I keep trying to change but keep falling into patterns

Preset: https://payhip.com/b/sGbeJ
@7akkiro
I'm here for forever
Ties we making no I know that they won't sever
I can't focus but I guess that's for the better
I'm tryna rewrite my story but I know that you're my header
Tryna pay the price but I know you're the debtor
Float like feather, now
Build me up, then I know that you gon break me down
Said I won't fall for no one, but you still turn me round
When you call me up, you know I won't turn down

I can't call it off, no I'm too far in
I can't turn it off, she under my skin
Like where you draw the line? Feel like I can't win
Roll another blunt, and I take a hit
I wish you'd tell me what you need from me
& what you want I can't see

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can't see w/ akkiro (akrzn zangel)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

prod @lynyou
@lynyou @cruseyyyy

@lynyou
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

prod me

im just tryna get rich 
im just tryna get rich 
dont know what i did 
u dont know what i did 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 

dont act like u kno me 
u dont see
just hold me
baby just hold me 
u told me 
remember u told me 
feel like im choking
i cant speak 
im choking 

i wanna count it up 
then i wanna count it again
i think ur out of luck 
i think id do it again 
is u down or what 
is u gonna ride to the end 
nah igaf
i think id do it again 

the drugs tryna fight me 
i know u dont like me 
fucked up yea likely 
u cannot be like me 
nothing excites me 
steal my flow tryna bite me 
u cannot be like me 
u cannot be like me

like this

@lifegiverr @1akura @decago @kyoakyo @afterstoryx
i dont expect u to change
but pls hear me out
the noise & the pain
is getting to loud

can u hear me now?

scratch and tear at my seams
but i dont think u know what it means
all the bruises and the cuts how they sting
its like you dont see a thing

its like im wrapped with a string

and i cant tell if u love me or hate me
cant seem to save me
all that i said 
was it all just a waste thing

cut me apart && 
my memories paste in
to the end of the earth
youre my doll im ur plaything

life - love&hate (akura, decago, kyoa)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

prod @lynyou / @pw4prez
@v2nthan
@stylas

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfPcxmi0tOg

cheeto:
bullets aiming at your door,
dress me up in all dior, 
im thinking i might start a war.

yeah, yeah. 
that shit dont matter anymore,
pick my feet up off the floor.
this music shit been such a bore. 
yeah, yeah. 
bullets aiming at your door,
dress me up in all dior, 
im thinking i might start a war. 

because im running out of time,
try to change ur mind, 
invent another reason like - i dont wanna try,
like, 
everytime i look at you - i just wanna cry,
feel like james bond, 
reload,
live and let die. 

stylas:
ha, keep dat glock im totin
my bros dont need no motive
count it up, im loaded
blue bills for an open
yea i feel like im chosen
pass dat blunt, i smoke it
cant see where im jokin
im too fuckin broken

2 glocks, ima air it out for em
new car n u kno ima floor it
mula, i make guap in the morning
i rip it up while im tourin
im cuttin up in a foreign
i cop a bag she tell me she adore it
they send me opens, they borin
up in the goal and u kno ima score it

venthan:
wake up tryna feel something
yeah I feel nothing
no I can't get out my bed
yeah guess that shit's sad
nobody textin my phone
yeah I just wanna be alone
yeah I know my life's a bore
everyday wakin up is a chore
I know my friends wanna talk but I don't
yeah and all of my problems you don't gotta know
everyday is the same and I feel so broken
keep on goin I'll see how this shit goes

we back :)

bore (feat. venthan + stylas)

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all at once - owtiss + coldspades

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