@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

prod @hartfxlt n @decago

sorry 4 being gone 4 so long 
thank u 4 all the love
ep @ 100 followers

Lyrics:
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring


love scars im breakin 
im fadin 

im fadin 

look up 2 the sky where the angels fly 
thinkin of all those times u lied
thinkin of  those times u made me cry 
hundreds of lies left tears in my eyes 

sayin that u love me but i knew it was a lie
sayin that u love me but the timin isn’t right 
secrets that u kept swear it breaks my mind 
lies that u told left scars that hide 

every single day swear it feels the same 
got this feelin in my head that i just cnt shake 
girl i swear u hurt me every time u lie 
stayin up all nite hope u’ll change this time 
wishin u could go n clear my mind 
of the memories when u held me tight 
broken promises swear they break my mind 
saw the lie in ur eyes 
when u said it would b the last time 


cut u off now it really was the last time 

cnt take back the tears that i cried 


worst parts of our fights replay in my mind 
sayin that u love me kno u done it this time 
pain in my hart got pain in my mind 
n i swear that it keeps me up all nite 
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

love scars (hartfxlt + decago)

atmosphere by @navinor, ty!!
prod and vox by me

bit of a different style this time...

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u js wanna be right
don't know what it feels like
u js wanna be right
don't know why ur so dry
tell me its a goodbye
hope u had a good life
i dont wanna exist
tell me- am i alright?

yeah i dont wanna-
i dont wanna know u
yeah i dont wanna care anymore
ill never wish for more

im a psycho? look into the mirror
im gonna cry like how u dont see that
im a psycho? look into the mirror
im gonna cry like how u dont see that

be right (navinor, me)

Instrumental by:
@yashio20k
@1wasterr

Lyrics by me
Inspired by the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, 
written from Orpheus’s perspective.


We weren’t meant to be,
Didn’t get that at the time
I couldn’t let it be,
That ain’t ever cross my mind
I felt so much affection
Was this love at first sight?

If you had let me been,
If we never intertwined
If his jealousy,
Never really crossed the line
Would you have moved that direction?
Would you have still suffered the bite?

I tried so hard,
I let you down,
I messed this up,
I turned around,
I was so afraid,
Of losing you again,
And I lost sense,
Of everything,

Woken up to a nightmare, ‘cause you’re gone
It doesn’t matter to me, if I burn up inside the sun
Or if they take my body, and tear it to shreds
‘Cause you were the only thing I had

Closed a pact,
With the devil,
Took control of my eyes
God, I didn’t realise
What did I put myself into?
Killed myself as I tried to save you

Oh, when I tried to save you
I didn’t realise, that it was futile 
I didn’t realise, that I was being deceived
It’s not what I had perceived
I couldn't bring you around...

I’ve been trying and trying and trying,
To change our fate
I’ve been trying and trying and trying.

Fate was the enemy,
Why did I ignore those signs?
If it didn’t speak,
Would you still be here alive?
If I had paid attention,
Would you be here, by my side?

The calamity, placed upon us, wonder why…
Is there something I didn’t read between the lines?
Haunted by your expression, I apologise

losing you again (yashio + wasterr)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

Em Gone - Rockiando (prod. Nari)

WE DONT FOLD

all to myself

@pastmemory
dc: xeneoverse
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com

let you down (jichu)

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