Xternalz vocal w decago/rokit combo is waayy too crazy ^^

@domerrz
@jonsve
@pw4prez
@popilization

[@domerrz]
it's you, it's you, it's uUu 
I do every little thing for you 
for you, all for uUu
never thought I would have made it through
for you, for uUu
I'd tear myself apart for you
and after all the things we've been through
I'd do everything to get to you

you x1000000
make it back 2 u
my path always leads back 2 uUu

[@jonsve]
don't leave me by the wayside, girl
i know that you're my place in the world
praying it's a phase and your words aren't true
loving has a face and it looks like uUu
you're a part of me
everything i say is outta honesty
stop calling me
if you're not for me
please just leave me be if this is curtesy
you're all i need
i know i'm alright
you still give me butterflies
but i'm hurting baby i still need you by my side
if you're leaving me
just leave me in a ditch to die
im not your enemy
i just want you in my life

it's uUu x3
i do every little thing for you
for uUu x2
and i'm hoping we can make it through

SPOTIFYE

for uUu w/ jons (sochi + pop)

@k4rson

[arid]
it feels like everybody's leaving me
I don't know what u see in me
only scars and cuts
tried to reach out but its not enough
would u tell me if I was the only one
I was at the bottom when u fell down now I'm staring at my gun
yeah I'm done with everything
yeah I don't wanna even be enough

[karson]
tell me that you love me baby
text me please dont call me baby 
i dont wanna talk 
all you do is call me crazy
telling me to stop
you dont know how i feel like lately 
i told you once now im telling you again
i cut you off no i dont wanna be friends
girl youre blocked from my texts
i told you stop i dont wanna do this again

leaving me w karson (malloy + jkei)

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

@arid


am i dead to u
or are u dead to me
i thought i trusted u
but ur still dead to me yaa
run away i had to leave the scene idk
(yea idk)

its gettin harder to breathe when I'm locked in these chains
want u closer to me but ur farther away
now theres blood on the grave and theres nothing to say
feeling so useless I lay here and fade
the reason I see
the reason I'm bleeding
I'm down on my knees
the pain I'm receiving
yea Ive fallen on the ground like I slipped in the mud
i don't wanna break away all the trust

i don't wanna waste my time
searching for what isn't mine
i saw u in a different life
ig ill leave it all behind

run away - arid (sochi)

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

@1akura @yuikase
https://open.spotify.com/track/1YEPlMIIDeyhBDkOpyyKBa?si=a602d569728d4184

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

maybe ur just way to perfect for mee
im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
i just want u to see
that ur all that i needed
baby believe it
so baby believe it
im falling to pieces
remember the day u said there'd be no more secrets
it keeps me awake
i find myself sleepless
dont throw this away
cus baby i need this

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

akura - learn (asagao)

@lifegiverr @1akura @decago @kyoakyo @afterstoryx
i dont expect u to change
but pls hear me out
the noise & the pain
is getting to loud

can u hear me now?

scratch and tear at my seams
but i dont think u know what it means
all the bruises and the cuts how they sting
its like you dont see a thing

its like im wrapped with a string

and i cant tell if u love me or hate me
cant seem to save me
all that i said 
was it all just a waste thing

cut me apart && 
my memories paste in
to the end of the earth
youre my doll im ur plaything

life - love&hate (akura, decago, kyoa)

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

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twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

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