20/06/25
a new start
prod by @prodarisu
with twin @remiliaxd

lyrics:

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

@remiliaxd
new dawn, wake up, it's a new day
your love, too strong, tell me what changed
i never thought we'd be together in the first place
but you threw it all away

how many days until we move on?
i'm so tired, tell me where we went wrong
i'm exhausted, baby it's been too long
stay strong, i gotta stay true
i wanna get it back, baby it was all we had

i know it's helpless if i keep on thinking only 'bout the past
but my heart's in two right now
and i just need you right now
it's not worth it, but i need to carry on

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

move on +remilia (arisu)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

Instrumental by:
@yashio20k
@1wasterr

Lyrics by me
Inspired by the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, 
written from Orpheus’s perspective.


We weren’t meant to be,
Didn’t get that at the time
I couldn’t let it be,
That ain’t ever cross my mind
I felt so much affection
Was this love at first sight?

If you had let me been,
If we never intertwined
If his jealousy,
Never really crossed the line
Would you have moved that direction?
Would you have still suffered the bite?

I tried so hard,
I let you down,
I messed this up,
I turned around,
I was so afraid,
Of losing you again,
And I lost sense,
Of everything,

Woken up to a nightmare, ‘cause you’re gone
It doesn’t matter to me, if I burn up inside the sun
Or if they take my body, and tear it to shreds
‘Cause you were the only thing I had

Closed a pact,
With the devil,
Took control of my eyes
God, I didn’t realise
What did I put myself into?
Killed myself as I tried to save you

Oh, when I tried to save you
I didn’t realise, that it was futile 
I didn’t realise, that I was being deceived
It’s not what I had perceived
I couldn't bring you around...

I’ve been trying and trying and trying,
To change our fate
I’ve been trying and trying and trying.

Fate was the enemy,
Why did I ignore those signs?
If it didn’t speak,
Would you still be here alive?
If I had paid attention,
Would you be here, by my side?

The calamity, placed upon us, wonder why…
Is there something I didn’t read between the lines?
Haunted by your expression, I apologise

losing you again (yashio + wasterr)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

@ogmatrixx @ogmatrixx @ogmatrixx

ifeel bettrr on myy ownn nww
i grwnn weakk but am trynna get stronger
hww come she luvvv me whnn therez a hole inside mah heart nww
girl fall onto mah armz now
do u hear myy voice callingg girl dn leaveee
am addicted to tha painn i kno itttt
dat bish mad cuz she dn see her in mah following LMAO

caint have mah ##heart torn againn nahhh
ibeen afraid2showluvv thas js who i am
u mad at me girl ibeen working on myyself yh
westwood on mah neck rn
edhardyjeanz n i flared em
mah hardy pocketz fat ion spare nun

answermyprayer (ogmatrixx)

prod @okmax

@haunted_sad
im a winner not a loser what u fuckin did
left me in the past yeah ill damn admit
yeah ur love in my brain was like poison 
im tryingtillidie but i think its #pointless
gun to my head wish i cld forget it all
all the times baby that u fkn did me wrong
think im ##hollow2thecore and all the words u said
put a bullet thru my head im wishin i was dead

yeah all the words tht u said to me
ringing in my head like a neverending melody 
im hollow2thecore like a ##shinigami baby
pop a pill when i crash so i jus frget u


@6cainhearts
and i saw them
seeds of my despair
takin root cz ur not there
guess u dnt care ..
so take care
lets forget abt tht time on ur rooftop
and its my bad
i shld js go
meant 2 b apart, we're not on the same road
it js never showed
i had enough of my heart
whippin out the SiG Sauer
lets try again
get a different start

@haunted_sad
i jus wanted love yeah that shit ill admit
u hurt my heart bby left me feelin low like shit
inhaling smoke in my lungs i think immaquit
i jus wanna try i jus wanna die.
without u bby by my side
i be cryin in my head another night
i jus want tht ##payback I WANNA TRY
lookin back 2 u when i could call u mine

u left me hollow baby to the core
see if i cared abt u anymore
i be low lately like evrynight
EVERYDAY I WANTED TO DIE

imhollow2thecore w/cainhearts (okmax + hazel)

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

im talking to my angels
let my soul rest go to sleep
wash your heart with the chlorine
its pourin down the drain i swear
don't leave me there
you're everywhere
angels stare
i lost it inside a tainted love
destroy me again i don't feel much
tbh the mollys wearing off so the angels stop
im crying again please make it stop

can you tell me your secrets
can you tell me your lies
can you hold me slowly
watch me as i die

you stood still right in front of me
what you see is pure energy
cuz it means we're both just meant to be
inside a happy ever afterly

they wanna take you from me wanna take you from us
but why can't they see that we could never be apart
in front the tv staring at the ceiling
thinkin bout you can we take it from the start

im crying to my angels
im begging them to take me apart
i wanna crush you into little shards
the truth will set you free so will you open my heart

handle it fragilely 
this moments intimate
i put my trust in you to smash it into bits
i never felt like this
im wrapped so delicate
a pure virgin kiss i just can't handle it


its my first baby can you take it slowly
im a nerd baby fuck me like a virgin
take my pure soul and turn it into something
show me everything and turn it into nothing

solace (me)

pool

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