aku xleh lepaskan
baby u my sun
baby tell my why u always on my mind
nape u biar aku last seen online
come and take my heart
you'll just throw it to me
left by broken promises is all i can see
girl u know the futures meant for u and me
don't u know that it just turns to energy
thats all that it means

what does it mean to you
is it a reminder to
what happens at the end
i think i lost it again

again again again
i take it that we're no more as friends
can't turn back time save this feeling inside
save this feeling inside

lepaskan prod.me

production by @jihyo39
mix and master by @totheskylens

@1xene
Yeah, I'll love you from the summer right into the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default
Yeah, I'll love you in the summer, I'll still love you in the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default

I think you're the one for me
I just wanted you to be wanting me
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, I'm a mess you know
I can't let, I can't let, I can't let you go...

@1sunsuu
I'm doing all my rights
but always need you by my side
it's really dark outside
yet you so bright just like the light
I give you everything
but why can't you just see the sign?
that I'm so deeply in love with you
you're always in my mind

ah I make it right
yet we got so much to learn
from fall right back into the summer
I'd still love you all the time
if something change it doesn't matter 
I'd still love you thru the summer
I want for both us be together
want you to be with me forever

xene sunsuu ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ summer://fall °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ (jihyo)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

i dont know how much time i have left

self prod

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

(intro)
my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(pre-chorus)
i hate my voice and i hate the way i sound
i dont even feel im loved cause nobody else around
now im looking up and down
i feel shitty all around
now im crying all alone
and im sorry to the people that i let down

(chorus)
you wanna hurt me, thats alright
i really wanna die
i dont even wanna try
ima fly high up in the sky
pick me up again
ill fall into your hands
i-i-i dont want this shit to end!

my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(post-chorus)
write my will on a fucking song
they'll jus think im fucking singing
when im crying out for help
its the beauty of it all
you dont get me at all
i always give it my all
im fucking sorry for living at all

(break, then chorus loops twice)

((you're too late im already fucking dead))

im sorry (me)

first time i might feel it
second time its something i could care less
so baby can you smash it into pieces
its the last time so ill remember that

one more time
can i be a memory
just one more life
if you could just let me be
ill be alright
ill jump out the door yea its sxicide
yea its sxicide

silent songs like the birds
you're still looking for an answer
but you callin amber
im too fuked up
thinking bout the pockets on my waist
wasted all my time yea this was a mistake

rollin up the leaf baby
its a wake and bake
gotta get the guap yea
gotta get that cake
i can't get the blunt to stick
where tf's the tape
i got two lives baby
i got two takes

care less (me)

The weekend goes 2 fast man ...

anime reccomendations pls 🫰

Thanks for listening!

Want it to be true (prod. drew)

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

~lift my bangs~
@lintukoto

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4J4VN0ylZ8qFEuSrmgn2MZ?si=RSyCsQYsQYanhdB5CfxGlw

heyhihihi what's up ty for all of the love recently it's been really motivating.. (..kind of overwhelming too but in a good way) so let's all have a good upcoming autumn ૮ • ﻌ - ა

♡♡
would u tell me that u love me even if i'm kind of awkward?
it's so hard to say goodbye i don't wanna make this hurt that bad

u say i care too much?
well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

u 
like u never realized 
my true feelings
ig that's not ur fault cos

i'm just so terrified
scared of that look in ur eyes
promise me that you'll be alright
still.. i'm hoping to rely on the lies

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 

I've been in bed all day
overthinking every word i say
i'm sry, u just can't relate
just wna sit outside w/ the rain

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

you called it bittersweet
there's no need for talk like that
just say it how it is
it'll hurt but i like it like that

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

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