brain 
like you carved them with knife just to sign yo name 
And I don’t wanna react but all this pain won’t fade 
And I don’t wanna react but all this pain won’t fade, fuck

I dont want to react
I don’t want to react (no, no)
I dont want to react but 
This pain won’t fade away
This pain won’t fade away

I let you go you disappeared because you needed yo space 
You say you need me in yo life well do not lie to my face 
I got my shit together I know you running in place 
And I did everything to fix it how the fuck does it taste 

And yes I’ll say I miss you but you treated me wrong 
I poured my heart on a page gave it to you in a song 
And I Been askin god for awhile to make the memories fade 
I’m praying daily that I don’t have to remember yo face 

wish I could hurt you like you hurt me but I wouldn’t go thru it 
And I won’t let another close cause I’m afraid ima lose it 
I hope it’s hard for you to sleep but I won’t be that man 
I just tried to do my best thru my suffering ends 

 left me without a reason don’t come back with excuses
And don’t you ever call my phone swear you think that im stupid 
You gave me so much to remember that I cannot pretend 
I didn’t just lose my girl I lost my closest friend 

But you manipulated me n how’d it get that bad 
How i feel like I lost something that I never did have 
And Judgin me for my mental health that’s honestly strange 
Cause true love would find a way to really understand pain

Honestly i hope you good and you can find yo way 
But leave me out of the picture so I can find my pace
I’m just upset that I let this affect my health 
I’m not mad I lost you I’m mad I lost myself 

I guess yo true colors showing you exposin ya self 
I’ll be like every other man that you set on a shelf 
But that’s between you and god so I’ll pray you forgiven 
I wanna smile because it happened but I wish that it didn’t 

I dont want to react
I don’t want to react (no, no)
I dont want to react but 
This pain won’t fade away
This pain won’t fade away

No Words prod. Rocky Mayne

Hold me down you stay around i haven’t been the same 
Haven’t gone insane 
Take away my pain 

Your prescene make me change 
To heights i cannot aim 
These feelings i explain 
Oh i feel em night and day 

If you’re week ill be strong 
Confess my love in songs 
Just know I’m holding on 
If you leave then I’m gone 

If i say it then i mean it 
I’m not feeling incomplete
Let me treat you like you know that you are loved 

If i pack up say I’m leaving 
Only taking what is needing
Grab your hand we running off into the sun 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

Don’t you leave then come right back to me 
Then just turn round right again 

You’re so special 
Why’d i make you settle 
Got me acting funny 
Angel with a devil 

Foot right to the pedal 
Take you to my level 
Do you need somebody 
I can be your rebel 

We been running round the damn place 
Tryna get our head straight 
I was cruising solo 
Swerving through my own lane 
Couldn’t love my family 
Never had a plan b 
Learning love from seeing you 
I know you not meaning not 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

I see when I stare in her eyes
Her souls keeps me moving 
When I have been losing 
Her energy giving me life 
I ain’t be living it right 

Filling my heart and soul 
Diamonds of carrots in gold 
Brining back all of my love now
When I’m with you I’m not coming down 

When I’m with you I’m not coming down
No where to go I’m not running out 
You hear me call and I’m calling now

i waste time

i waste time [ Prod. Kado ]

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One of the most outgoing people in my life, always supportive and down to have a good time. I know if i got the chance to show you this you would either say "bro this is so hard you gotta drop it" or "bro lemme hop on it" and then continuously proceed to rap about cats or something stupid haha. Anyways, this song is for you brother, I know you'll like it.

Curious (R.I.P Jeff)

She Toting Dracos

Paper weights (prod.Ross Gossage & Nash)

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