prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + luizbekman)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

everytime I write I feel like im #revitalizing
I want to fix my #sleep

revitalize
/riːˈvʌɪtəlʌɪz/
imbue (something) with new life and vitality

mix @atto_wav
master @atto_wav
prod @serrature fka veezuh
@noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/entev23
www.instagram.com/serratophobia

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@noahsuri
give me a chance can u try to hear me out
thats why im crying in my room baby u left me out
now im in a drought can u take me back out
destroyed everything that we built from the ground

want it tell me that you're honest
revitalizing while im writing this sonnet
want it tell me that you're honest
revitalizing while im writing this sonnet

what do you want from me oh i dont know
do we feel the same i dont think so
and i still got these pictures im hanging on to
cannot keep up my composure
baby stop, dont look into my eyes
i feel stuck, baby hold me tight
is it worth the fight? dont think im alright
and im stuck here once again

revitalizing (serrature)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

prod. @echichi 
@hxroshii
@1kidsora
@kucingyoiii
@exutdisasexyperson
@killminakami
@ramaikeun
@lenyxlinux
@xxa-250475875
@remiliaxd

hxroshii:
My heart got broken by a chindo
now i lost at life i got no chindo
cuz i do something stupid now she hate me
she fucking dump me
now she fucking leave me
my life is ruined i got no chindo
now i cant live without my chindo
maybe i should kill myself cuz i got no chindo
life is all about chindo

kishi:
i don’t need a chinita
got baddie with me, and her body like a latina
yeah i like that
beautiful tanned skin, i finna bite that
got a lil something for you baby, come and ride that
cute morena on my side
in my darkness shawty, shining like a light
put that ass on me, got me feeling fine
all these chinitas are ruining my life ~
bitch

kid sora: (no lyrics)

kucingyoi:
got out my life, you broke down
you turned me into one of yours
these chindo boys, they hold me down
they corrupt me like im a fucking doll

i dont want your wealth or special gifts
it give me ache and i dont wanna take it
i just want you to be more real to me
without you being an ego

exutd:
diko kailangan ang mahal ng chinito-ooohhh
pagod na pagod na ako, mahalin mo ako-ooohhh
di kita kailangan, gusto ko moreno
morenong pupunta sa bahay ko arw-arw
arw-arw tulad ng wlng hanggan
baby, you know that i love you and you know its truuu

minakami:
im so fucking lost
lost inside my thoughts
love the way my chinita moves
the way u love me lots
u only want me cuz i give u attention
cant think of any other reason why u'd give me time of day
come n hold me so we cant feel the tension
n if u dont then i'll love u anyway

woahh
tell me whats the problem
can u tell me why u hesitate?
we could deal with this another day
or maybe u cant take this pain

wrisk:
aduh kpn yh
kau tau diriku ini jomblo
apalagi ngarep pengen punya cewek chindo 
gak bisa dapet cewek ku lagi krisis saldo
chindo tinggi ego ku mending pilih makan bakso

cewek chindo rata rata kulit albino
putih putih udah kayak wallhack dicsgo
pilihan terbaik baddie berbody latina
udah gak tahan, im bout to blow

lenyxlinux:
Oh chinito nakakahilo di kagaya ng moreno ang talino
Diko alam gagawin ako'y nahuhumaling
Oh chinito bakit ka ganito kung maglaho para kang anino di ka makapiling di ka para sakin 
Oh chinito sabihin mo² and damdamin mo, ang damdamin mo

xxa:
boy thinkin bout u hits me hard
tell me do u think of me late at night
tell me did I ever make u smile
ur happy I can see it in ur smile
the late of night Im scrollin through ur feed
u and ur style got me fallib deep 
love ur eyes love ur smile 
i cant sleep cause ur stuck in my head

remilia:
oo i don't need you
i have nothing on my mind except chinitas
yeah you know i like that
i can't see you
heart racing down just to meet you
you know i like that
but it's so sad
my chinita like the dubai chocolate labubu fad
so i ditch her, get a chinito and his body's so bad
yeah yea heyah

chinita/chindo cypher

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

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walk with demons

nett prod swervokoolin

hateme

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com
Might drop a song or two lolz but am studying for my exams til 15 dec